18.

Warning: sexual content ahead you can skip that part or you can skip this chapter. (⚠).

Farah's pov:

It has been 2 weeks. I am alright now and still need a little bit of rest. Shahid is so angry with me but I feel him cute. Even though he was angry with me still he took good care of me. He is available 24 hours with me. I had nightmares for the last 2 weeks but Shahid never left me alone. I felt relief but still felt lonely as he was angry with me, and didn't talk to me much. I get it he is angry but still. I am in bed shahid helped me to have dinner and lay covers on me and lay with me in bed. Because of nightmares, Shahid stayed with me. I told him suddenly softly.

Farah: kiss me, Shahid?

Shahid: sleep Farah it's late.

I hugged him from the backside and kept my both hands on his chest. I want him. I still feel those monsters' hands on my body. I want him to make me his and forget their touches.

Farah: please Shahid make me yours. Make me forget their touches. Please, Shahid.

Shahid: sleep Farah. You are not fully recovered. And I don't want to touch you, You choose your bloody body over me.

That's enough. I felt hurt now. He doesn't realize that I want to be only his. How could I allow anyone to touch my body? I burst into tears.

Farah: you don't care about my body. You want them to harm my body.

I felt angry.

Farah: fine don't touch me now. I hate you. I will have sex with others than you. I.....

Before I could say anything he was on top of me. He grabbed my both arms and said angrily.

Shahid: What did you say? How dare you say that. Your soul and body belong to me only me.

I looked at him with teary eyes. Suddenly his face became soft and he looked at me lovingly.

Shahid: I said that your body and soul belong to me. But when it's about death and life, I prefer your soul.

He cared my arm softly and said more softly.

Shahid: I am sorry baby. I was angry at myself for not protecting you. I couldn't help my anger and just...

I saw tears in his eyes, I could easily see the pain in his eyes.

Shahid: I became dead when you were in a coma. I lost myself. You are everything to me Farah. Everything. I want to destroy the whole world as what they did to you.

Shahid: I bloody love you so much.

Farah: then show me your love, make me yours.

Shahid: you are not fully recovered. Are you sure?

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Farah: yes...

Before I could say anything else his lips were already on my lips. And we kissed passionately. My body starts feeling hot. I was moaning softly... As we parted our lips. I looked into his eyes. They were full of love.

Farah: I love you, Shahid.

There was a huge smile on his face. And he kissed me again. And our kiss deepened. He kissed my jawline and then my neck. And his hands roamed over my body. And he slipped his hand under my top and his hands reached to corner of my breast. I have not wear Bra. He looked again in my eyes.

Shahid: can I touch you, baby?

I nodded and he touched my breasts and pressed my both breasts. My nipples were hard now. I bit my lips. He attacked my neck again leaving his marks there and he removed my top. I looked in the other direction. My face was red and hot at that moment. He removed his shirt and trousers and now he was only in his boxers. He demanded.

Shahid: look at me, baby.

I slowly looked at him. There was pure desire in his eyes. His eyes roomed from my eyes to my swollen lips and to my breasts.

Shahid: you are so beautiful, my love.

He came to my breasts and start sucking my nipples softly first and then hard. I was moaning his name.

Farah: Shahid!.... Shahid!

He slowly licked my both breasts and left his marks there as well. Especially my nipples. He bit them softly.

Then he licked my stomach and my navel. Then he removed my lower With my panties. He kissed my thighs and he looked at my very sensitive point.

Shahid: so beautiful.

Then put your finger there and start rubbing. I was very wet at that time.

Shahid: so fucking wet for me.

Then he spread my legs and started licking me and put his finger inside me.

Farah: Shahid!.... Ahhh!..... Ahhh!... Shahid!

Shahid: yes baby say my name.

I came into his mouth and he licked me.

Then he removed his boxer. My god he is huge and there is precum already on his manhood.

Then he slowly thrust in me and waited till my pain subsided and then he started moving slowly first then fast. I was moaning hard. Shahid was also moaning hard. We both came. He came inside me. I felt complete with him. Then we both fell asleep in each other's arms. 

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