I want you

ARTHUR LEYWİN

Snow has completely taken over the vast sky it was snowing slowly and calmly all over the city, our footsteps creaked with every step we took, a light breeze of cold air was murmuring in our ears.

In an instant, Caera took a step forward, leaving her unique scent on my face while her dark blue hair danced harmoniously with the wind

It was like a drug that would never end for me, I was addicted

I turned my gaze towards her and watched her curiously I hadn't paid much attention when I was at the Academy but she looked really beautiful and uplifting wearing a long blood red dress on her shoulders and highlighting her deep ruby eyes. She was also dressed casually in a black jacket and a pair of heeled leather boots

I've spent so much time with him that sudden impulses have been gnawing at my mind lately

I looked at him for a long time, and the taunts of the regis turned me back again

"Hahaha, you don't need to be ashamed of this, my princess, my horned queen, any really sexy man would look at her for a long time.''

"I said stop talking nonsense, Regis! "You've been taking care of her all this time, and you have to admit that it's not my fault that Caera is better than her old elf childhood friend. understanding, reliable and not childish, you helped her even in the most difficult moment when she was not by her side.''

I frowned, mocked what you said, and answered

''so what do you expect me to do Regis, I should tell him everything about me o hey hi i'm diacthenden lance Arthur leywin I killed your soldiers and your taboos i tortured to get information no he will definitely hate me.''

''you know, you think too much, caera listens to what you have to say and doesn't hate it, at least try it, Arthur!''

''I laughed bitterly, yes, of course, how great is the advice from a horny wolf who doesn't even have a dick.''

"Fuck you, I've done nothing but help you all this time." he shouted

After our fight, I cut off our communication, then I turned to caera with a frown, slightly puffed out her cheeks sulkily, apparently she was angry that I hadn't answered her for a while

I gave a muffled audible sigh with my eyes closed so that caera could look at me

I'm sorry, caera, I was just talking to regis, I was distracted, I asked if you wanted to tell me something

After a few seconds, his expression finally relaxed, he finally answered by fixing his eyes on me, "yes, actually, there was.. I never expected you to accept Corbett's dinner offer, and I was wondering if there was a reason for it, frankly.''

''so what is it, I asked, holding.'' my face hard

''No offense, but Grey, this was unexpected for your nature, you've never been to most invitations and parties, you've been the center of attention by many nobles around you, and you've even been recognized by a scythe, and yet was there any reason for you to accept this offer? he asked, the slight frown of his eyebrows and the thoughtful expression on his face made it clear that I was really so mysterious to him that I thought.''

While I was looking around, I made an answer, "actually, there wasn't much reason, I just wanted to get to know your family and get some information about the hierarchical order on the continent.''

"Really, he spoke to me before he raised his eyebrow, I find it hard to believe that." "I told you what you want to believe, my lady fugitive." I finished with a thin smile

ignoring his question, I rolled my eyes, calling out let's go, while leaving him quickly behind

he grabbed me from behind and I heard him say that I was a bad person

but I didn't pay much attention, and fortunately the rest of our trip was peaceful, now we were in front of the denior waterfall, grayish golden yellow poles were erected long along the way, the big mansion was surrounded by stone walls full of strange symbols, and when we stepped inside, they made a sculpture out of a fountain that was frozen, it was strange, caera and I looked at each other when we saw it

But the most interesting thing is that the mansion was really big, or rather it would be a disappointment to call this place a mansion, although not as elegant and magnificent as the castle in apheotus, it could be called better compared to our continent.

When Caera and I arrived at the door, one of the maids greeted us with a subtle curtsy Lady Caera Rising Welcome to the Grey Denior mansion Mr. Corbett and Miss Lenora are waiting for you please follow me inside

we quickly followed the servant in front of us my gaze was constantly looking at the paintings around the hallway, at the works that switched between yellow and red, the columns were shining around with a great ambience, as if we were the owner of this house, but the main meaningful paintings, judging carefully, were telling how the continent of Alacrya suddenly entered the ascension, apparently Agrona Decried the god game well with pure lies

When we entered the room, a large dining table greeted us, it was raining elegance from end to end, and when I moved my head, I saw the owner of the blood and his lady, who personally invited me here, were examining me more or less, involuntarily I raised one eyebrow, I thought it was interesting

"Oh, forgive our rudeness," he said before taking the fan in his hand to his mouth. please don't just wait there, come in, caera dear.''

