Decorations

"It looks lovely" I heard my wife say from behind me. As I placed the rocking chair on the corner of the nursery room, we had decided that this nursery would be purple and Platinum. " you and E, really undone yourselfs."

" yeah, who would of thought building a nursery, would take a week long." I comment.

" maybe your brother." She tease as she tries wrapping me with her short arms. " I hate being this big" she pouts.

"Well, I'll miss seeing you this considering, this baby fat will be replaced by two baby girls on our arms." I smoothly say.

" you're just saying that. You also want it gone." She comments, turning around and leaving me standing alone in the girls room.

" babe. You know I enjoy it when you get grumpy and all, but you been like this lately. What's up? And don't sat mood swings." I say once I enter my bedroom, hugging her from behind.

" I haven't been grumpy" she said while crossing her arms.

" yes, you have." I whispered into her ear.

" is that so...." she said as she turned facing me, and I nodded. " make me un grumpy." She said using her seduction voice.

" bae..." I say blushing, not knowing if I got her hidden message. "What do you have in mind?" I say as my hand slide to her hips.

" I have a few things..." she softly said and bit her bottom lip.

I lean in and kiss her. Her lips responded fast, as her hands were placed on the back of my neck.

"I want tacos." She says in between kiss.

I pulled back. " you're hungry" I say. "So you're grumpy, of course...."I breath out.

" what's up with you now?" I heard Estella say, following me down the stairs.

" Nothing.. come on sit here and I'll start preparing our food." I simply respond.

" now look who's grumpy." She said as she took a seat.

I decided to ignore her comment, taking the taco sells, chicken strips, lettuce, cheese and condiments. I began to cook the chicken after cutting it in cubes. As I was doing this, my wife cut up the vegetables.

After I placed mine and Estella's empty plates on the living room table, I felt her lean to her right side, placing her head on my shoulder.

" Are you still grumpy..? " She asked, as she noticed I didn't wrap my arm around her.

" What makes you think that?" I question her as I looked at the Netflix series.

" You're not being all cuddly with me." She pouts, or at least that's what it seem like by the tone of her voice.

I didn't respond, but she didn't change position either, in fact she wrapped my legs with her left leg, and hugged me, I moved a little under her touch, ending up wrapping her with my own arms. " ha, ha I win.." she told me with a smirk.

"Oh shush...." I rolled my eyes at her.

" kiss me" She whispers and I don't hesitate, I planted my lips onto hers, and my hands went up her thighs. "Can we go upstairs?" She says, as she yawns pulling away.

" You have got to be kidding me. " I say knowing that she knows I'm frustrated, it's been over 7 months since we had actual intimacy. We had our touches here and there, but it wasn't the same, as being fully connected to her. The funny thing is, she starts it but never finishes it.

" What's wrong?" She softly says.

" I miss you." I say, staring into her eyes.

" You're so silly, we've been by each others side everyday of the pregnancy.." she pecks my lips and unwraps herself from me.

" Not that...." I softly respond. " Why won't you let me please you.?" I asked.

I can tell she began to blush, as she said. " I guess I'm afraid?"

" Of what? You and I know each other so well, we have trust. Why won't you tell me.?" I tell her as I place my right hand on her cheek.

"It's just that....last time" she began to say.

" What about last time?" I ask as she stayed silent.

It took her awhile until she said. " last time we interacted I was different... "

" Oh God." I say, realizing she was feeling insecure. " Babe. Really?... that's the least thing you should be afraid of, I'm not going feel different or back out on you." I reassure her.

" yeah, I'll admit I'm feeling insecure, and I am afraid that your mind will change about me.. and I'm especially afraid of loosing our girls... so please don't be mad.." She confesses.

"Honey, firstly I would never make you do something you don't want, yes I would want to know the reasons, like now I know why you've been leaving me horny lately..." I started to say. " but I'm not mad. Frustrated a little, but I understand why you'd think that." I continued. " to say the truth, I am also afraid of loosing these princesses, especially..." I stoped to think of what to say.

" especially?" She confusedly said.

" especially so close to the due date." I replace my original word with theses. " but to be fair, the doctor did say we could have intimacy, it does no harm to the kids." I added.

"I know,...it's just" She began to talk and I cut her off by saying.

" No pressure, we're not going to make love until you feel the times right. I'm not forcing you, I just wanted to know why you would get me all heated up and turn me down right when things were going somewhere else."

" sorry" she apologized, but quickly startles as she quickly takes my hands and place them on the left side her baby bump. One of the girls was kicking. It was the first time, and we captured this moment together.

"She's going to be a crazy one." I tell Estella, as I still had my hands placed on her belly.