Chapter 3

Addy

Addy laid their in bed with tears streaming her face as she slowly removed the duct tape from her mouth and then made her way to the bathroom slowly without passing out again. Turning on the shower, all she saw is blood flowing from her vagina down the drain, and all she could do is just cry more as she let the steam form around her. Addy didn't understand why Celeste had hurt her so badly. She needed to find a girlfriend before things fell through the floor being in this hick-town, she just wanted to be happy and Celeste had ruined that. Addy knew she broke Harley's heart but it was deserved, she didn't need someone confusing her with this twin set up, and it has come to battle with them two just to have her an she didn't want that, she wanted to be happy, loved, and pleasured with true love. Addy took a deep breath, wiping her tears once more, and getting out of the shower placing a smile on her face while applying light pink lipsticks, a white laced bra, white laced panties, bright pink dress that goes to her knees, and clear glass heels to make her feel special. She placed on her round earrings on her ears, and her silver necklace with her name Addy on it. Looking herself over once more she felt like herself. Celeste wasn't going to tear Addy down not one bit, she is standing strong, and going to have fun meeting new ladies, a being herself.

Making her way to the bar with a big smile she knew that this would be the night she can find someone to love her and without Celeste daring to hurt her anymore. Addy is hoping after last night that Celeste does finally disappear though she hopes Harley does come back since she didn't mean to be so rude from finding out they were twins it just hurt her that them two play women's heart. She just didn't know what love is since most men abused her in the past and she couldn't see herself with another man in her life again. Addy walked into the bar just scanning the crowd when she found Abby Walker, Ariel Nyx, and Chef Lavoie catching up on gossip so she made her way that direction to see what is the talk of the town though she found Taylor and Reba smooching in the corner of the bar. Addy shook her head as she smiled at Ariel whose always looking gorgeous in red, pink, black, or purple depending on her mood.

"Hey Addy, glad to see you have came back to my bar." Ariel said cheerfully.

"Hi Ariel, thank you for having me. I see you three are caught up in a conversation I just wanted to see what was the talk of the town." Addy replied still hanging on to her fake smile.

"Oh, that Taylor is leaving Reba for her new love interest, and Reba is still in the dark of the whole situation. To add, Melissa can't wait to hook you and Harley Rayne up in a few weeks, she is working out of town right now getting ready for her wedding with Celeste Rayne." Ariel responded with a joy in her voice.

"No, no, I got rid of Harley last night it isn't happening. I am looking for a new girlfriend tonight someone who will love me for me, and not a care in the world of how much I love them." Addy replied hearing hurt in her voice of how she just described not being with Harley.

"Oh yeah, she went to Deborah Grey they got back together late last night though Harley didn't seem so thrilled just as you are in the same emotion." Ariel responded hearing her own pain of Harley and Addy.

"Who is this Deborah Grey?" Addy asked out of curiosity.

"No one that anyone likes in this area even Reba made it clear that she isn't to return." Ariel explained.

"I am going to scout the bar then for a new interest to seek my night and get my heart in this new love field of women." Addy replied.

"Good luck." Ariel responded.

Addy scouted the place seeing that the dance floor was open and barely any dancers on it. This is her chance to see if this provokes a woman to her arms. She had no time to be shy or think about what Celeste did the night before, she has to keep moving. Dancing to the beat of the music waiting for a lady to go to her arms would be her next surprise. Not even five minutes into dancing she felt arms around her waist, she was afraid to turn around but good lord was this woman tanned and strong. She knew she had to face this woman but her nerves were telling her not too. Addy just closed her eyes as the woman spoke.

"My name is Lisa Winters and a single woman like you shouldn't be dancing by herself in this wonderful evening. I would like to take you out to dinner at my hotel downtown." Lisa said in a gentle voice.

Addy kept her eyes closed as she softly nodded, she knew that looking at this woman would be a bad idea and she mustn't take that chance quite yet though she had to know who this Lisa Winters is. Addy heard a high pitch scream coming from the door as she saw Harley glaring at her with Deborah holding her hand, she wanted to scream herself but knew that would end bad. Addy watch Harley leave without another word as everyone stared that is when she finally saw who Lisa Winters is a big body builder of a woman with luscious brown eyes to die for in a black tight dress, black boots, and long blonde hair down to her back. Addy took a deep swallow as she just agreed to dinner with a big woman. Addy felt Lisa crash her lips on her own and just felt herself slide into the woman's arms, she wanted this as she heard the door slam a second time, she assumed that was Celeste since the twins are known to come around at the same time or near the same time. Either way, she knew that this would be a new love to find out where it goes with Lisa. Addy didn't know what to think when they arrived at Lisa's hotel, she just couldn't imagine the prospects of having a home made dinner already ready to be served, and so when they reached Lisa's room their was no food just a couch, a nice dining table, and a shower. Addy felt confused until Lisa gently guided her to the table where they landed on top of it sharing more kisses and it had turned Addy on, she hasn't felt like this since Celeste but having Lisa's legs between her thighs made her itch for more.