Before walking to the table, I caught the slight opening of caera's mouth and the evasive glances she gave me

why was she surprised or couldn't believe her parents didn't usually behave like this, a lot of feelings and thoughts crossed my mind, I think it occurred to me that I didn't know much about caera

But wasn't that pretty fair, after all, he didn't know much about me either

When I came to, I quickly put these thoughts out of my mind, I returned to the reality I created in my past life when I was king grey, I should have focused on the present, why would Corbett want to invite me here

i had a guess in my mind more or less, the biggest one was already obvious, something that human beings discovered from the moment they were born, Curiosity, a never-ending research for us living things, we can call greed

Corbett was also planning to do this in order to get as much information as he could from me and use it in the field he wanted, if masa thinks a lot about me, they can get my information not only from caera, but also from the series, but I should have used this information for my benefit-

''Welcome to our Rising Grey Mansion, or should I call you professor Grey now'', I grasped the hand he extended tightly before I could collect my thoughts as he slowly moved towards me

''there is no need for procedure, just say Grey, Mr. Senior, and I appreciate you inviting me''He waved his hand slightly up and down, ''Grey, as a result, it was I who wanted to invite you, and I never expected you to accept this offer, it was a surprise even for me, since we know that you never accept a noble's invitation, he said cunningly, turning and looking at caera with a sudden impulse of relief, and.. could the main reason for this be our daughter? we thought we'd be curious.''

This move resulted in the cheeks of the caera being painted with a pinch of red tone

"You're right to a certain extent, the caera was constantly next to me, and it would be fair for me to wonder about most things about him, wouldn't it, especially his family.''

"Of course, but these are not topics to be talked about on foot, are they? Let's get to the table by clapping both hands.''

We all sat down at the table and started eating our food slowly, no one said a word for all these minutes, sometimes me and caera were giving each other subtle glances, which did not escape lady lenora's eyes, she was smiling slyly at us

But in the end it was corbett who broke this desolate silence, clearing his throat and drawing our attention by making his calloused hands into a lump and slightly leaning his body forward

when she looked at it, it was clear that her hand was calloused from holding a pencil.

''I've heard a lot about you, Grey, but I'm just going to ask out of curiosity.Do you have any idea about the future?

I don't quite understand what you mean by that before I throw my legs on top of each other, please, I said even hungrier

''So what I'm trying to say is that I couldn't help thinking are you trying to get yourself a position at the top among the high bloods, or did no one dig their own grave, he kept mocking me, and if that's the case, I could have provided you with golden power prestige

''So what kept you from providing me with these.'

lenora interrupted, and interrupting everyone

''But something tells us that there is more to you than that, he says with a mischievous smile for Grey.''

I laughed twice, which made their eyebrows go up

 So I'm saying, if it's about the encounter at the Victoria, caaera has informed you thoroughly, even the scythe series bil-

"Yes, Grey Corbett interrupted me in a harsh tone of voice, we don't know the relationship of the scythe series with you, but he spoke well of you, although, Grey, I want to give you a recipe.''

''Even a small hole will sink a big ship, but are you still ready to fuel the fire, it could lead to your death.''

my eyes twitched in the face of this comment, I pulled myself together, linked my arms, calmly replied, thinking ''I can't understand Corbett, you invited me here, but you don't really care what I do, do you? or do you want to dissuade me.''

''He quickly raised his hand in front of me, calm down, Grey said, we weren't thinking about that, and then they quickly made eye contact with Lenora, I frowned, what was their purpose, I just came here to get information, but they were acting strange, why should they care what I did?

Again, Corbett and Lenora had attracted the audience by coughing, 'Grey dear, we don't want you to misunderstand us, in fact, we want to help you, he said, taking one hand into Corbett's hand.

''Really, I replied sarcastically, I'm wondering what kind of help you can find.''

''As I said before, Grey Corbett spoke again, I'm ready to give you everything that the denior waterfall has to offer, power, money, hierarchy, And do you give them for free, I asked with one eyebrow raised, no, of course, standing in a serious position and smiling mischievously, there's only one thing we want from you, Grey.

and this too ..

''I want you to be a part of the Senior waterfall, he said coldly

Huh.. i was surprised, an unwanted question mark formed in my head, what did he just mean, do they want me to be a part of them, is this engagement with caera or me

What.. WHAT!

