My New Crush❤

When I saw my schedule I was not okay.

First Period is P.E. Fucking P.E! Oof. I didn't want to arrive all sweaty and shit to 2nd period. Ughhhhhh. What a pain. Luckily we didn't do any running or shit just walking the basketball court. 2nd period comes by and my teacher seats a boy next to me. A boy. I hated boy's. I said hi then looked in front. I had him for next period but that's it. Meh. Rest of the day went by well nothing bad.

-Later into the year-

I had gained a crush on the boy I sat next to.

Fuck my life.

I just couldn't help it. He was so sweet! No matter what I did to ignore him or push him away, he would always come back with that goofy smile and adorable laugh. I admit I like him but....another person likes him....

This other person is close to him. Not THAT close but still close. It was a girl not a boy if you were wondering. Soon she came to me gushing over her, crush. It annoyed me as I am a bit, possessive, You could say? But life must hate me and I saw more and more people start to like him. He grew popular as he played soccer and he was on track and field. I admit he is a good runner unlike myself who can't go one lap before getting tired. Oof.

One day I heard Samantha,the girl in the beginning who told me about her crush, was confessing to him at the blacktop.WhAT?! I rushed over to see her and a huge crowd. I hoped he didn't accept and luckily for me he didn't. I felt bad but it was the battlefield of love, no place for mercy. He said he couldn't have a relationship and he wasn't interested in love at the moment. I was heartbroken as he said he didn't love anyone which included me. I ran to a nearby tree and punched it. It hurt but I needed to take my anger out.

After school I overheard him say "I lied. I already like someone but they go to a different school." to his group of friends.

I was extra sad as I stood no chance of battling the girl or boy he liked as they went to a different school.

I went home saddened.