Tw for Sa and loss of pregnancy

I'm serious don't read this unless you're fully prepared

I'm fucking serious do not go further unless you're prepared for a god damn trauma dump

So back in October of last year I was Sa'd by someone who is now an adult who I was friends with at the time. I didn't realize that I had been Sa'd until about a month ago but I stopped getting periods after that had happed and then one day I had the most painful period ever with the biggest god damn bl00d clots I've ever seen. Obviously I didn't think to take a pregnancy test because I didn't remember what had happened but I think I might've had a miscarriage. Me being nauseous all the time is normal because I have an auto immune disorder.