THE FEELINGS IS DIFFERENT

After a while, we saw the Evens boat, and they stopped by .

Good afternoon, I was around, so I decided to stop by , Peter Evans said as he shook Dwayne hands.

He is Elwyn father.

Good afternoon, Mr Evens , Dwayne, and I said the same time as Mr. Evens chuckled and shook my hands, too.

It has been a long time , kimanda , that i almost forgot what you look like , " he said with a chuckled again, and I smiled. But I'm a bit confused.

When Elwyn and I were friends, I used to go home by the Evens after school, and sometimes, they would take me home before night. But the early part of 2019 was the last time I had last vist them , they are very friendly and kind people. No wonder their son is so friendly.

When will you come and visit this old man , " he said .

, what am I going to say , I can't. I don't want to come because I felt awkward around Elwyn.

Mr . Evens...

Call me uncle, kim, " he said as he interrupted me .

Peter Evens added , " Does distance really grow people apart ? At first, you even call me Dad, from uncle, Dad, it is Mr Evens . Did my son do something to make you hate him ..

And me as i can't remember, offended such a beautiful girl, but yet you call me Mr . Not uncle , dad, or handsome , " he added while Dwayne chuckled as I giggled nervously

Uncle, I will let you know when I will make it to come by. As you know, mom is a bit sick, and soon Dad would have to go back to work soon , " I said.

Ohk, but come visit me. I am sure Elwyn and others missed you , " he said, and a part of me was happy but yet sad just then , we heard someone say .

Dad, we need to hurry, " it was Elwyn who informed his father as we all turned to look at him .

It has been about 5 months since I had last seen him .

I didn't know he was here .

I looked at Elwyn as he was looking at me ,our eyes met as our gaze lock , I felt uneasy but not that much to make my foot to go num , it didn't make me felt hot as if I am on fire and it didn't make my heart beat faster , it didn't make me felt exposed , yes he look like he was searching for something but I know he will never find and answer because no matter how close we were and he said he knows me more then I know myself, how was it possible that he didn't know my feelings.

It was sort of different. Yes, I felt nervous, but it was different.

shouldn't it be the same with both, since i liked both .

I had the same feelings for Elwyn and Jamol but why is it so different now with Yang , does it mean am just obsessed with Yang and I don't like him , like how I liked Elwyn and Jamol , I guess I was right when I said I will never liked anyone as much I liked them .

If I liked Jamol and Elwyn , what is it with Yang .

Maybe I am just obsessed with him .

What did he do to make me so obsessed with him ...absolutely nothing.. but yet i am obsessed with him . Maybe it is because of the way he walks. They way he talks , I want to see him smile , something I had never seen before, I like they way he work on computers, like he is an expert on those computers thing. Something I know nothing of .

I like they way he talks , though sometimes i don't understand what he is saying .

I am obsessed with his hair , his long legs , hands, nails, every single part of his body, but most importantly, his eyes

So I like him and I am obsessed with him , cool . Still not cool.

It has been a few minutes since the Evens left .

Here, I am seated, confused by everything. Though I am smart , I don't have any experience with these types of things, and that made me the dumbest person alive .

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Kevin and Nick them came as the jump over board, too . While the girls stood on the bridge and watched as they talked about who knows what .. not like I am interested in what they are talking about, either .

What too, you guys so long ? " Dwayne questioned them .

We saw a cute babe sloth, and we decided to take some photos, " Zoey answered instead of one them boy .

Oh , Dwayne brother / sister, " just as I was about to say it Dwayne give me a killer gaze and I look away , I know the moment I said that he will tell him about how crazy I scream and run after getting a sting from the bee's.

and that will just ruin my day . After so long, I felt so alive again. I wasn't missing anyone nor longing for anyone either. Well, it wasn't until Elwyn showed up and left me confused.

I was just thinking about me and how to get out of the forest, I wasn't doing it for anyone but myself.

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That afternoon.

Everyone was at the dining table as they ate .

Kim was silent as usual but witha smile on her face , Dwayne was busy smirking as he watched kim , who arm was still hurting as he knows how his felt , muchless kim , who was a girl.

He had to admit that he was amused by her pretending to be okay , she was a great actress.