R. Confused

"Is Renandra Ettrama the child of Reista Anyelir Ettrama?". Asked Nafisah who still didn't understand and didn't fully understand.

"Of course! How many Ettrama names in this world are there? Reista Anyelir Ettrama is the mother of Renandra Ettrama .. Mrs. Reista is also the legal owner of our school! Don't you know that Mrs. Reista gave the speech yesterday?". Said Nasmira, who was anxious to see her friend's funny behavior.

Reista of course remembers Reista Anyelir Ettrama .. That woman who made life dark in Nafisah's world .. But… But Nafisah doesn't remember at all Renandra Ettrama, such a familiar name. very familiar .. there was even a speck of longing when Nafisah mentioned that name in her mind.

"I don't know much, I remember about Mrs. Reista .. but I didn't know that the name Ettrama is such an important name". Nafisah said softly, actually Nafisah doesn't want to think too much about a Reista Anyelir .. Because every time her remember that name, Nafisah's heart hurts so much.

There are several incidents that make Nafisah so hate the lady of Ettrama, there are many past conflicts that make Nafisah eager to bury the woman's name. But Nafisah cannot, that name is like a ghost that always disturbs Nafisah's dreams.

"You, from now on you have to know the name of the big name of the family who is in control in this world, the first is to protect yourself if you meet one of the rich family members at any time, the second is so you can see who are the people you can make friends, and the third .. to add information in your beautiful brain so you can be more careful in your actions ". Nasmira already embraced Nafisah's shoulders slowly, so that her friend wouldn't be too confused anymore.

Nafisah only nods, her mind hurts when she connects Reista Anyelir Ettrama with Renandra Ettrama .. they are a mother and child, but why does Nafisah not remember that Reista has a son? why does Nafisah not have memories of Mrs Reista's child? supposed ... there should be one or two memories that Nafisah's understanding of Renandra could use.

At least, when she heard the name Renandra Ettrama, Nafisah immediately knew that it was Mrs. Reista's child. But even now, Nafisah cannot remember it ..

Does Nafisah have certain diseases? or maybe he lost his memory? but if so, Nafisah should not remember Reista at all .. why did Nafisah only forget about Renand?

Nafisah trying to remember past memories. But no, all the past events that connected Reista with Nafisah were just bad incidents. Breath holding his chest when suddenly felt tight .. why? why does Nafisah remembering that past again? Nafisah patted her chest lightly at this time, trying to catch her breath so that she was fine ..

Counting the numbers from one to ten, and exhaling as regularly as possible .. this is Aunt's way to make Nafisah calm, calm when Nafisah starts to remember past events.

"What's wrong with you, Nafisah? Why is your face pale?" Rosebell asked, who stroked Nafisah's cheek. Nafisah just smiled and shook her head slowly. tell him that he is currently fine.

Nafisah does not want other people to know that Nafisah has acute depression, which at times can recur if you remember the past ..

"Let's get out of here, this place is getting worse if it's too long. Oh yeah ... where's the hair that Nandra gave you earlier?". Adell asked Nafisah, Nafisah opened her hand and there was her senior's hair which was so annoying according to Nafisah. "Save the right one". said Adell again.

"We don't need the seniors hair to win at this game". Nafisah looked around for a while, when it was confirmed that the place was quite quiet and no one heard. Finally Nafisah told her friends to sit quietly.

"Then what makes us win?". Steve asked, starting to feel interested in Nafisah's thought that was so clever in putting together puzzles.

"Of course, by not obeying the orders they made ... you forgot? Nandra said to herself that in this game there are no rules at all ... we can do anything without being punished, so why bother looking for hair? Because The school will decide the victory itself. Nobody can collect 10 hairs from 10 different people .. All this is just a game, the concept of a game that plays it .. win lose is the final result ". Nafisah answered slowly, because she thought about who Renandra really was. instead made Nafisah understand the core meaning of the game they are currently living ...

"You're right, Nafisah .. the supervisor is just playing with us and making us compete to provide exciting games so they can watch it .. Then, let's just take it easy until we get to school. I'm lazy to meet our other friends. , they must be very passionate about this game ". Steve lay his back on the side of the tree, Nasmira who saw it chuckled to herself. Steve said he wanted to walk .. but instead he lay his back.

"Steve ... Steve .. you look so lazy. How can you say you will take a leisurely walk to go to school, even though now you lay your back which is like jelly". Steve, who heard Nasmira's chatter, only responded with a low laugh.

"Let's just sit here first, let the others walk farther forward .. the farther they are, the safer our position is because they are not disturbed by them". Said Steve, who indirectly avoided being said to be lazy.

"Yes Steve is right .. I also want to take a little nap. Last night I lacked sleep". Adell fell asleep first on the grass .. the others just followed and looked at the blue clouds in the sky. their lying position is circular and round .. when viewed from above, maybe they are like long-time close friends ..

They were silent, just enjoying the cool afternoon air.

"It's so calm .. I've never felt this calm and free". Rose made a voice, Nafisah and the others nodded to Rose's words. They are not flying in the sky there .. but seeing birds that are so happy pacing back and forth, made Rose and the others also feel that happiness.

"Before entering this school, my life was only in a room with a pile of books .. so now when I see the blue sky at noon with the calm atmosphere in the forest, it makes me feel a big difference .. I don't know what it is, but I'm still happy in the moment. this". Steve responded in a low voice. let the rubbing of the leaves in the gentle breeze become a beautiful melody in their ears ...