Caera and I screamed loudly at the same time

When I realized what I had done, I patiently tried to keep my face from blushing so as not to be embarrassed any more, in fact, I knew that Corbett had called me here to use me for his own interests

but I didn't expect them to drop the subject like this directly, their plans to marry me to caera almost choked me in my own thoughts, my mouth slowly opened to answer

but before I could say anything, caeraWith a sudden rush, he quickly got up, one hand hit the table, my eyes opened from shockYou! he said, fixing his keen red gaze on Lenora with a rosy countenance, what- why? that's what you're talking about. he screamed loudly

Leonar, on the other hand, was not impressed by the caera's shooting and held his fan to the wound of his face with a sincere smile

''caera said honey, you're really cute when you're in such a rush, but.. there's no need for tension by quickly closing her fan and holding it between the two of us, me and Corbett just trying to make the right decision strategically.

''Also, it's not necessary to skip the rumors between the two of you, isn't it, you've been together since the monuments, I think there have been Deceptive views in the light of many things, and most importantly, the effect of the Scythe series on you puts an end to this incident. he said it with a mischievous smile and was holding his sarcastic gaze at caera as if to say how can you get away with it, holding it to the competition.

Caera also crinkled her forehead slightly, every bit of it tense, defying each other, her gentle fingers clinging to the knuckles of the wood, threatening to break it.

seeing him like that made my heart jump unstoppably, the angelic part of her, on one side, like the sun rising after the mountains, the light was radiating happiness and love, as if she was giving us the good news of the new world

The other side of her was dark, like a cold winter's day, she was a dangerous, completely rebellious lady-

It was really Hot this way! Regis also found a perverted interpretation by listening to my thoughts, I frowned, you N- I got caught up in the heart of talking without saying anything

I kept my face cold and indifferent by watching them

''Of course, as we know, their education we gave was all in vain, hold on to the position of caera here, even your school years, even until now, your rebellious side has always suppressed the side that will eventually become sweet and kind, do you know how disappointing it is, despite it, you received surprisingly many offers from many nobles, but they were all in vain, you did not accept any of them, but now you have an opportunity, young caera dear, turned a tuft of her brown hair with relief.

In response to this, my eyes looked at caera to study caera's reaction, her gentle fingers holding the wooden knuckles that had just become claw-shaped had cracked the edge of the table

The slight stretching of her shoulders and the hair covering her face rippled upwards with a kinship, her eyebrows twitched in unison with her eyes, then an ice-cold voice replied with sarcasm in an attitude Hoo sorry lady Lenora, I don't know if old age has hit you, but I've been doing what I've seen from my family since I was a child, especially from you, you understand, rebellion is the natural tendencies that come from the blood of our family Gracefully holding the edges of the red dress, bowing with a subtle curtsy, she said

I broke into a cold sweat, without waiting for Lenora to respond, a thin snapping sound caught my attention with Corbett, the lower tuft of the fan in her hand was cracking, her hair was shading her expression, every nerve in her face was twitching involuntarily, I could swear that a small lightning bolt had Decayed between them

Corbett, who predicted that the fight would go even further, broke out in a cold sweat like me, his eyes locked tightly together, his arm in a bow-shaped cutting motion, preventing Lenora from answering

He addressed the incident by coughing loudly enough for everyone to hear, but if your discussion is over, let's get back to our topic, shall we, caeraya and lenoaraya, by taking a look at each other, he said

Caera sat down lenoara protected himself with his old composure when everyone calmed down, Corbett waited for my answer to pick up where we left off

I replied by throwing the seeds of doubt into my mind. "I still don't understand why you want me, as you mentioned in your previous remarks, there are other rich potential candidates who want caera," I replied coolly.

i didn't want to give too much away, but my heart was beating like crazy, while I was trying to stop myself from blushing, and if I wanted to say something about myself, I've fought many battles, I've fought armies with scythes, but none of them were as strange as emotions emotions have always been a mess for me, just like monuments, an unknown

Lenora watching us both with her sharp eyes, ''I want you to know that what nobles and eyewitnesses say about you is not something that can be thrown away so easily, Grey, we had to make a decision by sharing our feelings with you and young caera, leaning one hand on her cheek, with a mischievous smile, and she pointed to me with one hand, especially when people are interested in your ideas.

''Are you questioning my personal opinions?.'' so my goal in Victoria was all about eliminating the caera

Corbett pressed ''don't get us wrong we care about our daughter as much as we care about our blood we are parents Grey you are also suspicious and mysterious however we want to believe that if we put this aside you will take care of our daughter but apart from the potential dangers you understand right.

