Chapter 1 BROKEN

Love is a very dangerous thing, infact I don't think if it's actually for me! God ! most of my friends seems to get their right partners but, still falling for the wrong partner..Fikky!! love is not for you! , Fikky was in her room sitting at the front of her mirror talking to her self with tears rolling down from her eyes down to her jaw.She puts on her bathing white cloth with her white towel rapped on her head.I wish I haven't tasted love ! I am dying she screams out, I can't help my self I am broken into pieces ,I never get on the right track with a man so bad! on me ! I have a bad luck . Relationship is not for me !All men's are dog ,they are all the same, my relationship doesn't end well it's end with tears , my last experience was worse!!! she screams out I never knew he was a married man with a son ,oh am broken!Fikky took one of her body spray threw it to the floor with annoyance , I am fed up I gave him my all, my everything I hate my self I hate him and I also hate love .Love , love is not for me ! she wept bitterly, It's hard to face Reality ,my whole world is reaching down on me , the man I truly love left before I did , Faith and Fate they tricks on me , No more!! will I ever fall in love , I can't just get that bastard out of my Head. I am so much into him he promised to marry me ! I have been so fooled for the past three years with him .Men's are cruel! they are dangerous , Maxwell is so dangerous ! fikky eye was red like a fire , I just keep on thinking of him, the amazing memories we both shared together was a blast in between us, I thought I found the right one ,I was enjoying with the wrong man , am loosing my Appetite, I begin to hate my self more than him, Why are all men's the same !? why is bad luck to me?.Maxwell No!!she screamed Fikky removed head towel threw it to the floor I am loosing my mind and soul!! her eyeballs are red like a fire , I wish I haven't fell in love with that Bastard man ,he hurts me and still wants me back , how could I date a married man as in !who do does that on earth, I wish I never met him. Oh am a fool to fall in with the wrong person I never get my Mr Right. I fell in love with Herbert not knowing he has a girlfriend that was pregnant for him ,am always being fooled , love is not a beautiful thing to me. Oh dear God!!! why me!?am sick of this when will the right person find me! when will I finally be in the arm of the right soul!? , I wish I wasn't a woman I wouldn't face all this challenges . I wish am also ugly so I would be able to know who truly loves me for who I am. I still don't understand why God made me the unlucky person ,i am everything a man wants in a woman I am curvy, fair, beautiful , hardworking and still I am failing , I am being decieved, I am being abandoned! she cried out, I hate my self. I need a loving soul, I need my soulmate, I am fed up of being decieved around , there is a man for every woman where is my own man God! why are u punishing me ?what have I done!? and when you know you won't give me a better man why do u create me ! . This is now my third attempt on relationship and there is still no hope . I wished I never tasted love!! fikky threw her white towel rapped on her head on the bed , she fell on her bad and slept off.