The Beginning (2)

"GET AWAY"

"!!"

The voice of the same women reverberated in Natsuki's ear, but this time it was not gentle and caring like earlier but carried a chilling silence, completely devoid of any emotion with an undisputed authority along with it.

Natsuki eyes went wide in surprise but before she can react, an unknown pressure descended on her and she got thrown away out of Leon's consciousness.

Outside of Leon's consciousness, without giving her any chance to stabilize, her physical body floated and directly got slammed into the wall by a powerful force.

"Argh!"

*Cough* *...Cough*

She coughed lightly and tried to put on all the things together. [What was that? Who was that woman?]...

Everything happened in a flash. The information she has gained today is tremendous even for a god-like her.

Suddenly, as if sensing something she glanced upwards, her eyes met deep black eyes staring at her straight, .... immediately her face turned ugly.

[Damn!]

"What happened here?" Leon asked with a stern voice, slight confusion was visible on his face.

Natsuki adjusted her emotions and giggled.

"Ehehehe~ Don't you know? "

"??"

"You lost control and surprisingly but not surprising, ... You-Rapped-an-Innocent-Girl,"

"Hehe, a poor soul getting victim of an Idiot who can't even control his power..." Natsuki spoke with ridicule.

I frowned.... I lost control is she kidding me?

But on looking back, indeed there are traces of blood there...

What happened yesterday??

I tried to remember all the things which took place earlier, my mind is in complete chaos... focus....

Natsuki smiled as she watched me holding my head with a troubled look. I can deal with later, first focus.

How can I lose control.... It is impossible!

I hate getting controlled, if it's one of her pranks, then she is definitely going to pay.

As I was searching through my memories, my sight fall on the Silver, he was trapped in the identical void chains as mine.

I glimpsed at the Natsuki with slight surprise, Did she did this?

"Did you do this?"

"Better than you."

"It's a pesky trick, nothing comparable to me." I waved my hand and instantly, the chains rippled and disintegrated.

Natsuki face changed slightly when she saw the chains created by her breaking so easily.[He was hiding power, as expected... But how powerful he is?]

"Woof" Silver barked happily and jumped on the bed after regaining the freedom. He was supposed to be a wolf so why is he barking? Ask him not me.

*Click*

The door of room opened and the woman who escorted me yesterday entered Inside. I was completely busy, struggling to recall what happened and didn't notice her presence.

"!!"

The woman was startled seeing a little girl in the room and me standing naked with my back facing her.

[A lolicon!? I need to warn miss.]

She maintained a calm smile outside, thanks to her experience and approached me not noticing my frustrated look.

"Miss has sent breakfast for you and she has told me to inform you that she will meet you in an hour, till then you are free to take a look at the establishment."

"..."

"??"

Seeing that I wasn't responding, she reached and tapped my shoulder lightly.

"Hel-"

"Do not disturb me!"

*Slash*

I turned back with a jitter, my hand moved as fast a blade and with a swish, instantly one- third women half lower body mutated.

*Clank.*

The plate in her hand fell. She wasn't able to read her state and only felt pain after her remaining body fell to the ground.

*Thud*

"!!...Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

"So disturbing, SHUT UP."

"AAhhh.....UU!!"

The woman's body jerked she instantly moved back and clogged her mouth with her hands. The pain she was feeling was unbearable however currently if blood doesn't stop from her lower body, then in a minute, she will die.

Natsuki knitted her brows. "Getting mad at her won't solve anything."

Can't she be quiet for a moment!

"...uuuu..."

I glared at her and briefly after looked back at the half bloody body of the woman on my back, who had shrunk herself in fear. Her body was curled up in a far corner of the room.

I sighed and walked near her.

Squatting down, I put on a smiling expression on my face and peered into her eyes.

I lifted one of my hands, a slightly hesitant expression flashed on my face, but soon enough it disappeared.

"Sorry about it ... I was just a little angry." I placed my hand on the woman's face and caressed her tenderly.

She jerked and shrieked in fear as a foreign hand touched her. Her attention was not on my voice but on my face which was stained by her flesh blood.

"Wait, I will fix it." I picked up her severed body and placed it next to her.

[Celestial Rays], Instantly her body healed.

"See perfect! Now, smile."

The woman somehow forcibly managed to put on a smiling expression but it was no better than crying.

I shook my head helplessly and smiled wryly. "You can go."