I leaned my body back, took a deep breath, took a fair point, but ''I'm really the best option, ha, I grinned mischievously.

''Of course, dear Grey, you know that there are invisible things behind the visible ones, in fact, he waved his finger in the air.

And with this?

''I mean, you're going to achieve a lot of good things, but there may be an obscure god behind you, right? he grinned broadly, his eyes like a hungry predator, information was examining my every area, waiting for the answer I'd give.

I wanted to be vague, so I thought they would have both high and low expectations about me, or rather, it was a gamble, and it was up to them how to understand, I should have thrown the bait at the fish

I kept my face steady, my golden eyes met his coffee-colored eyes, ''these are just specific predictions, there is a possibility that what you are saying may not be true.''

''Fair, but you can't blame us, right, the mysterious air you give, the way you try to hide everything, your series, his faith in you and your connection behind show that we made the right decision once again, Lenora said with a sincere smile.

I sighed, I thought it was the same, wasn't it, even where I spent when I was king grey, people were constantly working to get on top of the hierarchy and they didn't stop using everything on this path

Corbett intervened and examined me with tired eyes, ''Our blood Grey has done a lot of work for a long time, and I believe we will sign up for more successful works if you join .. he made himself more imposing by looking between caera and me, you two love each other, don't you? After all, the rumors don't say otherwise, the couple who stayed in each other's room at the academy raised their eyebrows slyly and laughed, surely there must be something, right?

''of course it must be, Corbett, or we don't want anything inappropriate to happen, don't we, Grey.'' lenora turned towards me with a dark expression.

Cold sweats started coming to me again, I felt it too, Alice, sometimes women are really scary Also, lenora was right with her words, it was really suspicious that a person of two different sexes stayed in the same rooms next to each other, and people who saw and told deniers about them combined events in a way that we could not deny

I mean, everything was planned, they were trying to corner us, I burst out laughing inside, really parents and progeny

''Don't worry, we're not just trying to blame you both... he spoke by looking at me, you know that your actions have consequences.

''That's why, Grey, I want you to be my blood, I want you to pick up where I left off in the future, and I'm sure we trust that you will come back victorious from Victoria, but I'm more cautious when it comes to our daughter, you understand?

They were right, Caera was in danger as long as she was with me, potential dangers would haunt me, and the road would become more difficult in the future

But a part of me didn't want to let him go. I was so used to caera's presence next to me that his unique scent, his voice, his curious ruby-like eyes, everything about him was addicting to me, I didn't know if it was love or obsession, so I wanted to be selfish.

But my other half was saying who am I to be with me until the end, how could someone like me who can't protect her family protect her, I smiled sadly when I thought about these feelings.

This quieted the atmosphere for a while, and before I realized it, one of caera's hands was holding my hand, and her reddish, gentle, affectionate eyes were meeting my cold golden eyes

every time I looked at them, I was lost in them, and the compassionate expression on her face, she was worried about me, this look was enough to melt my heart of ice like the sun, this woman was really different,

we looked at each other for such a long time that we forgot that Lenora and Corbett were watching us as if no one cared

Suddenly, their loud laughter broke us out of our stares and made us realize the position we were in right now, we were both so flushed and embarrassed that we were looking at them with big eyes

Oh, the horns of vritra, Lenora screamed, scaring us, ''now I'm absolutely sure we've been worrying about you for nothing and we've been thinking, haven't we, dear lord, yes, everything is certain now, she said, her hands thoughtfully holding her chin

''Okay, Grey, then what do you say to our offer, I find you really successful joining us at the central dominion, taking your place at denior falls and making our daughter happy, this is something that no one else can do, your skills and intelligence have already proved it, all that remains is to accept everything and put my affairs in writing, he said in his deep words.

He stretched out one hand towards me, ''so please accept my offer and become an indispensable member of our blood, carry us forward.''

Corbett's words really made me think, but it wasn't just because of caera, it was because of me

When I was little, my father always said, "We will die tired." I used to say with my child mind, "if you sleep, you rest," but now I understand you very well, Dad. Some tiredness never goes away even if you sleep for days.