"I want you, Addy, please let me love on you." Lisa said in a husky voice.

Addy swallowed hard not sure how to answer, she hasn't had experience in the same-sex department and she felt so nervous to even go that far. Addy shoved Lisa gently off of her then thought better of it while walking the room, she felt Lisa came up beside her looking out the window of the hotel.

"Addy, do you always lead a woman on? Are you not interested in making love?" Lisa said making it her fault for being protective of herself.

"Excuse me, Lisa, when you said dinner I thought you meant food not sex. I am not interested in sex at this point, we barely know each other and I am still fighting a broken heart." Addy replied with sadness.

"I am too, actually more of someone I rather not discuss but it seems you have more on your plate than needing a woman like me. If you are to become my girlfriend, you are to lay with me every day, and be on my arm at the bar with everyone looking. Do I make myself clear?" Lisa responded with a demanding tone.

"Hold on a second, you are moving to fast, first off this isn't even a real date, and second what the fuck are you getting that I need to be controlled." Addy replied feeling irritated.

"You either become my girlfriend tonight or you walk out the damn door with still a broken heart, you have a choice Addy Keith. I am not waiting days because I am due to marry a woman by the end of the month." Lisa responded with a threat.

Addy never felt obligated in this situation to either give up her own self for someone or walk out the door with losing more hope of finding true love. She couldn't stop thinking about Harley and how much she missed that one kiss they shared before she tore them apart. Addy felt so heartbroken over her own stupidity it bothered her so badly that she did this to herself but now Harley is in love with Deborah and she is about to make it all the better for them both.

"Yes, Lisa, I will be your girlfriend but on the contrary, can we wait to be married, I need at least six months to be prepared since I don't even have a gown, shoes, or anything ready." Addy said feeling herself being threatened with tears.

"Oh, don't worry, you are going to be gorgeous in our fabulous rainbow wedding my perfect girlfriend that is now becoming mine, and you will be staying the night here with me. No need to go back to your own apartment to be by yourself." Lisa replied with delight upon her face.

"Rainbow, but what about using our favorite colors?" Addy responded uncertainty across her face.

"What is Addy's favorite color?" Lisa asked.

"Pink, any kind of pink." Addy responded.

"Oh good lord, no, not uh. In respect of LGBT, we are going rainbow and because a good woman I know likes that color." Lisa replied with a cheerful smile.

Addy took a deep breath agreeing to whatever it is Lisa wanted that it will go her way. Addy didn't want a rainbow themed wedding, it wasn't her style let alone it always gave off some kind of bad vibe that she wasn't in for, and now she has to face the music to prepare for a wedding that she isn't ready for. Addy felt Lisa grab her hand as she guided her up a narrow stairway to a bedroom that didn't even looked like it belonged in the hotel but the bed is huge with a bright pink canopy, bright pink fluffy pillows, and white covers.

"This is where everything will happen, babe. I want to make sure when we are having our fun that you are comfortable and a king size bed seems big enough for us." Lisa said in a sultry voice again.

Addy let go of Lisa's hand then rushed downstairs quickly to the door that is when Lisa blocked her. Addy thought to herself fuck as all she wanted was out and not to have sex with this big ass woman, hell, she didn't even want to be in the same room.

"You aren't leaving Addy, you have done agreed to being my girlfriend, and I am not having you walk out after our agreement. So, you will come to bed, make love to me, and please me until I am satisfied." Lisa said demanding to Addy.

Addy kicked Lisa between the legs and bolted out of the hotel as fast as her legs would let her in heels she wasn't going to stay with Lisa not like that she had to get out of there quick. Just as she reached the door she felt a hand grabbed her by the elbow as she try to snatch it back, she got turned around and faced with a pissed off Lisa. Lisa dragged her all the way back up to her hotel room that is the second time a woman took advantage of her until they were satisfied, Lisa didn't hurt her until she passed out like Celeste but hurt her enough to all she wanted to do was cry her eyes out. Addy left Lisa that following morning with a note declaring that if she loves her enough that she will let her go and don't come looking for her. Unfortunately that didn't work by the next night at the same bar Lisa found her and took her around the world in sex again until she finally just quit an gave in to being with Lisa once an for all. Addy did find a way to get far away from Lisa slowly that is until she caught up with Reba mentioning that she does love Lisa but still felt wrong on the inside as she watched Harley and Celeste hanging out like normal sister's would though if she looked close enough she saw Melissa and Deborah hanging out together too, oddly it didn't seem as surprising but she turned away still thinking of ways to get back with Harley before marrying Lisa because she'd be damned marrying that woman.