She nodded timidly, it didn't matter to her whatever I spoke. For her even standing here for another second was a nightmare. Trembling, she picked up the plates, cleared the ground with her blood-stained clothes and instantly left, not forgetting to close the door as gently she could.

I heaved a long sigh after she left. Seems like I need to control myself and think carefully.

Unable to find anything useful, I sat on the bed and peeked at Natsuki. The last thing I remember is acute pain in my head, after that, it is all blank. Only she can tell what exactly happened.

"... Okay, tell me from starting, ... what exactly happened."

Natsuki was startled when I asked her help yet she started telling the things from the beginning....

She told everything removing the details of things inside my consciousness.

In the end, I held my head and sighed.

To think that I can't even control my own body.

"Who was the girl? Ever seen her?"

"Why will I remember an insect." Natsuki faked a frowning expression and lied about Theil, what she was upto this time, no one knows...

Listening to her, I got sure that my plan to bait her actually worked and eventually she got tempted to find out more about my powers.

First I have planned to catch her when she sneaks up to me and then blackmail her to contact Celestine and get the church out of my back. But now everything failed.

As for the girl, it's her issue she should never have come to spy on me in the first place. If she tries to take revenge on me, at most I can spare her life once and give her another chance, however, if she repeats: just kill her and be done with it.

"Normally I do not care about weak humans but the moment you tweaked the magic tool created by me in an instant, it perked up my interest."

Natsuki got slightly overconfident and started telling about unnecessary matters. She should have already escaped to a faraway corner the moment I woke up. Her fate is already doomed now.

I smirked in my mind and glanced at her slightly shocked. "Austin's mask was given by you?"

"Yup, A while ago when I was roaming casually, I spotted a half-demon boy inside the wilderness on human territory. Unexpectedly, I got a spare piece of magic tool at the same time."

I nodded, twenty-thirty years is just like a blink for her at the current level.

Now it is clear how Austin can have a magic tool created by a god and how a portion of his memories was permanently erased... so it was her work.

"Initially, I thought how can a human modify a creation of mine..."

"But now it's clear, isn't it... Erebus." Natsuki grinned.

Huh, my old name.

"Haha, I like the sound of that name. What else did you see inside my sea of consciousness."

Natsuki got slightly uncomfortable seeing my indifferent reaction. Is she making any mistake shouldn't I be worried right now. However, thinking that she can handle it easily if something happens, she continued.

... She didn't know how her fate will completely change and will be rewritten due to her overconfidence today.

"You past, how you belong to a different world and how you were once a weak god who can only kill few penny humans. A weak and pathetic god burning down the villages of mortal beings without any shame."

I listened to her silently with my eyes closed.

... Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake.

"But what are you now? You aren't a God nor a human... Now I have changed my plans and I would have to force you to come with me. Either willingly or unwillingly."

Natsuki put on a smug expression and smiled at me.

However, I was quiet with my head facing towards the floor.

The room was enveloped in uncomfortable silence.

Unconsciously, Natsuki got slightly anxious barely unable to hide her nervousness.

My body was trembling right now with my fists clenched, not because I failed, but because she knows something which I don't.

"You did a mistake." I spoke with a low pitch voice and slowly opened my eyes, it shone with golden lustre for an instance which immediately disappeared.

Natsuki wrinkled her brows, all of a sudden her instincts screamed. She immediately deployed all the emergency measures she had prepared and got ready to flee.

But before she can escape she found herself floating in air.

On looking down her neck was caught by a large hand, without giving her any time to think she got banged against the wall.

"...ugh."

I glared at her. "What else did you see."

"... How can you restrict m-.... " Natsuki said frightened but as if realising something halfway, she halted and narrowed her eyes.

After a while, she chuckled. "You don't remember your memories."

"SHUT UP and tell what else you saw."

Natsuki stared silently with a smile. She had already tried using all of her escape routes and none of them worked but she is not worried at all.

"I think I got a better idea, why don't I see it myself."

Natsuki smirked. "You can try but the moment someone tries to infiltrate my brain it will self-destruct itself, then you can forget about it forever."

She had thought of this measure to protect her against Celestine. It doesn't matter how strong someone is, it can't stop her from destructing herself.

A complicated look flashed across my face, normally I can easily infiltrate her mind and survive the self destruct, before she can destroy her memories. However, currently withstanding it is easy but not stopping her to erase her memories.

My spiritual powers are very unstable right now.

I cursed inwardly and withdraw my hands. Only if I caught her a moment ago, I could easily sneak into her memories.

"Tell me or I will erase your existence, girl. Let alone rebirth even a fragment of your soul will cease to exist."

