Chapter 19 - Torturous...

David’s POV:

Three weeks have passed since MY WIFE has left to FUCK around. These three weeks? A constant torture and pain! I’m so messed up and miss her so much. I have her image, voice, attitude before my eyes and in my mind all the time.

The little vampire has already sucked all my blood and I’ve been turned into a vampire as well. Each phone call or message I get, makes me lunatic and fast responding or reading it to my shot heart that it’s not from her. Stevie is also depressed as he hasn’t received anything from her, and she said two weeks. He fears the worst. I’ve put my men to search for her and contacted the agency but it’s top secret mission and they don’t have files yet for her movements or team. All they’ve got is that she’s in Paris. I’ve sent my men there to take Paris in and call me when they find her to take the jet and go there the next second. They haven’t found her whereabouts. She’s not in fucking Paris!

I crave for her, I want her, I’m all invested in her now and my heart is going all over as I have no news from her. I’ve called Desiree and she’s avoiding my calls and Stevie’s. I think she’s put off that phone number as I’ve tried from different phone numbers and she doesn’t answer to no one. I’ve sent people to her house, no trace of her. She hid well. I’ve also sent people to the little vampire’s apartment and family house to wait for her and call me in case she goes there. Nothing.

I can’t even sleep and her ‘Davy’ calling is all I hear in my head. When I do go to sleep, I dream of her and wake up all sweated and pissed off as it wasn’t real. Women?! No fucking woman! Since the day I’ve signed that marriage contract I have only one woman forever. And that’s little vampire…. My vampire, blood sucking, sweet wife….

I’m so obsessed and just want her in my arms and she’s so crazy that even her brother doesn’t receive something from her. He’s so messed up as well. We did a lot of bonding and we are now like twin brothers. We spend a lot of time together when I come back from work and him from school and stuff. He’s under training and has already leveled up a lot. I was right, he’s just like me. I bought him a new sports car, the most expensive there is and have given him an unlimited credit card.

The kid is just like his sister. He only spends a little for personal necessities though I’ve told him I don’t mind if he needs or wants something to buy. He said he has all he needs and doesn’t want anything else, just his sister home, safe and sound. That’s his dream and want as of now. He’s very responsible and I love the little guy with all my heart. We both barely eat and have a gloomy attitude. He goes less and less to meet his girlfriend. He just drives back home and if I’m first to reach home, his first question is if his sister came back. When I tell him ‘no’, his face darkens and just zombies around.

I’m the same. To know the little vampire for only a day, well, a few hours, and to be like this, it has never happened to me. She’s one that gets into you, without wanting or doing anything special, and stays there forever to pain you and kill your being, aching to catch the next moment when you’ll see her like air itself. I can’t focus on anything, though I process my duties and get them done. To be married and not have your wife with you, not knowing if she’s alright or when she’ll come back and how she’ll come back are such fucked up feelings. Yeah…. I think I love the little vampire….

It’s too much what I feel and it’s real and she’s the only one I need and want in my life, forever. No one, ever, is or will be like her. I know that.

My dad is also worried and has not many comforting words for me. He searched for her as well and has no news either. He’s sad, too. He told me he’s sure she’ll come back safe and soon as she’s one of the best and it’s not uncommon for her to disappear for such periods of time. I know that, but it feels like an eternity has passed and not three fucking weeks. I’m so dead inside.

The letter? Honestly? My dad gave it to me to make me feel better. I looked at it, in my hands, the thing I so longed for, since I was eleven, and motivated me in life to get it, and I tore it into pieces in front of my dad. No, I didn’t read it. That letter has no meaning for me now. My wife is all that has meaning for me now. Knowing she has set her will and all for her brother and she knows I’m in his life, too, I fear for her not do something stupid and end up dead. Whenever I think about that, tears come out which has never happened to me. For anything. The only time I cried was for my mom. The rest? Never. No matter what. I’m a very cold person in general. The little vampire heated me up and I’m so hurting inside.

I’m in my club with the guys in a private room, having some whisky, all hurt and empty.

“David? She’s going to be fine. Don’t be like this.” This is Vincent, sitting on the sofa next to me.

It’s 10 pm as I’ve just looked over my phone to see if there’s something on it with news from her or about her. Nothing as usual.

Little vampire…. Where are you? Don’t kill me like this! Fuck!

“I don’t know, Vince…. Three fucking weeks…. I’m the one I am and can’t find her. I’ve searched for her everywhere…. Stevie is going crazy and I’m following him….”

Yeah, they came to our house and met little brother. They love him as I do. He fits our circle. Vince has just released a sigh and I’m between boiling and killing myself.

“I should have stopped her then…. I thought she’ll come back by night…. I didn’t know she’ll take days or fucking weeks…. I’m so fucked inside that I can’t even describe….”