A person could get tired of work and power, but my fatigue was not something that could pass so easily, I physically felt strong enough to break down a mountain, but if they opened my heart and looked, it would scream that I was tired, my emotions were so intense and stagnant

The idea of giving up everything and marrying Camera here and living a happy life together was on my mind, But big daddy,Alice Elie Silvie Tes- wait a minute TESS

Her turquoise eyes were open pinkish lips, her long silvery hair clung to every color, and our promise that we would live together in the castle, my mind was racing with thoughts

A sudden feeling of guilt hit me my body was shaking uncontrollably, as if I had entered a pool filled with ice, and now corbetta I was starting to get nervous about how to respond, my thoughts alternating between caera and tess

Have I ever loved ceara or is it an addiction, tess, what should I do right now, I should have broken my promise, I thought for a long time that now everyone's eyes were on me, they were all waiting for an answer

I closed my eyes and cleared the contradictory thoughts from my mind, took a deep, deep breath, prepared to give the most logical answer I could

Finally, holding my eyes steadfastly, I looked at the two nobles, ''I'm sorry, Corbett, but ... I said calmly that I can't answer this question right now, which caused both of them to be surprised and slightly clash their eyebrows.

i slowly shifted my eyes to caera and spoke again, ''or rather, this is not a decision I can make on my own, so I want you to give me and caera time to collect our thoughts, this offer was sudden for me, I hope you understand, Corbett.

With these words, there was silence in the room again for a few minutes, everyone who was here was surprised, they were thinking about what they should answer

It was Lenora who broke the silence again, "well, Grey, we asked you, and you're right about one thing, we should have gotten caera's thoughts before we made you this offer, so caera dear, we're sorry, but I'm wondering what you would say in the face of this offer, too

This time all eyes were on caera, as if her mind had matched the expression of her face like a deep deluge, and she looked at me with a disappointed sadness at my answer, as if her moist eyes were on me

The pieces of my broken heart stuck in every part of me like a sharp knife, but what could I do that even I myself was lost in the deep fog of my emotions

He took a deep breath to collect his thoughts the way I did, and if you're ''asking for his opinion on this, he said, giving me a sideways glance, I agree with Grey, this marriage thing happened very suddenly, and I don't quite know what to say, so with your high permission, I'd like to talk about it with grey in a sober mind.

But the caera dear, rumors-

''Rumors are just rumors, Lenora, if you want to hear the truth, we didn't do anything obscene, we were just exchanging information for our academic duties,''caera said in a cold voice.

I understand, Corbett said, and then suddenly he stood up with both hands on the table, we all watched him with this, ''so Grey, you two go back to the academy and discuss the marriage issue, I'm giving you time until after your victory in Victoria, when that day came, his eyes narrowed a lot, and he said, I'm waiting for a definite answer from you.

All right, I promise you, I said that when that time comes, you'll get your answer

''Good, we will take care of the answers from the suitors until we get an answer from you, and this promise will make it easier for you to be together and stay in high society even more.''

So we made a decision and said goodbye to the others before going outside at the high main door of the house. The rest was snow falling gracefully on us and the tall poles lighting our way at the senior waterfall were falling on the grass stretching from the top of the mountain. The moon shone with great vividness where there was not enough light. it was a sight worth seeing. it was fascinating, and even so

The cold breeze of the evening had hit caera before I realized it, her breath was irregularly hitting the cold air outside, and her body was shaking involuntarily, because I have an asuran body, usually hot or cold was balanced for me, so it's normal that I don't feel it, but her.... It was making my heart ache

I frowned, "come on, princess, don't be so busy, you can do better if you want, right?

I said you didn't even need to ask before I rolled my eyes

Quickly closing the distance between us, I took Caera's hand between my hands and channeled the ether into both of our bodies to act as a shield, so that the snow falling with the cold air that fell on us suddenly Decapitated my Decapitation, and in order to hide my shame, I held forward

But I couldn't hold back and secretly looked at him to gauge his reaction, and at that time he looked at me with his big open eyes, it took a while, we were lost in each other's eyes, neither of us were saying a single word, and in the end, caera was the first to break our gaze, and she turned her head forward like me, her facial expression lit up with a tiny smile and a pink tone

That sad expression he showed at the dinner table was scattered in his mind like a breeze with this little memory, and it was replaced by the always affectionate curious caera, and that's what I wanted to see, but why did these questions keep coming to my mind again

I thought about how my relationship with Caera came to this, when we gave back to back to warm up in that snowy cold cave in the monuments, or did the memories that we spent a long time together, when you were injured and I took care of her, gave us a warm bond of trust

