I've figured it out

"Guys, I would like to ask you something."

Despite my great desire to ask around about other people's opinions on the question Irene left me with, I opted to hold this desire back for as long as there was a realistic risk of Leon listening in on it. 

I couldn't tell how much this question was related to my growth and my growth alone and how much Leon could learn from just hearing it. And so, to avoid any doubts, I simply waited the entire, prolonged meeting out, only opening my mouth once we got back to Makary's car and then drove off for a while. 

"Before I ask it, though, I want you to wipe out all the preconceptions, expectations, and other thoughts that could influence your thoughts. What I want, is your first, instinctive response."

I took a moment to look both Makary and Fay in the eyes for a short moment. 

Seeing the two of them focus, I took a deep breath and calmed my heart a bit.