Sacrificing Myself To The Demon Queen

"I was called an outcast my whole life and for sure I am. From the moment I could understand the situation I was in, I knew that I wasn't someone normal out there.

In fact, I was a psycho like everyone called me.

Indeed I am.

And now here I am searching for a way to escape this horrible life of mine.

I want to live forever and ever and even if it costs my soul be sacrificed to the devil it doesn't matter as long as I can get what I want."

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These were the thoughts of a 22-year-old Daniel Garcia whom everyone thought was a rich narcissist who was out of his mind.

but that wasn't the case, he was not someone who was out of his mind, instead, he was trying to find a way to escape from the pain that he was going through, the pain and suffocation had become unbearable that he lost his mind to the devil.

And he wasn't the man who he used to be anymore, the kid who always loved studying and helping others even if it meant getting himself into some trouble was long gone and all that was left was a person who had no feelings or emotions left in him.

"The night is yet too young," he said gazing at the moon that was shining in the night sky.

"Master, would you like to have something to drink? Someone came into the room despite the fact that it was already passed midnight. "

"Get me the knife in my room! Daniel said not taking his eyes off the moon.

Master what for? If you are trying to harm yourself I can never allow you to do so, Master please don't harm yourself. You need to keep living to live out the legacy of your parents.

It's my parents all the time, is that all you got to say? Why should I live my life for them!? They left me all alone in this living hell and for sure they must be having fun up there."

"Master, please don't speak like that, you know that your parents didn't pass away because they wanted to and for sure they never wanted to pass away leaving you like that.

Please try to be understanding master, please try to get over that incident. It has been 7 years already."

"Get out of this room this instant! Daniel threw a vase which ended up smashing on the wall instead on the butler's head.

I am sorry master ~ he quickly got out of the room leaving him all alone."

***

"Accept me the queens of darkness, I am ready to sacrifice myself for you all, please accept me.

I will offer my blood to you tonight, in return, all I ask for is for you to accept me as your disciple.

I want to look down on this horrible mankind like you do, I want to be fuming with rage, I want to get rid of everyone who behaves like scums, and I want to cleanse this world.

I want to be that one shining star in the world, and I promise you that I am going to devote myself, my body and soul to your name."

"Accept me!"

He took out a knife that looked at least a couple of thousand years old and cut his wrist letting his blood drop onto the white roses that were on the floor.

As the roses turned red with his blood he kept looking at the dark sky where the moon was covered by grey clouds.

"Answer my prayers demon queen I will be your one and only Devotee and I will be by your side.

Make me an immortal so that I can love forever to live like that one and only invincible man out there in this whole world."

The blood kept dropping out of his wrist amidst how crazy his actions and words were, anyone else who was watching his could have asked who this queen of darkness or the demon queen is? But he himself didn't even know who it was.

It was his only belief that there was someone like that, who will save him from everything he was going through, he only wanted salvation to wipe out the people who were making him suffer in a pool of pain.

"Master Daniel!!" the same man who came in a moment ago came rushing in. Regardless of the fact that there was a knife in his hand he approached him and covered his hand with a price of clothes to stop the blood flow.

He quickly took the knife and put it in his hand to stop Daniel from doing any more harm to himself.

Daniel was already in a trance due to the blood loss, the servant helped him to the chair and let him sit as it is

"Get me a bottle of wine," Daniel said lying on the chair as if nothing happened to him, as if he didn't do anything to himself.

"Yes master I will do that," the servant said wrapping his hand with a bandage from any more harm happening to him and went outside to get Daniel what he asked for.

He soon arrived with a bottle of wine and a glass, but when he bent down to pour him a glass Daniel grabbed the bottle straightly gulping it down.

The servant knew that there wasn't anything he could do for him, though he wanted to get him something to eat, he knew that encouraging him to gulp down a strong wine-like that won't do him any good. He left the living room without even turning on a light.

Daniel finally put the bottle down taking a long breath.

"He took another dagger of mine," he told himself and smiled.

He grabbed the bottle and walked to His room and sat down on his bed taking off his shirt.

"She didn't accept me again," he said aloud falling onto the bed and dropping the bottle of wine on the floor.