"You can but then you will have to forever forget about your memories."

Natsuki smiled, though inside she was shaken at the amount of power he has shown. To think that he can even talk about erasing God souls... He is more powerful than her imagination.

But did she fear death?

"FUCK!" I glared at her fiercely and increased strength around my hand.

"Uuu.."

"Then be ready to be die.... Permanently"

Natsuki struggled slightly but the determination in her eyes was unwavering.

I lifted her face gently with another hand and grinned. "Don't worry, Gods are very resilient and I won't let you die so easily."

"Your mind is protected but have you ever thought about your physical body... "

Natsuki pupils dilated.

I smiled wickedly seeing her reaction and chuckled. "Haha, unfortunately, it's not what you are thinking. I don't like filth... And you are a centuries-old monster I don't think you can be broken by few dicks. How about I leave larvas into your body and let them consume your flesh... let your body heal and then let them eat you again, let your body decompose over and over again."

"... On second thought, I don't have an appetite for such an ugly face, how about some wolves or beasts? No, how about I put aphrodisiac and leave you in between the animals and let them use you as a piece of breeding tool... Thinking about it, it's actually a great idea... Haha, Dark god sucking on a animal's junk...Hahahaha"

Natsuki face distorted for a bit but soon enough she giggled as if all the emotions on her face a moment ago was just a facade.

She sneered. "Do what you want, even if you kill me you will get nothing."

"You..."

Enough. I railed her *against* wall and clenched my fingers. If I can't know about it, then she must not live.

"DIE!"

"Uuuu....uu."

Natsuki tried to summon the portal, but nothing was working, droplets of sweat started appearing above her head. Although she is one of the strongest Gods of this world but facing Leon she is helpless. However, she will die but not speak anything... Nobody has ever been able to bend her and will never be... Till the day she die.

*Click*

All of a sudden the door of room opened and a graceful figure wearing pink veil entered.

"Master Leon, I think we have a deal that you won't do anything to my girls"

"!!"

Ana stooped abruptly noticing the bizarre state of the room. Leon was completely naked holding a fourteen-year-old girl to the wall. On slightly shifting her sight she can spot patches of blood in the bedsheet. She instantly thought of the worst possibility and immediately apologised.

"Ahem, sorry to disturb, continue, please. 'Privacy' in House of Dreams is our prime motto."

Then, she closed the door with a bang.

[A Lolicon !!] Outside she leaned against the door and screamed inside, her breathing was rough, now, she has to reconsider her decision. No, she must reconsider.

Inside the room.

"Damn, she misunderstood because of you." I loosened grip around my hands and let Natsuki drop to the ground.

"Huh, can't kill me, coward "

"..."

*Slap*

Natsuki spitted a mouthful of blood and stood there regardless of the large handprint of her face. She tried healing it using mana and surprisingly it was worked.

"How??..." She muttered confused, she can do everything except escaping from this room. But how? Soon, a voice sounded clearing all her doubts.

"You can't escape without my permission, your soul is bound to me, even if you want to severe it, it's useless."

It is just a precautionary measure taken by me. I can't kill her now, before knowing what's wrong with me. Directly looking inside the seal is an option but risky, it is better to not touch it. For now, I have fixed it in a way that from next time I may lose control but my personality will remain the same. At most I will be in a sober state. All of this can be solved if I can know what is exactly inside the seal.

But how the fuck am I supposed to open her mouth.

Natsuki smiled softly seeing herself free, as for the soul thing she can figure it out in her free time Currently, she knows what she possesses right now is much more important and the only way to survive is by keeping her mouth shut.

As I was busy figuring out a way to open Natsuki's jaws, a faint but audible voice sounded inside my mind.

... Don't allow your emotions to overpower your intelligence.

Who is it!?

... Self-control is strength.... Calmness is mastery.

I furrowed my brows deeper.... Whose voice it is? Whoever is trying to play with my mind believe me if I found you, not only you, I will slaughter your entire species.

But what is it exactly?

I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate on the source of the voice. Natsuki felt slightly uneasy when I suddenly stopped moving but shortly she laughed and leaned against the wall with a smile.

.... You become very dangerous when you learn how to properly control your emotions. Most of the time they are the root cause of anxiety and nervousness during a battle. Make them your slave don't be a slave to them...

.... When you control your thoughts and emotions, you control everything.

.... Inner stability and balance is a necessity, just like how nature balances itself, your inner self should always be balanced.