the flood gates open

Leaving her mothers office Orion goes with Theo to find his companions. Who are conveniently in the dining hall. Orion was hungry having skipped breakfast for other activities.

***

"Theo glad you finally joined us." Carter said as Theo and I walked in "where the hell have you been?"

"Busy." Theo said "you've missed a fuckton of bullshit"

"And whose fault do you think that is?" Joselyn said rising from her seat slamming her hands on the table. "Why is she here? I thought you didn't want to get married and thought this whole thing was stupid." Joselyn clearly upset begins ranting "you drag us along bitching the whole way about having to marry some prissy crybaby princess, some girl whose probably always been pampered?" She continued "and then we get here and your new girlfriend goes berserk, you then ditched after the training session and then again last night?"

Wow she was really on one.

Orion: prissy crybaby princess huh?

Theo: listen that was before you

I glare at him and interrupt her. "You called me a prissy princess?" Pulling my hand away from his?

"You hadn't even met me and you already assumed I was awful."

Theo: Orion please that's not fair that was

Before I met you, I know you probably

Thought some stuff about me.

"Not fair? I found out when I met you. I never had the chance to think badly of a man I've never met"

"No but you could out right reject it and me and that's fine" Theo finally said aloud.

"You don't know anything about me, about who I am."

And the flood gates open all the pain and fear and anger flood out from me.

"I never had the chance to even process me marrying a complete stranger and then I am immediately marked by him. I stopped belonging to me and immediately became yours. I lost my freedom and my right to choose in a matter of seconds." Anger pouring from me "how did you feel when your father told you? Fucking elated? You rejected me and built an entire narrative about me. And then I'm attacked by bat spiders from the darkest places in the world and then I have an all expense paid trip to the fucking netherworld where I'm stuck and attacked and chased by a giant centipede and then I lose my Virginity and get this so cool bond where you get to live rent free in my freaking head, this all in a matter of three days" now tears pouring from my eyes from the built up anger.

"Fuck you for thinking I'm some pampered princess." Purple started to glow faintly around me and everyone stepped back. "This pampered princess could kick your fucking ass anytime anywhere."

Now fully glowing purple I look to Joselyn

"And you" I point "if you ever put me or my name in the same sentence as prissy pampered prince I'll kick you're fucking ass" something about her I just don't like and I made sure it was known.