Nothin But a Number

¨Bye, Amber honey,¨ I hear my mother call to me from downstairs. ¨I'm heading to work now but Jace will be her in a few so you wont have to be alone for very long.¨

¨OK bye mom,¨ I replied as I rolled my eyes. I was nearly 17 so I didn't need any one to stay here and watch me. Especially not her 28 year old boyfriend. Just the thought of her dating someone so young made me sick. When she leaves I go downstairs to re-watch the Shadowhunters series. About an hour later I hear someones car pull up in the drive way and the front door opening and closing.

¨Is anyone home?¨ Ugh. It was Jace.

¨Yeah I'm in here.¨ I call out. He walks into the TV room and stands a few feet away from where I'm sitting on the couch.

¨I thought you would have been snuck out to meet some friends by now. I know its what I would have done.¨

¨Yeah, well,¨ I say with an eye roll, ¨I'm not you now am I?¨ I decide to get up and go make a sandwich and as I walk by him to go to the kitchen, his hand accidentally brushes my thigh and I cant help but feel a jolt of shock go through me. As much as I hated him, I had to admit he was pretty hot. His slim yet muscular build, sharp jawline, ivory skin, sandy colored hair, and different colored eyes(one blue one brown)made him look low-key delicious. They also contrasted vastly with my height of five-three, blue eyes, dark hair, and deeply tanned skin. When I get to the kitchen I gather all the supplied to make a PB&J and sit them on the counter. Before I can start to make the sandwich, Jace tries to make small talk with me.

¨So how have things been in school?¨ He asks me.

¨Fine I guess.¨

¨Are you struggling on any subjects? Because I might be able to help you with that.¨ I spin around to face him and Im startled to find that hes made his way to the center of the kitchen.

¨Look,¨ I say to him. ¨I don't like you. You know I don't like you. I know I don't like you. Hell, I know that you know that I know I don't like you. My mom isn't not here so we don't have to pretend to be friends. So you can go do whatever it is you have to do and let me do what I have to do. Got it?¨ He cocked his head to the side.

¨Why don't you like me?¨

¨Because you're annoying, you think you know everything, and you're about 7 years too young to be dating my mother.¨

¨Are you sure its not because you're angry that Im with your mother and not you?¨ His voice had dropped to a seductive tone.

¨What?! No! That's disgusting.¨

¨Is it?¨ He asks as he creeps closer to me and I feel my breath catch in my throat. ¨Its OK to admit that you're attracted to me because I sure am attracted to you.¨ He rakes his eyes over my body and I can't tell if the shivers I get are from fear or pleasure. By now he is just inches away.

¨N-no that's not OK.¨ I try to step back but I'm already against the counter. ¨That's not OK at all.¨

¨Why not?¨

¨Because you're dating my mother and you're too old for me. Just in case you managed to somehow forget: I'm still a minor.¨

¨Your mother has cheated on me several times Amber.¨ He says with a sly smile.

¨Even if that was true, there is still a huge age gap here Jace.¨

¨Oh baby.¨ He says as he rests one hand on my hip. ¨In my world age aint nothin but a number.¨ He closes the distance between us and roughly pins me to the counter. ¨My world is full of fantasies of you and me. And right now? Baby we are most definitely taking a trip to my world.¨ I attempt to push him away but as his soft lips meet mine all thought goes away and I find myself pulling him closer. I hear him sigh in pleasure as I moan into his mouth. He he grabs me around my waist and hoist me up so I can wrap my legs around him as he carries me to the nearest empty counter. He sits me down and rips my shirt in half so abruptly that I gasp in shock. He laughs and continues to strip me of my clothes. Once I am fully naked he takes a step back and looks at me. ¨Damn baby,¨ He says as he places one hand on each of my boobs and squeezes them. ¨You're so goddamn beautiful.¨ It's my turn to laugh as he begins sucking on one of my boobs.

¨Your turn,¨ I whispered as I lift his head and pull his shirt off. When I take his boxers off I have to bite my lip in order to hide my surprise. He had to be at least 10 inches and he was so thick I nearly fainted. He must have sensed my unease because he pulled my mouth to his his and kissed me deeply.

