KERRY DOESN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE

21st , August, 2023.

Kim stood infornt of the mirror as she get ready for the wedding.

Kim pov .

Today is Kerry's wedding day . I just hope both my brother and her will be happy , together or apart . Happy or sad–happy , they have to be happy, they have no options .

But let something straight here , Dwayne might be broken but he have to move on ,he is such a babe , he gives up on her that is why we are here today, that is why kerry is getting married"

However I don't have much time to think about them , as i am kinda similar to them right now .

I had been watching yang and miss , whoever she is photo , and I think , things are better of this way , at 14 years old , i should be in school or taking care of mom as I promise i won't think about relationship, on Dwayne birthday, i told her I want to be independent, so what is this , just because i am obsessed with someone doesn't mean we will be in a relationship right , so that means he could have s girlfriend or even a wife and that shouldn't bother me , i love it when I am alone , i love it when i have no one else to think about besides lovie , for a few months now , I harly think about her .i dream her once or twice a month , since my last birthday i haven't dream her and i felt like we are out of contact, like for two years of her death, we still kept in contact through my dreams but now i don't dream her and i felt like she really left this time .

Which makes it more hard for me to accept anyone , Yang being with someone else , proves why , can you belive it ? , he made my hopes got up , dammit i didn't even think about my limits and all of those stuff i think about when i told mom , i wanted to be independent, But

"i just wanted him in my life , I don't know as what as a friend as a best friend or as my boyfriend..

Slowly he was becoming a habit , everytime i came to bartica, I want to go to long yung only to see him.

I hate the fact i was on the eage of letting him into my life , if he isn't yet .

He is a stranger nothing more ….

"I don't think that will be able to make me stop thinking about him but i guess i can try.

"he doesn't mean much to me either, he is just handsome and there is alot of handsomer guy then him .

"But does that mean all those times i caught him staring at me was for nothing"

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In The boys room .

You are ready ,already I thought you would take a while , " Jordan said as he saw Dwayne was already dress in his suit.

I don't wanna be late and miss this lovely day , " Dwayne said emotionless , no one was able to read his mind.

What about you ? , are you not going ," Dwayne asked Jordan.

No man i don't wanna go and babysit you , and wipe your tears while you cry , " Jordan said

That is why I want you there , since am going need you when i begin to cry., " Dwayne said as if it was true .

Sorry , dude but am not cut out for babysitting, the last time I did that , mom had to take Kendell to the hospital, "Jordan said chuckling as memories from the past replay in his head .

That day he was too busy talking to his friends on his phone and forgot about Kendall, the next thing he knew was that he hear Kendall crying as he look down he saw her on the ground.

the tree house was a little high so she broke her hand .

Haha , i still remember how much aunty joy made you pay for that , " Dwayne said as he remembered how much Anuty joy smack Jordan and even banned him for leaving home & having contact with his friends and he had to take care of Kendall.

Those day were a hell of a time , " Jordan said as he remembered the torture he had as he had to wake up many late night when Kendall couldn't sleep and as it was her right hand that she broke he even had to feed her and many different things he had to do.

After a few moments.

Are you really not coming?, " Dwayne asked Jordan again.

Yea , I think am gonna stay home and sleep all day ,but don't worry i told kevin and Nick to take care of you , " Jordan said as he smirked, while Dwayne scowled.

What else did you talk about ? , " Dwayne asked. Hoping Jordan didn't say anything more about him.

Well , what else did you expect, we talk about what kind of cry a baby you are and how much you wish to crash this wedding, " Jordan said again as Dwayne look at him

Are you fucking serious, ' Dwayne asked .

Not exactly, " Jordan said chuckling, he didn't want Dwayne to get upset right now when just in a few minutes, Dwayne will have to witness his ex walking down the islas .and getting married to someone else.

However it was good to see you still care about those little things and not only about Kerry , " Jordan added.

By the way you look good , " Jordan said

Tell me something I don't know , " Dwayne said .

You look sexy ," Jordan said.

Tell me something I don't know , ' Dwayne said while smirking.

Kerry doesn't love you anymore , " Jordan said .