Inquietud.

In this time he has been interacting with other people as well.

His relationship with Satsuki doesn't seem to have changed, they are friends but beyond that it doesn't seem like there could be anything else and with Naraku it seems the same.

It's as if these two have forgotten their genders and don't see the opposite sex as a potential partner.

'Although I expect this so I'm not too worried'

With Sakura things seem to have died a bit. (PS: But don't worry that maybe in the future I'll give her a chance but I think it will be a gang bang because something inside me tells me so (if you know what I mean TRUE?))

Due to having to pay attention to a number of people she tends to have little time for herself but she doesn't seem to mind that much.

And finally I'm still friends with some other people in the room.

In short, things are going well on this side.

'So what should I do today?'

Today I have the day off and right now I am lying on my sofa.

"I think I'll sleep...-"

Then I quickly get out of bed.

"Damn, this is becoming more prevalent"

I feel that laziness is becoming more and more present.

"*sigh*, I'll go for a walk"

Then I change into casual clothes and go outside.

After walking a bit I decide to leave the village to go to the lake.

Walking patiently, he managed to get there and I stand at the edge of the lake looking at my reflection in the water.

'I've been feeling restless lately'

'There is an inexplicable worry in my heart but until now I don't know what it is'

At first I thought it was a life or death crisis that might happen to me, but then I questioned it because I don't feel that my anxiety comes from worrying that something bad is going to happen.

It feels a bit more monotonous.

But despite this, I find myself thinking about this every time I find myself thinking.

I feel like I'm missing something, like a fog that's hard to see through.

*sigh*

So I start doing a meditation that I've been doing lately.

I sit on the grass, close my eyes and try not to think.

I concentrate on listening to the environment.

And then, ignoring the restlessness in my heart, I feel time become irrelevant as I try to focus on the sounds I hear.

By freeing my thoughts I partially forget that I am a person and I feel that I am part of nature.

Then very subtly I can perceive what is around me.

But I can only vaguely perceive it, as if it is an illusion but a very persistent illusion.

So after a while I wake up from my lethargy.

"Incredible"

What I have been doing is a meditation that is helping to glimpse what I think observation haki is.

I have been practicing meditation for a while but I have usefully felt this feeling of glimpsing everything around me.

Although it is necessary that I have to concentrate and keep my mind free, I can see that I am progressing more and more.

If I keep this up then I am confident that one day I will be able to master observation haki and that day will not be so far away.

*exhale*

"I feel refreshed"

In addition to training my skill, it also frees my mind from my worries, it's like killing two birds with one stone.

Then I lie down on the grass.

"I think I'll rest for a while..."

After meditating a little I feel that my body is so liberated that it makes me a little sleepy so I let myself be carried away by the sensation.

zzz...

...

After a while I come back to reality.

"zzz-...Mn?..."

Then I get up and see that the surroundings are dark.

And the thought just crosses my mind.

"What if an animal ate me while I slept?..."

I touch my forehead thinking how reckless I've become lately.

*sigh*

"I don't want to think anymore, I better go back"

...

After a few days I find myself on a date with Ino.

She is complaining to me about how boring the class is.

It seems that we have forgotten that we are on a date and more it seems that we are friends.

But overall we had a good time.

I feel like our relationship is getting better and better even though on the surface it seems like we haven't made any progress.

But thinking about this makes me feel bad inside.

So as the days go by I feel a very quiet restlessness but I always chose to ignore it.

'Well then it's time to go tomorrow with Tenten, I promised to tell her the end of the story'

So the next day I meet with Tenten.

I am at the lake.

"...

So she said, "Do you think our actions were wrong after all?

the scene was silent

"I wish you were alive to answer me *sigh*" then she got up from the ground and left.

and in the end she began to visit her grave for the rest of her days.

FINISH

..."

"...that was sad"

I find Tenten shedding a few tears after he finished telling the novel that I happened to see in my previous life.

It's about a boy who, by fate, ends up entangled in a love triangle.

In the end he ends up staying with one but this devastates the other a lot so she decides to commit suicide.

Seeing this, the boy and the other woman decide to separate after witnessing such a tragedy thinking that his actions caused this.

and the story ends with the two of them visiting the grave of the girl on the date of her death, because when she was alive they were very close people.

A story in which nobody won in the end.

"Hah, I wish the boy had been more decisive from the beginning and those things wouldn't have happened at the end"

"Nothing can be done, after all not everyone is firm in their decisions, not counting the bad luck he had when his friend interfered at a time when he was already in a relationship, it can be said that everyone made mistakes in the process that complicated the already complicated situation and ended in a tragedy, the only one I can say who is a victim would be the girlfriend but that is not saved; but nothing can be done, they are houses that happen in life, I think that the girlfriend rejected due to having separated from him and looking for another, there are several people in the world"

"But that would be cruel, I don't think it's right for him to trample on his feelings like that"

"So tell me, what would be better if it had happened?"

"Well, since in the end the three of them had true feelings, I think it would have been better if they stayed together then there would have been no sad ending, right?"

Seeing her say that with an innocent face while smiling leaves me speechless.

"That would be ideal but unfortunately human emotions complicate everything"

"Mn? Why? If they love each other then I think there should be no rejection between them right?"