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After classes, I went to the library to grab a novel we were asked to read for an upcoming exam. "Isn't that Taeyang?" I asked myself looking at a student at the corner of the door sitting with his back facing me. Who cares, but I went to check."hey" I called and he turned to face me. I was surprised to see how sick he looked."what do you want?"he asked bluntly...I was a bit hurt but I smiled..."it's been awhile since we last met"I said sitting close to him..but to my surprise, he created a distance between us. "What's up man? You used to be fond of me but now?"I teased him trying to make the atmosphere light."just stay away from me"he said coldly and stood up to go...ah was he playing hard to get...who cares? Definitely not me durh.... But something in me wanted to make sure he was close to me...."hey you can tell me did I do anything wrong?"I asked holding his hand. I could feel how thin he became."oh you didn't know what you did?"he scoffed."what please tell me"I pleaded..."you hit me and even insulted my family because we are poor"he almost yelled as tears began to roll out of his eyes."hey... I didn't do that"I defended..."scoff ... Oh really? Your mother came and threw money at us and warned me to stay away and not say anything else my whole family will receive a severe punishment"Tae sobbed...."hey I'm sorry I didn't know about happened. I was told that it was a setup and the person ran away....but I know my mother planned this"I said hugging him.ahh how I've longed for him."how....how do you expect me to believe you? You don't expect me to buy that"he said "look you have to believe me"o said not knowing what to say anymore."you could have come to see me Kim...but I know you were having fun with your girlfriend"he said sounding betrayed."hey yoongi is not my girlfriend, she is my favourite friend and moreover, I don't love her in that way"I said as I remembered what happened between yoona and I... "Are .....are you serious or are you trying to make me feel ok?"he asked in doubt...."look Tae yoona is doing all this to divert people's attention from me... Yes she loves me, but I have explained that I love..... That..."I was scared to say..."that you love who?"he was also eager to hear "that.. that I love men and not women"I said. I slightly loosen the grip on him but to my surprise, he held me closer to him...."Kim"he called as he gummed himself to me the more..."c..."he was cut short by the sudden open of the door..."what is going on?"yoona sparked with jealousy..."Kim how could you...how could you do this to me?"she began to sob. "Kim I'm .... I'm pregnant"she announced..... immediately,Tae let me go"Tae I can explain"I stuttered.... "You told me nothing was between you but then how could she be pregnant with your child?"he asked about to break down in tears.... "Toons did you forget that I didn't release in you and the first time I was drunk but I knew what I did"I defended... I tried to hold Tae again he pushed my hand and wanted to walk away but I forcefully grabbed him and hugged him from behind... "Believe me Tae,even when I was drunk, I saw you....I was thinking that it was you... But I came to my senses when I was about to climax so I pulled out...yoongi you should say the truth... I told you that I you I love men not women and I don't love you in this way"I said...my old aura was back...I was now the first Kim woo when I woke for couma.i locked the door and made all of them sit with just a look.... Yes I could feel it, yoona was trembling cuz she knew this part of me...." Kim I.....I can explain"she stuttered....."I'm listening...and I don't want lies"I coldly warned.."Kim you know how much I love you and care about you.. yes I admit I'm not pregnant and yes I forced you to sleep with me because I wanted to be pregnant for you and claim you but when you told me that you loved men, my mind went to Tae so I also went and met your mother and asked for advice and she told me....she told me to frame you but I can't ruin your reputation so I tried calling you but you didn't pick up so I decided to find you and I heard your conversation and I said it so he will hate you"she sobbed as she said everything....."yoona I trusted you...i .....aaaa"I said but then something went wrong. My head began to ache....and I fainted....

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I woke up and the first thing my eyes fell on was Tae. He was with me through out.... He feels for me right? Then I looked around and I saw yoona sitting on the couch....my hand slowly reached and caressed his hand. "You are awake"he smiled and kissed my knuckles."water"was what I could say....."how long have I been here"I asked after drinking water..."2 days"Tae said.... Yoona did not come but she was looking at me with tears in her eyes. She looks good but Tae still wore the clothes from school and he looked thinner than the other day."what happened to you"I asked caressing his cheek."it's nothing....get well ok"he said patting my hair..."Kim "yoona finally called but I ignored her.."yohan, you can go now...he has woken up"she said suppressing her jealousy.."how do you expect me to go especially now that he is awake and weak...I don't trust you especially after what happened"Yohan said....."I mean go and freshen up and eat.. I will order clothes for you" she said blankly....my head snapped to face Tae.....

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