I love her so much…. I’m going crazy…. I miss her so much…. She’s my wife…. I don’t know anything about her…. Nothing…. I’m so fucking powerless having such power…. Fucking secret missions and protocol! They’re not sending news until the mission is done. No one knows but the leader who goes on the field and that’s little vampire…. Only after they finish, they’ll send in news to contain the secrecy of the mission…. Fuck rules! I’m dying over here! Stevie, too! Oh! When are you going to come back? I’ll show you pain and suffering! Like you do to me now…. My little vampire…. You bite so hard, so deep….

“David. She’ll be fine. She fucking kicked my ass as it was nothing. She’s no ordinary woman. She’ll come soon enough. I can feel that. I understand your pain though…. We can all see you’ve already fallen in love with her…. Who wouldn’t? Stevie was indeed down in sadness and fear for her.”

Yeah…. He lost his parents five weeks ago and now he thinks he’ll lose his sister, too…. And I my lovely wife…. My heart, soul, and mind…. My pure little vampire….

All three continue in trying to make me feel better but at 11 pm I excuse myself and go home. I want to go to bed, where she slept for some time, and to feel her there…. I need that….

When I reach there, Stevie is in the living room, on the armchair, waiting for her. He waits for her every night until he falls asleep and I wake him up to send him to his bedroom. I do the same now.

“Stevie…. Don’t exhaust yourself…. She’ll come….”

I’m not sure over this but I need to keep myself strong for you little bro….

He stands up with a worried and sad grimace, strokes my back and goes, silently, upstairs.

I go to the bar, all down inside, and have some more whisky. I spend some time here. I don’t know how long as I just stay here and have a lost stare, thinking about her and recalling all the moments since I had first met her and until I last saw her. All of it, on repeat. I rest my head on the bar for a while with my eyes closed. I have knives in my heart.

I stand up after, again, I don’t know how long, and go upstairs. I go inside my bedroom, place my phone on my nightstand, strip my clothes and go and take a shower.

I don’t know how much I have stayed under the cold water, pouring all over me, with my hands on the shower’s wall. After, I go to bed, on my back, in the darkness, looking on the ceiling. I look at my phone and see it’s 4:30 am. Another fucked up night, alone, without my little vampire…. I just stay there, with my eyes closed, but not sleeping. I can’t….

I hear cars outside, but I don’t stand up…. I’m tired…. It’s probably my staff changing shifts as usual….

My little vampire…. I want you so much…. I need you so much…. I love you so much…. Come back home…. I beg of you…. If not for me…. For Stevie…. He’s so heartbroken…. I’m, too…. Please…. I love you…. I really do….

Someone is coming up the stairs, trying to be silent about it. I keep still and have my ears on for any sound. It’s approaching the door. It’s not Stevie as it seems a lighter person, like a woman.

Vivian? Am I dreaming? Have I fallen asleep and dreaming of her again? But I’m awake…. Is it you? Little vampire?

The person closes the door in such a silent way and locks it the same.

She came back! Baby?! Jesus Christ! You came back! My love….

I keep silent and still to not let her perceive my presence as she hasn’t turned on the lights. I hear her throwing something on the floor, coming to bed.

Oh! How much pain you put into us! You’ve killed us, little vampire! You’ll pay…. You’ll see…. My little sweet vampire…. I can’t wait to have you in my arms and take you and kiss you and have you….

“Finally….”

YES! FINALLY!

“I fucking need some sleep….”

NOT HAPPENING! NOT AFTER ALL THAT YOU DID! I DON’T CARE HOW TIRED YOU ARE! YOU’VE KILLED ME!

She throws on the floor some more things.

“Get off me, too…. Fucking clothes….”

Yeah, baby, take them off….

“I would fucking take a cold shower….”

We’ll have one…. Don’t worry…. My baby….

“When you wake up, Viv…. I’m too fucked up now….”

No, you’re not fucked yet…. You’ll be soon…. Trust me…. Three fucking weeks, honey….

She’s on the bed now, crawling to her pillow and I’m so turned on, pained, happy, angry, a cocktail of feelings and sensations which for sure will release on her soon enough. I can’t control. Not now. Not after all this time.

“Oh! This is so fucking good….”

It’s not good yet…. It will be soon…. My little biting vampire….

“I’m so fucking sore all over….”

Not sore yet, baby…. You’ll soon be sore….

“Pillow…. Where’s the fucking pillow….”

Right here, baby…. Come here….

She’s searching with her hand the pillow from my side of the bed, but she touches me. Her touch on my body makes me fire-up all over and when she feels me further, I get so excited and wanting of her like never before. She’s touching my face, but she tenses up realizing someone is here.

Oh! I’ll so have you in a few! I can’t be patient anymore! You’ve used three weeks on that! My love…. I can’t believe you’re home, and in bed with me right now….

