Addiction.
And now I'm fighting this rehab...
Your voice can pull me back again.
I dreamed I held your hand
But alas,
I woke up addicted...
That aura locked me in again,
My heart and mind are all a spin.
But in the land between my pillows and blankets
Oh, how those two are so conflicted.
My soul aches so deeply for your vibe,
A tone that only you can set.
This euphoria -like pills- seems so prescribed,
I'm falling with no safety net.
But if love is a drug then I beg that it stay away.
For I have no currency with which to pay.
Oh, but that injection just may
Just may
Be exactly what I need.
In order to feed the insurrection building up in me.
Now my feelings fight my logic and my heart is on my sleeve.
And each side has quite the argument, but which should I believe?
It simply is.
It has to be.
This addiction is playing tricks on me.
Her smile is my weed,
His eyes kick like dopamine.
As if her lips were pure cocaine, I'm strung out so much that I can't breathe!
But if these drugs won't hurt my health, why bother try to fight it?
In my head she's gasoline, and my curiosity is on the brink!
So why not light it?
And that hangover would be so full,
So deep
That I would lose hours of sleep, but if it granted me just one fix from her
I'd gladly live inside it!
Damn...
Addiction...
My mind yells "Keep it stable!"
But my soul won't stop it's twitching.
I've lost control, I'm simply enabled...
And my heart won't hear my bidding.
-I mean, come on! You must be kidding-
But I can't keep her away too long, the relapse is not too fitting...
And I pray this urge is fleeting,
Because as long as my hearts beating,
I can't see it ever relenting
I can never see me getting
Over this addiction...
This is no affliction
Because her beauties very depiction
Sends my mind into submission
And like a crack addict in the kitchen
I have to have what I can't mention
Because I'd hate to draw further attention
To my wreck of a heart...
So torn by the very love that could save me from this addiction.