my drowned light

there was something inside me I always ignored

it was sympathy for others like me, WHO KNOW what its like to be poor.

used to eat 3loafs of bread as a runaway teen

because I thought the world was mean

and didn't understand. I saw their plan, blew the horn.

everyone ignored

what can be? didn't happen, I ran away from myself

had no control,

lost my mind in the hurricane and floods of thoughts inside my mind.

life wasn't kind, but it SHINES.

why? is life beautiful, despite anything you see.

there was something that USED to be Liberty.

now we can't see , what's in front of us.

Lots of enemies.

wanting to see,

our end.

till I collapse, MY FIGHT WILL SEND TRUTH.

that I've looked for all my life.

through my own strife so that I won't be fooled anymore.

not by your strings or commands but STRAIGHT FROM the source.

so that your lies sound hoarse. fading away.

I WONT BE PLAYED ANY longer , at the RIGHT TIME WE WILL BE STRONGER.

Last longer than your mistakes, on this break .

you treat me like the scarecrow , I'll GROW to a Black Hole ,

hit me with lighting, get you in my grasp.

a clinch to your SOUL,

purple and as blue as you can get.

never forget,

said you had my back. then why!

did you take my son and let me die and suffer all these years.

it was tears you ignored , and laid me forgotten.

sending me a pictures of longing to want have been.

now I have doubt's. and I want nothing to do with this world .

you curled everything from the start.

you thought I was just a fart of idiocy

remember all those times you said %#%k me .

teuche. right back at you.