chapter 38

Izanagi just looked at tomoe for a minute or so he knew for a ninja she was kind of innocent in terms of killing but she was still very much determined to kill he wasn't like her bred as a killing machine from birth but looking at tomoe right now he couldn't help but smile 'she's really beautiful' said izanagi in his heart at first he didn't view her as a tool to build a clan but he didn't have deep feelings afterall they only met for a few days but never the less he wanted to cultivate his feelings with her before he married her now seeing such care for his emotions and well being for a kid that's been killing since he could remember from never even seeing his parents and kept locked away with barely enough food to survive and treated like a god of death to getting thrown into the wilderness just when he could walk well it could be said that Tomoe was the first person to ever care for him so the more he looked at tomoe from her lap the more he felt that this girl was really the best finally after 5 minutes of just looking izanagi sighed and asked "do you think I'm a monster? a demon?"

"There's no good or evil in this world only survival if you are too strong but a saint you will still be looked at as a monster to some you know monsters are born too strong too powerful in they're own sense monsters are extremely tragic, to some you'll live a life of solitude as everyone fears you or you might be consumed by it and truly turn into a monster afterall not even monsters are born evil by choice, but you just need to accept yourself it doesn't matter what others think as long as you do what you think is best and I will be by your side even if the world recognized you as a monster I'll still love you" hearing her words to say izanagi was stunned would be an understatement

[Tomoe uzumaki's Favorability has reached 80 (Love) congratulations host as a reward for your first love the system will allow you to pick a jutsu under B-rank!]

Izanagi didn't even pay attention to the system he just looked at tomoe deeply she still had her bandages and looked kind of like a mummy but to izanagi at this moment she was the most beautiful creature alive what he most feared was living for the system he had a new life and wanted to enjoy it not be tormented by mental hurdles and only living to complete the system missions now with tomoes words it was like the dark clouds cleared up revealing a bright clear sky with newfound determination 'it doesn't matter what they think as long as my clan recognizes me that's all I need in this life, I shall only live for my self and my family in this life' said izanagi he always knew what he needed to do but his mordern soul always had flaws in such a barbaric world with the full support of a person he loves and the recognition of her all his worries disappeared, izanagi only stared at Tomoe for a few seconds before a warm smile bloomed on his face as he lifted his arm and laid his hand on tomoes face caressing it which prompted a bigger smile to form on tomoes face as izanagi said "Thank you tomoe" which was responded by a gentle hum but by the big bright smile on her face he knew she really liked it soon she said "go coax that girl mizu I fear it will leave a bad aftertaste" said tomoe as izanagi nodded he wasn't thinking right he could make there future relationship bad if it festers its best to clear her bad feelings now so he reluctantly sat up on the bed but before leaving he turned around and looked at tomoe who was just smiling at him like a good wife and leaned in and kissed her for a second before standing up and walking out the room

As soon as izanagi left Tomoe who always had a steady and calm face broke into a deep blush as she touched her lips with her fingers as an even brighter smile appeared on her face afterall she is a girl even if she was trained since birth to be a killing machine onces she experiences love those suppressed emotions and feelings will come back