The moment Heidi put her on the ground Sue Terin immediately discarded her wooden sandals and ran bare feet. Not minding that she was technically a prisoner in this tribe. She just let herself go and lived in the moment.
Sue Terin just wanted to have fun and for once forget that she was a mere pawn in someone else's game right now.
It was in this rare moment that Sue Terin could ponder if she was doing the right thing or if she was going in the right direction.
She was scared, but she had to toughen up because she did not like to depend on others. Even if the Harem System was designed to give her men whom she could make use of because of their affection for her, for Sue Terin, it did not feel real. It took her time to adjust to their affections because she as well viewed those men as mere pawns to become stronger.