ONE DAY AT A TIME
While everyone was partying
Dwayne sat on a seat at the hill eage .that they normally went to clear their mind by the hill was high the breezes are refreshing , it was easy to clear your mind their as he stared at the sky with a bottle of beer in his hands . Kerry face shows up in his mind, and no matter how much he drinks, he can't forget her .
People say alcohol makes you forget the pain
But all i feel is pain right now , pain in my throat for drinking raw alcohol and pain in my heart with the thoughts of today , " Dwayne said as he chuckle and smirked as he looked at the beer in his hands .
Earlier, Sherry texted saying kerry agreed to get married, but in one condition, they will get married in June, and after that, she will leave the country immediately after the wedding. That is next 4 months from now
He was shocked ,hurt but he accpet it . What more was he expecting another babe from her too
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Kim went to the house before they party end as she knew it won't end for now ,not that she didn't mind staying there , it is just that she hate alcohol and cigarettes , that is why some people say she take after Amelia on a few thing examples. she has a mole on her shoulder, the same place as Amelia.
she loves coffee more than tea, but she will choose coc cola over coffee.
She loves pink but will wear another color.
She hates alcohol and cigarettes.
She hates the party but will attend it if they are her family only .
She is Christian but still allow her kids to have alcohol on their birthdays.
Kim doesn't have many friends in real life but has hundreds on social media.
She is not social with people but is famous on social media. For writing poems and short stories. And of course, for her beauty.
I need a shower , " kim said as she stepped into her room .
While in the shower, kim stood in her place as she closed her eyes when music started to play by Enrique lglesias and Akon = one day at a time
Saw you in the club you were dancing with somebody so close so tight you were killing me so slowly
My friends have been telling me what you have been doing driving man so crazy try to live my life it been 6 months aince you left me oh why oh why oh why .
Kim stood there in emotional , in tears ,
The last time she heard this song was when her sister was playing it .
She remembered hearing lovie said she loved this song as it will forever be her favorite song the song that had took her through her toughest time , it was she her boyfriend left her after finding out she was pregnant at the age of 17 ....
even in kim dreams about lovie. After lovie died, she heard this song in her dreams as lovie was singing, but she couldn't see lovie face as she was lying on her belly as she sang on the top of her voice
Before lovie die , Lovie told her that after her first break up this song came out the same time and that night she cry her self to sleep while listening this song over and over again but she also said she learn from the song that she has to move on ONE DAY AT A TIME and she did.
But I guess i gotta to take it one day at a time i gotta to let you go and know i gotta let you go one day at a time
Music plays
seems so impossible one day at a time but i gotta to let you go and i know yes i know i gotta let you one day at a time.
Kim closed her eyes and remembered her time with her sister.... dose moments they seemed too little for her , they weren't enough .
she wanted to make more memories.
She smiled as she recalled how ruthless lovie was but still funny. Even when she was ruthless or savage, she always made kim laughed.
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Dwayne looked down at the sky, exflected on the water , it was full moon tonight , the weather is good but Dwayne was hurt , he mess up big time and he knew it but couldn't change it no matter how much he trys to blame sherri , he couldn't as both was responsible for this and now kerry is getting married.
And he knew why , kerry was hurt and it was his fault. He couldn't stop blaming himself for it . Today, instead of celebrating his birthday, all he wanted to do was go and sleep, hoping maybe when he wakes, this whole thing will be nothing more than a bad dream .
But after seeing how happy his fanily was made him happy, his mom hug put him ease the chaos that was going through his mind .
When One day at a time came on, his eyes settled with tears but the didn't fall he didn't allow them to .
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After changing kim wore her nightgown, a black it was plain but perfect fite of her body
She went to the balcony and stood their looking at down at the people who were dancing with glasses of alcohol in their hands .
She then looked up at the sky for a few moments as she remembered all those times she her eyes met with a guy she blushed, every time she recalled those memories she blushed instantly
After a few moments of silence of memories .
Kim, did you see your brother , " Amelia, as she walks up to kim and kim, shakes her head as she says no .
Ohk , then enjoy your time there . He is probably talking to kerry somewhere about, " Amelia said as she was about to walk away
Wait mom, there is something you should know ,
And Amelia stops walking as she turns to look at kim .
Kerry and Dwayne broke up , " kim said as she wasn't sure about the babe thing, and even if it is true, Dwayne should tell his parents himself.
What !! When , why, and how ? , Amelia exclaimed.