don’t touch me

"Alright you guys I'm gonna leave and go help Joselyn pack." Carter said "the sooner she leaves the better we are and safer she is." And then fast walks out of the hall leaving just Theo and I.

Theo: Orion please

Orion: get out of my head, I barely

Want to talk to you let alone

Have you in my head right now.

"Can we we please go and talk in the room?"

I just turned and started walking back to the room. And Theo followed with his head down.

When we get to the room Marcy had hot chocolate and angel cakes. Glaring at Theo as we entered.

"Thank you for that Marcy I'm so grateful for the snack". I'm starving now, after missing lunch, when I'm upset she knows sweet snacks make me feel better. "Of course my child, I will have your lunches made and sent up shortly." And then she takes her leave.

"Are you freaking kidding me" I scream.

"You're not swearing now?" Theo said with a smirk.

"Don't change the subject, you fucked her and thought it was a great idea to keep her as a personal guard after you got engaged? What were you planning to keep fucking her after you married me?" I'm furious. "Cheat on your prissy pampered princess with their personal guard?"

"First of all no. Even though I thought I would hate being forced into a marriage I didn't want I always planned to remain loyal, I do believe in the sanctity of marriage Orion." He said almost offended "I hadn't thought about their being conflict between you two, a lots happened like you said."

"You were willing to bet my freaking life on her trustworthiness, Theo, that doesn't make feel very important, doesn't make me feel safe"

"You're right Orion, I'm fucking so sorry. I was so stupid. Please" theo "there won't be a next time." He said stepping closer to me.

"Don't."

"I'm sorry Orion" he repeated coming closer

"Don't, I'm serious" taking a step back

"Orion I can't change it I can only be better please come here" he takes another step toward me reach, his hands reaching out to me.

"Don't"

He keeps moving in to hold me. And I can't, he can't touch me right now. I'm boiling over inside. I can't believe him. He should have dismissed her last night before coming to my freaking bed. He should not have bet my life on her. My life. Like it's so easily tradable. When was the last time he touched her like that? I just want to scrub my skin clean of his touch.

"Don't"

"Orion" he touches my arm.

Glowing purple mist sprung from my chest and the shadows came as they were being called. Just flowing all over the ground waiting.

I can feel myself slip into darkness.

"Oh no you don't"

And then he grabs me. Pulling me into him

Theo: don't go please stay with me stay

You are all the matters now please

I'm so sorry little bunny I was so

Stupid, please.

I love you.

Orion: you love me?

I start to come back from the darkness. My glow pulling in and the shadows dispersing.

"I love you more than I need to breathe to live" Theo said cupping my face and kissing me deeply.

"Everyday from now to the rest of my life I will wake up and live for you"