someone's touch

Today is a great day because everyone in my office appreciated my presentation, and my boss said that I will go far If I keep working like this.

I'm very tired, I'll go home and rest I was humming a song in my mind thinking this, Then suddenly someone touched my waist, I looked back, there were many people in the metro, but someone of them touched me intentionally,

I thought maybe it is my fault, I turn away, if someone does it again, then at the same time I will teach him a lesson, Then nobody did it again like this in the metro,

I became calm, maybe I thought by mistake that someone has touched me. After a while, when I came down from the metro,

a little girl gave me a beautiful flower, maybe taking, this 'flower' would be my first and last mistake.

The one who changed everything in my life.

After smelling that flower, my head started spinning, That's why someone again caught my waist and tried to slip me from him, I wanted to get away from him, but don't know, how.

After that, I don't know what happened to me. When I regained consciousness, my body felt heavy.

I had no life in my hands, He pushed me into a room and slowly started taking off my clothes, But I was just a little conscious, I could feel his hand, He started touching my body slowly.

He doesn't leave me until his mind is satisfied, My body is feeling heavy now, and I am not able to do anything. who is doing this, I can feel that feeling, but slowly I am getting sleepy. How can I forget this pain? When my eyes opened.

I was in a room, this room was no less than a luxurious room, I was scared when I saw my condition in the mirror of the room.

I feel disgusting myself, I was crying and loathing myself and I could tell by the marks on my body Some heartless person has done this to me, I am looking at myself in the mirror,

then my phone rang,

When I see the number on it, it belongs to my husband.

He had more than 20 calls on that phone, he wrote in the message you are fine, Why is your phone not working, If today you have more work in the office, Take it easy, just tell me you're fine, come home fastly, Take care, And also write on the message that you are fine,

that's all we want, we know you don't talk to anyone in the middle of work, We know you love your job, If you get time, will you give me a massage, how long will you come?

After reading this message and I was crying,

how will I tell what has happened to me, I went to the bathroom of that room and sat in the bathtub, I started cleaning my all body with that water, I was feeling disgusted with myself. How can I forget my life last night, how can I tell anyone about the pain that is happening in my eyes and my body?

How to handle myself, I do not want to tell anyone about myself, or what I am feeling right now, this is neither letting me live nor die.

I just want to go away from here, I take care of myself.

I massage my husband, I am fine with office work, so I will not be able to come home for two to four days, please take care of yourself, After this message, I was thinking of going away from here by switching off my phone.

Where should I go?

That's why I remembered one of my childhood in memories. Whenever I'm confused, or I don't understand something, So my father used to take me to the beach, he loved being alone with his family, My father used to escape to forget his sorrows and problems.

an incident in my school,

Someone said to me, something in school, I don't like talking, I was silent, and all the student stated provoked me, I didn't say anything again, I was just crying.

Then my parents feel it,

So to understand my mind, He used to find new ways to relieve my anxiety, Let's fix the mood of our daughter, by taking her to her favourite place beach, that was the most beautiful moment of my childhood,

as if something has become hazy with time.

Taking a deep breath, I started walking where I want to go. I travelled for a few hours and reached my destination, That place is the beach,

which I love only in winter.

where all the people like the beach in summer,

I like it the most in winter as if there is some relation between me and the sea, I have got this habit from my father. My father never gave up in his life, whenever there was a problem in life, he used to come here when he could not think with his mind. Perhaps I also need this place the most today. Today I am on the beach thinking why this happened to me, tell me what to do, last night's scene my eyes, my mind and my soul never Will be able to forget, It's night, I'm alone on the beach, I don't know what to do, whom to ask, my husband, or the government,

Whom to ask for help or what to do, I don't understand anything, I just hate myself Have I done any harm to anyone that someone did this to me, Then someone kept his hand on my shoulders. I was about to look back then,