Returning back (3)

It was me who had taken the initiative and now he had completely lost control of himself. I panicked and pondered for a while but could not think of anything, he bit my neck and then his hands travelled up my back. It had been a while for me as no one had touched me that was because I didn't allow it but this was different, it was basically me who was throwing herself on him and I had no idea how to get out of it. After some thinking, I let out a soft sound indicating that I was in pain and it turned out to be effective, he immediately got up.

I had made that sound intentionally and I knew he would not insist on doing anything after that so before he could move away, I wrapped my arms around his neck and said "It's fine, I can bear with it. I have healed so it won't be bad."

He looked at me with yearning in his eyes but sternly moved away but his voice became horse "No, you are not well, we can have this any other time as for now just go to sleep."

I gave him a dissapointed look and then stared at him for a while until he disappeared to the washroom. I finally smiled at my success, my pan was finally successful and now I could go away easily the next day without being suspected.

I waited for him to come out and said "At least hug me to sleep."

He smiled and nodded his head as he came to sleep next to me. I was overwhelmed with both happiness and sadness as right now I could be in his arms and then again it was the last time I could do that because after this...

I didn't even want to think about the fact that I won't have a chance to meet him in the future because no matter what, after settling everything, I at least wanted to see him again. I didn't care if he were to fall in love with someone else or marry someone else but I wanted to see him as a friend who I once knew. I was choosing to push him away and I was ready to see him alive happily with someone else anyways it would be better to than to live with a woman having a daughter. I smiled and enjoyed his embrace for one last time and that peaceful sleep for one last time.

My head was buried in his chest when I heard his say "Tell me are you planning to escape again this time."

My eyes widened and my heart picked up some pace, I did not look at his face but I knew that he must have already noticed the change in my heart beat. Panic filled my heart again, how was I supposed to respond to this now that my heart beat had given me away.

I relaxed myself and pushed him away angrily "You still have the nerve to doubt me, I was offering myself to you right now and you still think that I am not saying the truth."

He looked at me as if he was piercing my soul and he could see the truth, I felt that he did not trust me and was already aware that I was cooking up something but soon that look was changed into a smile and he said "I am sorry, it was just that this all felt so unreal."

I nodded and then again lowered my head but I had a strong feeling that he already knew something was up and he was just pretending with me. I didn't care too because I was not going to put up with this for much time, it was just the night but the fact was that it felt like the longest night ever.

Next morning I woke up early and as expected James was still asleep so I simply slipped out of his grip and quickly got ready. With a snap of my finger all my clothes were packed and then I headed towards the airport to our secret airline. I kept having the feeling as if someone was following me but whenever I turned to see it would be nothing so I knew that it was the fear of James following me. I told myself that he was asleep in the hotel room and I had nothing to fear but my heart was not at ease.

I went to the airport and quickly boarded the plane and only when I was in my seat, I felt a little relaxed. I took in a deep breath as if a heavy weight was lifted of my shoulders and then I rested back in my seat determined to kill that evil man. When I closed my eyes, a voice came from the back of my head "We meet again, wife."