Sweet memories (rated 18)

Jesse's POV

I stood in front of the mirror as I wipe off my body with a towel after taking a hot bath.

The memories of what happened few minutes ago was still fresh in my head.Benson and I was about to make out in a corner of the road, and I didn't feel disgusted at it.

I smiled and ran my fingers in my stomach.I close my eyes and could still feel his touch on me .many things about him might have changed but his kisses and touch were still the same but this time it was perfect.

I groaned in frustration and opened my eyes. I put on my clothes, sat on the bed.

I wondered if he felt what I felt, or he was just sex starved like he said earlier.I wanted him so badly and I think he wanted me too .he could lie about it,, but his body couldn't lie.

I lay on the bad memories of our first time together flash in my memory.

It was a snowing night just like today,, but the difference was that we were at Benson's bedroom.

“If you are having a second thought about this, please let me know “.he said those words while carefully caressing my cheek.

“No, I'm just nervous”. Eighteen years old me replied in a shaking voice.

He senses I was nervous and decided to put back his clothes,, but I quickly stood up from the bed and hugged him.

“In as much as am nervous, I still want this “. I said those words, hoping he would agree. He hissed and stared at me with concern.

“I don't want you to regret anything”. He gently strokes my hair and kissed my lips .he tried breaking the kissed, but I pulled him back and deepen the kiss. I was scared that if I let him go, I might never have the opportunity of having him again.

He gently kissed my lips and then went for my neck before laying me on the bed and began pulling his clothes. We lock eyes with each other and I could see the desire to have me in his eyes .he removed his clothes and climbed on the bed and slowly remove my clothes so that I was just left with my panties.

He kissed my lips before going for my neck. After kissing my neck for a while, he went for my stomach while he unhoke my bra. He gently took hold of my breast and sucked roughly.I moan in Bliss and took hold of his hair. He roughly squeeze my left breast while he sucks the right.

His hand moved from my breast to my thighs, and before I knew it, i felt his finger on my pant.I felt shivers run through my body and my legs were shaking.

“Calm down, it's me “. He spoke softly to my ear and place kisses on my neck.

I felt my body melt in his touch and all my fears and worries were gone .when he noticed I was relaxed, he pulled away my pant and gently Stoke his fingers in the entrance of my pussy.

I moan loudly forgetting that his Aunt was downstairs. He close my mouth with a kiss and slowly put a finger in me.

“Benson”. I moan in pain and pleasure.

He kissed my cheek to lessen the pain before putting another finger in me.

I felt like screaming but as if he knew, he quickly sealed my lips with a kiss.

He strokes his fingers slowly in me until I was able to comfortably accommodate his fingers.

He kissed my lips gently and pulled out his fingers.

“Are you ready”. He asked while stroking my hair.

“Yes”. I murmured

“I'll go gentle, okay “. He said those words and place kisses on my body before I felt something touching my thighs. I closed my eyes, but he kissed me and told me to open them, 

“I want to see your eyes while I take you “. I hissed in pain and opened them.

He kissed me slowly before I felt him going inside me, 

“Benson”. I cried in pain, 

He sealed my lips with a kiss and fully went inside me.

“I'm sorry”. He kept murmuring those words until I was able to get used to his size.

“You can move”. 

He kissed me before he slowly went out of me and went in again .he did that slowly and gently as he could until he noticed the pain wasn't much before he started fucking me roughly.at first, it was painful but as time goes on the pains was replaced with moans and pleasure.

We fucked for several minutes before he noticed he was about to cum, so he gently kissed me before pulling out of me .he spills on the floor and went to the bathroom.

He came out few minutes with a towel and water.

“I love you “. He kissed me and started cleaning my body with the towel. after he was done, I put on my clothes and lay on the bed with him.

“You should sleep here tonight, I can take you home very early tomorrow”.

I nod my head in agreement and lay on his arms.

“I love you jeez and I will forever love you “. He said those words like he meant everything he said.

“Me too”. I whispered and drifted to sleep.

I released an heavy sign in pain and felt tears in my Cheek when I remembered those memories.

It was obvious he has forgotten his promises to me.