But trust wasn't just a word to say, wasn't it, could a love based on a lie be called trust, especially after the things I had to do, even though I knew that he and his race had killed my family, did I have the right to make him go through this, enemies, I asked myself all these questions 

''As usual, you think too much, don't you Arthur and as you said, in all the memories you shared in the war, caera never left you, she followed every decision you made, and she was by your side now don't you dare tell her that she's your enemy, ''she said in a harsh tone

and I knew he was right, caera was different, so warming up to her over time had changed my thoughts about other Alacrya people as well

But the main thing is what should I have done, Victoria, after my revenge I wouldn't have anything to do here and it would be nervous to go back but either it would be selfish and dangerous to bring caera with me or Tess, she's still here. I am.. Before he could generate any more panicked thoughts, Regis Decamped again

''For God's sake Arthur, forget it, we don't even know where he is, most likely Agrona is hiding him or there is even a possibility that he has completed reincarnation.''I screamed hard in my mind, I screamed to ''fuck you, Regis, I said that if we met one day, he didn't understand how I would take care of him with caera next to me, he made a promise that he would trust me, and I'm about to break it, my fingers almost started shaking weakly.

Regis listened carefully to my feelings calmly gave an answer ''Arthur close your eyes and give me an answer.''

What? did I say I thought you were trying to make fun of me again

just do it, he said in a commanding tone

i said ok by giving up

''So imagine now who would you like to have with you when you sit down to dinner.''

I instantly thought of the girl with midnight blue hair and ruby red

Who would you like to have next to you when you go to sleep at night

The result is the same again

Who would you like to be comforted by in your most difficult moment 

The same image again 

And the last question is who would you like to spend your life with until your last breath caera caera caera was all the result I wanted, not tess, even in the short months we spent together, she was the only person I could think of, Caera, still, that little you was there in me

''Did you see now, Arthur.'' , Regis asked me

Yes, but he interrupted me for the third time before I had a chance to say that we are not gods or that we can't control the end of the job ourselves Arthur, everything is a possibility or uncertainty, but why can't you be happy when people can be happy even in such a life, listen to your heart for once and be selfish tell him how you feel at the end of the day, even if you don't want to, your heart will search its way again, I was surprised and I didn't know what I could say that horny wolf had said something true for the first.

''When did you get to know so much about relationships,'' I said with interest

In a lush and imposing voice, ''I, Regis sama, have always attracted women with my presence, of course, of course, I said, resisting the urge to roll my eyesAnyway, Arthur, tell the caera how you feel now

I.. what if he hates me, Regis, I'm his enemy, I don't want to break his trust

he won't, Arthur, trust me, even if give him time, he'll understandI said I understand, I closed my eyes and tried to relax my mind before taking a deep sigh and slowly opened my eyes. Thank you, Regis, I told you

You're welcome, my most princess, but we're not done yet

I said I know and I cut off our communication

I saw that Caera was also examining me, and suddenly we stood together, saying ''are you okay, Grey, she grabbed my cheek with her delicate fingers, the warmth of her hand activated every nerve in my body like a small electricity and in the moonlight, our glowing bodies were highlighting her skin and ruby-like eyes with light gaps, I just called out, and you didn't hear, your fingers were trembling, she was watching me with a worried expression with a frown.

I didn't answer, keeping my face straight, my eyes were still following his eyes and movements

Involuntarily, I raised my arm to her face with a sudden impulse, my milk-white fingers grasped her soft cheeks, and I was surprised by this behavior, but she was not startled, and it was good

Ignoring the reddening tones of his face, his eyes were curiously weighing what to do, so I Decently leaned forward, deciding to break the ice between us

I started my sentence in a calm and gentle voice, ''since the day we met, these feelings of uncertainty inside me have been finishing me off because I didn't know if my feelings for you were love or something else, but... I paused a little before completing my sentence, I said that I had decided now, in a confident voice.

''I just want to make you happy and I finished my sentence with a smile caera denoir until the end of my life.

Caera was surprised by my answer, her gaze was going between my eyes and my lips, and she didn't hesitate to show off that radiant smile that warmed my heart 

We both slowly brought our faces closer together I could feel his warm and sweet breath hitting my face every passing second as he got closer to me, I couldn't help these irresistible impulses inside me that had ended it all My thoughts, which Decayed between just being with him, holding him tight and not letting go, have now been blurred by the meeting of your lipsI was getting lost in the softness and taste of Caera's lips as if I were in the middle of a vast ocean, we were literally kissing.