I keep my cool all this time though I’m exploding inside. She’s not saying a word.

I can’t…. I’m too angry and exploding….

“Like what you’re feeling, honey?”

I like what you’re doing on me, baby….

Hearing my husky voice, she jumps out of the bed. I turn on the light on my nightstand and look at her as I’ve so missed her and want to see her so bad. She’s out, with her mouth opened, orbits out and with a desperate and tired expression and stare.

My little vampire…. Coming to suck my blood under the night’s air….

When I see her only in her bra and leggings, I’m so intoxicated and so angry and so fucked up. She’s standing next to the bed, on her side, so delicious and scared.

Yeah…. I’ll have you…. This is my limit….

“Now you come home? Had a lot of fucking to do, baby…. No phone….” I’m standing up, only in my boxers.

She’s making steps back, all panicked. I’m all clenched, with a mix of pissed off, turned on, loving, wanting and I don’t know what, attitude and stare on her.

“No text…. No nothing….”

She’s so sweet and innocent, not understanding what’s happening and she looks sleepy.

I go into her direction and she turns around and aims the door to my bombing inside!

NO! YOU WON’T WALK AWAY AGAIN! NOT HAPPENING! YOU’VE HURT ME ENOUGH, LITTLE VAMPIRE! IT’S TIME FOR US NOW! YOU’VE HAD ALONE TIME! THREE FUCKING WEEKS! IGNORING ME FOR THREE FUCKING WEEKS! YOU’VE KILLED ME! BLOODY VAMPIRE! COME HERE!

I grab her hand while she’s almost out of the door, pull her back and put her on the wall with my right hand. I close with my left one the door and lock it.

Oh! It’s going down, baby….

I don’t escape her stare which is lost and shocked at the same time and now it goes fiery.

Burn me more, little vampire….

I smirk and I have a lunatic and lustful stare on her. I’m so hypnotized by her…. By my baby….

“DAVY! THIS IS MY FUCKING ROOM! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?! I’M SURE THIS IS MY ROOM! GET OUT! NOW! I REALLY HAVE NO FUCKING ENERGY TO DRAG YOU OUT! BUT IF NECESSARY, I’LL KILL YOUR ASS! OUT!”

There’s nothing to kill anymore, my love…. It’s already dead…. You’ve done a lot of shooting these weeks on me…. You now need to revive me…. I’m starting to get back to life just by looking at you and touching you…. It’s our room…. Our room, baby….

I’ve trapped her on the wall and having my body on hers to keep her there, my face is an inch distance from hers and I’m out in all this. Feeling her body on mine, the body and the being I so longed for, I’ve been so desperate for, is here now, on me, with me….

I so love you, little vampire…. I have burning tickles all over for you…. I’m already experiencing pleasure only from this…. You drive me nuts….

“Three weeks, Vivian…. Three fucking weeks….”

We have a lot of catching up to do…. I need you…. Right now…. I can’t hold it in anymore…. I simply can’t, baby….

I have a heated-up breathing and no reason anymore…. I can’t think anymore…. I’ve used my brain all these weeks…. I need her…. I need her touch, her mouth, her everything. She’s mine and I want her with all I have. While she’s speaking, I can only concentrate over her moving lips and hear nothing. I’m just attracted into those lips and to feel her, to have her, to be mine all the way…. I’ve been waiting for this for three weeks….

I can’t hear you, little vampire…. I just want you…. To love you…. You’re back into my life and I’ll never let go again…. I’ll not suffer again like a pained dog…. I refuse that…. I want to be happy with you and to have you all the time in my arms and with me, baby….

“Davy, kiddo…. Let go and let me fucking sleep…. I have no energy to stand…. Honestly…. Let’s play games tomorrow…. Just let’s take a break for now. War resumes tomorrow…. Come on…. Just fucking let go and I’ll find a fucking room to sleep….”

Davy…. I wanted to hear that from you again….

I’m all primal and don’t perceive anything else than being hungry for her and when I feel her hands on my chest, pushing me away, I react and take her sensual lips with such lust, holding her head and her tight in my arms.

She riots on me as usual, turning me on more and I invade her heavenly mouth, having her on me in the air, not stopping even for a second. Nothing can enter between us now. Not even air. I have a strong grip on her, and she’s caged with no escape. She tries to break all this. I know she doesn’t want it. I wasn’t on her mind, heart and soul. She hasn’t missed me. Stevie was right. Little vampire is impossible and different. But I’ll unchain her, I’ll make her love me, want me, as I do her.

You little vampire with a stone heart…. No feeling, no emotion, no nothing…. You haven’t missed me…. I haven’t haunted your mind and heart as you have mine…. I saw only you even if you weren’t there…. You haven’t…. She’s making me feel so out and electrocutes me all over….