Ideals

Everyone think that I don't have any Goals. But what they said that you never knew what was going on in someone's mind. I too have goals. People without goals are nothing but a empty shells. They will never contribute anything to develope the society. It happens when someone try to follow their parents ideals. They forgot about their own ideals. I saw many people destroying their own lives in their own lives. Those rotten people. I despise those the most who force their children to choose their dreams and follow a path what someone made for them. Those rotten bastards destroy their own children's life in their own damm hands. They want to make ideals real. No sorry. They think that their ideals are real. I want to laugh when I saw them. Ideals naver become real because they are ideals. But you have to seek for it knowing it will never become real. Do you know why? Because only then you find the best possibilities which are real. If you want to know how I can give you a example. Physics is always my favourite subject. In basic level physics we found two type of gasses which are Ideal Gas and Real Gas. Ideal Gas never existed and never will. But in some bizzare conditions some real gasses act like ideal gasses but that's not perfect either. I have my own Ideals. I never followed others. Because somehow no one's ideals ever suit me. And my believes are rather unique too. I always try to find logic. I don't believe in anything that doesn't have logic. Why bother?. I lost too many friends because of these my ideals. They never actually understood me. I found me awfully moody and awkward. They don't want any impulse in life like dead mans. They already died. Their life is going on like bots in multiplayer games. Their power of existence is increadablely low. Life is one time thing. If it is gone then gone forever. You have to enjoy every last bit of life. You will be gone too. But the memories you have made before die will remain as you existence.