I don't even know

"Hey you." Christian greets me when I get to his car, but I slam his door in return. His smile immediately disappears. "Is something wrong?"

What isn't wrong?

I don't know why a lecturer like that would just decide to be a sadist without a reason.

"What's wrong?" He changes his question.

"My paper." I start.

"I'm listening."

"We were given ten questions for 15 minutes."

"15 minutes?"

"Yeah. I don't know how they expect us to finish 10 questions in 15 minutes. It's not possible."

"Did you finish the questions?"

I grumbled underneath. "Yes."

He nods slowly. "But you didn't do it as best as you wanted." He states.

"I didn't."

"I'm sorry." He apologizes.

I turned to him and stared. Here's a guy who dropped me off earlier, waited till I was done, and now apologizing for what didn't even concern him.

Just how inconsiderate am I? I didn't even ask him how he was or where he stayed, or if he's even alright. I was just ranting about a sadist of a lecturer.

"No, no." I said more calmly. "It's not your fault at all. It's just this lecturer that's trying to ruin my mood."

"But he messed with your mood. That's not nice."

"I'll calm down, don't worry." I assure him but he just stares at me.

"Wanna get something to eat?" He asks.

I nod. "Sure."

"Alright." He gives me a small.

"What do you wanna eat?"

"Chinese"

He starts the engine. "Chinese it is."

Minutes later, he pulls over at a Chinese restaurant and kills his engine. "How about this?" He begins. "I go in, get you a take out and we go home and watch a movie together?" He asks. "That way you can eat and watch something together to calm your nerves."

"Thank you."

He smiles. "I'll be right back. Just text me what you want and I'll get it for you."

"Sure."

He leans in and gives me a peck on my lips before stepping out of the car. I stare at him as he walks into the restaurant in shock.

Christian has never given me a peck on the lips before. He only kisses me when we want to have sex and that's that. Nothing else.

I sent him a text of what I wanted and he came back out some minutes later.

"Here you go." He hands it to me and smiles.

The drive to his house was silent and I could do nothing but just stare out the window. We get to his place in a matter of time.

"Would you like to stay over?" He asks as we enter his apartment.

"Sure." I nod.

"Alright. You can use the shower in my room while I set everything up. You can wear any top of mine also." He walks to the kitchen and I just stand awkward.

"T-thanks." I walked into his room to have a shower.

An hour ago I was angry and frustrated. Right now, I'm nervous.

Why?

I do not know.

Isn't it just great?

I stayed in the shower longer than I should have, and I wore one of his shorts and top. By the time I got out, he was typing on his phone.

"Ready?"

"I was about to come check up on you." He places his phone beside him. "Are you alright?"

I nod. "Just hungry."

"I had to heat up the food while you were in the shower."

"Thanks."

I sit beside him and reach out for a take out. "What are we watching?"

"Smile."

"Smile?"

"Smile." He repeats.

Throughout the whole movie, my mind was on how close his body was to mine, I could feel the heat from his body. That's how close we were. I was nervous, anxious and at the same time unsettled.

I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to have physical contact with him. Any kind of physical touch. No, scratch that. My kind of physical touch.

The next thing I knew, I pulled him in and crashed my lips to his.