"Honestly, Addy, I still think Lisa is perfect for you. She knows you're best interest and you can meet new people along the way." Reba mentioned while sipping her red wine.

"I am just not feeling complete Reba. Lisa is so demanding and I don't want sex every day." Addy complained in a whiny voice.

"Why are you so whiny today? Are you getting enough sleep?" Reba asked in a concerning voice.

"No, Lisa keeps me up all night just to talk and have sex. We don't do anything outside of her apartment and it is boring to be stuck their all the time. I am lucky to even be at the bar to hang out when she is away at work because she wants me around you." Addy replied.

"You can go hang out with Ariel, Marie, Harley, Celeste, Taylor, Deborah, and Melissa since you are here it isn't like you don't have freedom while she is away." Reba responded.

"And watch Lisa flip her lid. No, I will stay put that is the last thing I need is more trouble in paradise with my future wife." Addy replied shaking her head.

"When is the wedding?" Reba asked.

"In about two weeks depending on when we get the wedding set up." Addy replied sighing to herself.

"That is way too soon don't you think?" Reba asked again.

"I know that but try telling Lisa that is like talking to a brick wall, I am not ready to be her wife or at all for that matter." Addy replied.

"Do you two have engagements rings, yet?" Reba asked twirling her straw.

"No, we are just going straight to wedding bands, Lisa doesn't want to bother with engagements." Addy replied twirling her own straw.

Addy got up from the table to stretch her legs as she caught sight of Harley staring at her with wondrous eyes. Addy grabbed her purse then left the bar without another drink from her favorite beverage Pina Colada. She wanted her time away from Harley as much as possible but she still has to decide when is the right time to get Harley back if at all, she knows she has messed up though her consequences are severe for judging based on the fact that Celeste is the one who destroys everything and as if on cue here comes Celeste.

"Did I hear correctly, you are going forward with marrying Lisa without knowing who she is?" Celeste said in a worried tone.

"You are marrying Melissa, what is it your concern?" Addy asked turning to face Celeste.

"You got me there but listen it is my mistake for hurting you and I do apologize but Harley needs to talk with you in the bar it is urgent." Celeste responded begging in desperation.

"No, she has Deborah and I hope she is happy. Yes, I am marrying Lisa because I love her and she loves me. I am not going to listen to anyone else." Addy replied holding her head high.

"No, don't marry Lisa, you are meant to marry Harley. Melissa couldn't believe that you two weren't together and married already because she knows how much Harley means to you since that kiss." Celeste responded looking down at her feet.

"It isn't happening Celeste. I am sorry but my woman is waiting for me, and I still need to pack my things to move into her place. Let Taylor know that she can have the apartment or sell it, I don't care." Addy replied with fighting tears.

Addy walked way taking in their conversation as she saw Lisa coming towards her with open arms and a smile. That smile looked awful to her, she knew that Lisa has a whole new round of sex coming to her tonight and she was so worn down from it as it is from being daily since they got together a few nights ago. Addy felt Lisa hug and kiss her though she didn't feel a thing since her body never tingles when they touch, she just wanted to be left alone, and not bothered by anyone. Addy and Lisa made their way to Lisa's own apartment this time, it felt really strange be led to a new place instead of the hotel though Lisa never mentioned of living elsewhere either. Walking about five miles in heels is a killer to the feet, she ended up removing her heels and walking barefoot rest of the way. Reaching the apartment finally after climbing three flights of stairs to see that Lisa's apartment complex looked no better than her own but as soon as Lisa opened the door it looked like she had found a rich woman inside. Addy's jaw hit the floor practically when she found a very furnished room with fancy couches, expensive refrigerator, painted walls with flowers and roses mixed with green vines, it looked more like a home than an apartment.

"How in the fuck did you make this much money on a little apartment that is furnished? You could own a house with everything you have." Addy said without stopping to think.

"I have a great business that I make tons of money off of and since I am a single woman, I didn't need a home for myself when I had no one to share with. So, does this change your mind on marrying me sooner?" Lisa asked with a smile.

"I don't know about that, money isn't everything, and neither is sex but inconsideration of everything that has been a down fall lately, I will think about it. You said two weeks when we are to be down the aisle right?" Addy smiled with innocence.

"Yes, yes my love two weeks because we need to make arrangements with a pastor and set up the wedding just as planned according to my wedding planner. We still need to go get wedding dresses too, very, very soon before their isn't any left to pick." Lisa explained with excitement.

Addy rolled her eyes walking around the apartment until she found herself in a small bedroom with pink everything and toys inside that is when Addy backed up looking at Lisa with curiosity that filled her mind meaning that Lisa could be living a double life, has lost a child, or something much more then she needed to know.