Because I am the Princess
'Because I am the Princess'
She has to keep on telling herself that.
About the past and about the war, once she thought about them, she can't stop. The inside of her chest gets all murky. If she had always been alone and had not thought of herself, the others, and this world as important. If she didn't even care about this world, she doesn't even want to imagine what that murky pitch-black self of hers would do.
Perhaps, in the end, she is just suppressing her hatred. However, Allen and his guards were not the ones who directly participated. It doesn't change the fact that the real ring leader is a relative.
Lyn discovered that she could not sleep after that talk and took a stroll in the garden. Indeed, if that does end up being the case, it will be quite troublesome.