Cease the moment.

"It's me, don't you recognise me anymore?" he asked and I scoffed.

"Of course I'd recognize a jerk, anywhere." I said and pulled my hands from his. "What are you doing here? How are you even in England?" I asked staring at him. He looked pale and dull, with puffy eyes that says he's been crying. How did he even know where I was? Who let him in?"

"Kyle I.. I miss you so much."he said and embraced me.

"Let go of me." I said and freed myself from his grip. "How the hell did you get here?" I asked.

"Kyle you can scream at me all you want.. but I want you back." he said and embraced me again. I pushed him off.

"Don't you dare touch me." I said.

"Babe I'm sorry for not listening to you.. You were right all along. Violet was not to be trusted. I know everything now. She was the reason for our arguments and fights. She still wanted me, so she made us break up. I'm sorry for not listening to you. Please forgive me. I've lost all my focus on absolutely everything." he said crying. I looked away so I wouldn't get swayed again.

"You know it's too late now. I.. I'm not coming back to you so just go away." I said and turned my back on him. I didn't hear him speak again. I was curious so I turned to him, he was on his knees.

"Please Kyle, I'm begging you. Please forgive me, I'm truly sorry." he said.

"What are you doing kneeling? Stand up." I said and he stood up. I sighed. "Ok fine. I forgive you.. but I'm still not coming back to you. I just can't." I said.

"But Kyle.. I still love you.. why not give me a second chance. I promise to make it right this time." he said but I turned my back on him.

"Just leave." I said.

"But.."

"I said leave, go away." I said.

"I'll go if you want me to go, but I want you to have this." he said and I slowly turned to him. "Here's two VIP tickets to the basketball championships, although, I don't know if coach will let me play because I've been messing up in practice." he sniffed. "But I want you to come if you have truly forgiving me.. and.. I also want you to .." he sniffs. "to wear this," he said about the wristwatch. "if you accept my apologies and you want us to become a couple again." He said and dropped them on the swing chair. He wiped his face with an handkerchief and kept his hands in his pockets. He walked close to me and sighed, looking at me. "I love you a lot Kyle and I would loved for you to be my girlfriend.. but it's up to you. But just know that if you don't accept me back, then I'll be miserable for the rest of my life." he said and walked away. I stared at him until he was out of sight.

Tears flowed down my cheeks. I didn't know what to say or do. Does he really mean what he said? I sat on the swing and noticed the things on it. I took them, the wristwatch, the tickets and something else, an envelope. He didn't say anything about it.

I opened it and saw that it was the photcopy of his results.

I can't believe this. He had just two B's and seven A's. This is amazing. He did it, he's graduating. There was also a piece of paper in the envelope. I opened it and read it.

" I guess you've seen my results already. Surprisingly, I didn't depend on Brian as usual. I did it myself and it's because of you. You are the best thing that ever happened to me Kyle. Please come back to me. You can call me a jerk any time you want to. I admit that I really had been a total jerk. But I want to go to prom with you.. and I want to graduate with you. I also want us to celebrate our birthdays together. Please help me make that happen. Love, Jeremy."

That was what he wrote. I read it over and over again in tears. Could it be that he has really changed? I want to forgive him and be with him again.. but I'm just so scared.

I took the things and walked to the house. Mum, dad and Daisy were at the living room and they stared at me. I sighed and walked to my room. I drop the things on the shelf and sat on my bed. I was in deep thoughts.

Mum came in and sat beside me.

"I was also surprised to see him here." Mum said but I was quiet. "Do you want to talk about it?" She asked with her hand on my hair.

"I'm so confused mum. I don't know if I should trust him again." I said.

"Do you still love him?"she asked.

"I know I do.. but.." I trailed off.

"But what?" she asked.

"I'm scared." I said.

"Of what?"he asked.

"Of getting heartbroken again. I can't afford getting hurt again." I said and she sighed.

"Kyla.. You're only sixteen. If you think you won't be able to handle a relationship then don't get into it anymore. You're still young and beautiful. Relationships are filled with not just love, but pains also."

"Why can't it just be filled with love only?" I asked.

"That's just how the world works baby. You get it good sometimes and other times, you get it bad and excruciating. But then, you still love him Kyla. I Know you can't bear the thought of not being around him even if you are scared. There's just one person for you, for everyone. If you truly love him then don't let him go now. You'll get more clarity later in life. It doesn't have to be a big deal. There is more to life than just the present. You just have to enjoy and cease the moment. Que-sera-sera, you Know what that means?" she asked.

"What will be, will be." I said and she nodded and kissed my hair. She stood up.

"If you want to go back, you just have to say the word." she said and walked out of the room. I laid on my bed, staring at the chandelier.

Mum is right. This shouldn't be a big deal. I should cease the moment and do whatever makes me happy. Jeremy makes me happy. The few days without him was hell to me. Maybe he's the one for me because I still love the jerk even with all that has happened. I smiled and took my phone. I scrolled through my photos. I looked at his pictures. Why is he so handsome? I drooled and chuckled. I remember seeing him earlier. He looks pale and sad, too sad. He was really sorry. And what did he say about coach not letting him play? He's the best they've got.

"...because I've been messing up in practice." I remember him saying. How could he be messing up?

I stood up and took the tickets. He got me a VIP ticket. I stared at the ticket and read what was written. The game was March 29. I took my phone and checked today's date. It was March 28.

Oh my God, the game is tomorrow. I dropped the tickets and ran out of the room. I ran to Mum and Dad.

"Can you book me the first flight to New York right now?" I rushed my words.