¨Its OK baby,¨ He says when the kiss breaks off. ¨I'll be gentle with you. I promise I won't hurt you.¨ I nod and he starts to make a trail of kisses down my stomach. When he reaches the middle he stops to give me a hickie and I could tell it would be dark. When he gets to my clit he takes his time and does small licks at first. I arch my back to him and moan. His tongue felt so amazing inside of me. I interlock my ankles and use my hands to bring him closer to me when he suddenly stops. I blow out in frustration and he chuckles under his breath. ¨Patience beautiful. Good things come to those who wait.¨ He makes his way back up to my lips and we kiss again, but this one more intense than the last. Our tongues battled for dominance until I realize I can't win and let him take the wheel. This time when we pull back our breathing is heavy.¨Are you ready?¨ He asks me as he kisses me behind my ear. I nod but I know that in reality I am far from ready for him.

He enters me slowly and I feel myself stretching to fully fit his big size. I cry out in pure pleasure. I've had sex before but this was like a whole new sensation; he took up every inch of space inside of me. The coldness of the counter beneath me faded to the back of my mind. He thrusted slowly at first but then he began to pick some speed and go deeper and harder. The more force he put into it the louder my cries got. I felt like the whole block could hear us. ¨Oh baby,¨ He said as his shaft was thrusting in and out of me ¨you feel so good. Your so fucking wet and tight. I could fuck you all day. You're so much better than your mother. Baby! I fucking love you god damn it. You're beautiful. I need you so much right now baby." I felt that if I talked I would lose all control so my only response was to rake my nails across his back. When he moaned I knew I had made the right call. Somehow he managed to find a way go go even harder as he thrusted and I could feel his shaft in my gut and it was amazing. My nails dug into his skin until I was sure that I had drawn blood. He gripped my hips so tightly it would leave a mark. He thrusted until I felt tears spring to my eyes. Until it felt like my whole body was on fire. And I loved it. ¨Oh baby fuck yes! Fuck fuck fuck! Lets cum together OK baby? Cum with me. Baby baby baby!¨ As my cries got louder so did his, but I don't care. I dont care if the whole world knows that I'm sleeping with my moms boyfriend. Right now there was just me, him, and the wetness between us. ¨Oh you're so beautiful. Baby I love you so much. Fuck yes. This is so right. Amber! I love you Amber.¨ He began to thrust even harder and deeper and faster and somehow I managed to find my voice.

¨Yeah. Yeah. Oh yes. Please don't stop,¨ I breathed out. ¨Oh Jace! Daddy. I need you daddy. Please more. God please! Harder. Jace! Daddy you're s-s-so -¨ My words got caught off as he answered my prayers and fucked me like nothing I've ever felt before. I felt a white hot fire build up until it couldn't build any more and my whole body began to shake with a feeling that words couldn't explain. Finally, all at once, I felt my walls shatter. I felt all that passion and pleasure be released in one wave. I felt Jace as deep in me as he could go. I felt his hot seed fill me up. I felt myself overflow with joy and him. I wrapped my legs around him so he would stay where he was and I could memorize this feeling. As he lay on top of me he showered me in kisses and hickies and spoke softly to me.

¨Amber I know I've said it a bunch of times but you're beautiful. Your body is amazing. You are amazing. I want you and only you. You'll be mine forever. I need you Amber and I mean that. I also mean it when I say I love you. I love you more than anything or anyone I've ever loved.¨ I contemplated saying it back but then thought better of it and just nodded. My eyes felt heavy and I could tell that I would be sore tomorrow. The last thing I heard before my consciousness fully faded was Jace telling me he would never let me go.

I woke up to a blaring sound and realized that it was the weekend but i had forgotten to turn my alarm clock off. I groaned in annoyance and shut it off. I tried to get back to sleep but the thoughts of last night and what it meant wouldn't leave me be. I sighed, got up, and limped to the bathroom. I was right about waking up sore. When I got back from cleaning myself off completely and checking all the hickies Jace had managed to give me I noticed that there was a note on my stand beside my bed. It was from Jace.

Good morning gorgeous(i thought beautiful might be getting a little overused.) I had to get you to your bed before your mother got back but I didn't want to wake you so I just carried you. Don't worry about the sandwich stuff on the counter cause I put that up for you already. I hope you enjoyed last night as much as I did. I will see you as soon as I possibly can. I love you.

-Jace P.S. - Remember that one day you will be mine forever.

I wasn't entirely sure on how to feel about the last part; it kind of freaked me out, but the rest of the note made me smile. I guess I did like Jace. I sighed inwardly and lied back down in my bed. Before I could begin to think of how I would ever be able to look my mother in the eyes again, I felt the familiar nothingness of sleep wash over me as all of my thoughts faded into nothing.