Not Tonight
We were back at home, Pars was in his room and I was in my room. It was almost midnight and we thought it would make more sense to spend the last hours of this year quietly at home. My mind was confused though.
He made another promise to me that he would keep all his promises to me, and the only sentence that crossed my mind over and over was: Don't believe his lies.
How could I believe him? This is impossible for me at the moment because every time I believed him he disappointed me greatly. There was no way he could erase these mistakes. I could forgive him anyway, but those mistakes would never go away. I would stay hurt, and he would be a liar in my eyes.