Back intimate but distrustful
"Then you have to eat!" Steffi let go of Bill's embrace and sat up. "You also need to change clothes ...I'll get it for you."
"No!" Bill even pulled Steffi again.
Again Steffi fell in Bill's arms.
"Just so you know, I've always been haunted by guilt for my attitude which made you overthinking and cranky," Bill said blankly.
"Then what's your reason for not being open to me?" asked Steffi.
"Because I know you are focused on planning your appearance in Australia later, so I don't want you to be bothered thinking about my business," Bill replied lying. "And yesterday your dad was sick… it makes me even more unable to open up to you because I'm afraid you'll be angry when I care more about them than your dad. That doesn't mean I don't care about your dad. .but I need to focus on them, making sure that they will get the right treatment... And I think your dad will be fine because there are you and the others who will care about him," he continued.