Before I could take it anymore, caera and I were hungry for more, I grabbed caera by the waist and pulled her closer to me, so she accepted my invitation and put her arms around my neck, so our faces got closer together

Our languages were moving in harmony with each other, and even as we continued, this harmony began to get better and betterThis pleasure consumed me from head to toe, so much so that we weren't paying attention to anything that was around us, and now it was just me

Every time we touched each other softly, we wanted more, cameras sweet moans rang in my ear like a melody, driving me crazyAfter a few seconds of exchange, our lungs were begging us for air, so we slowly separated, we were both looking at your eyes with a pinch of passion, and our tongues were connected to each other by a network of liquid that remained, the feelings of pleasure and joy that the moment gave ended with the sound of caera.

She bowed her head slightly to the ground and asked ''why,'' so I waited for her to continue, ''Corbett, you didn't accept the marriage proposal at the dinner invitation, but now.. you're showing me your caring side why.''

I was silent for a few seconds, he was right, it wasn't right that I didn't accept it at that moment and now I was being selfish towards caera, she deserved the right answers about me now

caera turned towards me with sudden determination before I could say 

her ruby-colored eyes were trembling and she was holding my chest with one hand to answer her, and if it was ''about your past life, I promise in a soft tone of voice that I will never leave you.. she said in a shaky but determined voice until you said you didn't want to see me or that you were bored of me.

My heart was fluttering, as if butterflies were flying in my stomach.

in my entire life, no one has ever unconditionally said such a thing to me, not even the person I thought was the right woman for me. but the caera was really different

While smiling with happiness, I felt unwanted tears starting to flow from my eyes, I cried

Immediately, caera's hands moved to wipe my face, she did not neglect to carry the kindness and warmth of a mother everywhere she touched on my face, I loved this feeling, being loved by her forced me to get unwanted feelings out of my head And his face took on a sad expression, as if he regretted what he had said, ''I- I.. i'm really sorry, Grey, I shouldn't have forced you to tell me, please don't cry.''

''what are you?

without giving me a chance to speak, I quickly took her hand between my hands and gently took her to my chest ''no caera, you were right, I said, softening my words, a love should be based on Decrees, so hiding something from you only covers the truth, I said.

''and I, caera, am tired of hiding these facts now, but I want to tell you.. i'm afraid of losing you, of seeing me as a monster, of never seeing you smile again, I finally paused, gave a sigh.

His face turned into confusion because of what I told him one hand went resolutely to my face again, ''gently stroked it, as I said before, Grey said, I will stay with you no matter what your real identity is, his sincere honest gaze matched his flushed facial expression and bright smile.

So I believed him, and in the end we decided to wait until we went to the academy to Decipher things between us and tell the caera about the past

At that time, a carriage car had arrived at the edge of the stop, we quickly got inside and got on the wagon. Before too long, it began to move

caera and I were sitting next to each other, her head was tucked into my chest, I could feel the serenity of her breath on my neck, and one hand was brushing her silky dark blue hair, and when I looked at her face, it was obvious that she was enjoying it, mumbling sweet words to herself

I couldn't stop laughing when I saw him like that, he asked me what I was laughing at before lifting his head slightly up, he raised one eyebrow in the air as if he knew, while I kept laughing

So I put both of my hands in the air and just waved, "no, just.. i said that it makes me happy to see you so peaceful and happy after a long time, with my kind words

And Camera, in response, her eyes flickered, her face changed between pink and red Decals, slightly puffing out her cheeks and looking at me with her sharp eyes It was really a sight worth seeing. He Was Cute

clasping both arms together and ''of course what are you waiting for me to say I've been passing all this time trying to gain your trust to tell me about your mysterious and unpredictable past, he broke into a groaning word.

He also said that he moved both his arms to hold my face, or I didn't think so, but I was wrong, caera's hands grabbed my face from both sides and pushed it down, you made me a promise, Grey, you can't break ''your word anymore, he said with sudden seriousness.''

I couldn't help smiling while Deciphering her reactions and then I said I know, caera and I put my arm over her face like she did but unlike her I didn't pull her face away, I wrapped us both around each other and let the warmth of the ether come between us."

We both enjoyed this quiet view and each other's comfortable warmth until we returned to the Academy.