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Chapter 22

“Thanks,but when—”Andy stopped to clear his throat.“When I slept with you and when,uh,when I helped you shower,I,well,I—”

“Go on,it’s all right.”Luke thought he knew what Andy was trying to say,but he knew he had to let him say it himself.

“Well,I thought I was becoming like those people who just were interested in you because of what you do,because…you’re so beautiful and it was wrong that I was getting aroused by touching you,”Andy babbled.“I thought that if I didn’t touch I could be the friend you need,but I’m not a saint and it’s hard,uh,I mean—”

Luke laughed.“Oh,Andy,no.”

“Please,I—”

Luke changed his mind about needing Andy to verbalise what had been happening.It was too cruel.Luke felt strangely elated that Andy didn’t hate him,or felt an obligation to help himand all the countless other situations that he had thought up to explain Andy’s odd behaviour.