Chapter 2

I agreed to the proposition that we head over to my place but I was kind of anxious as to what he wanted to discuss with me, when we arrived at my house I asked him where he wanted to talk from he said anywhere. I asked him if he could talk while I was getting changed from the bedroom because I felt the outfit I wore was a tad bit uncomfortable, he said it was alright with him so I went to my closet and began to get out of the outfit I was wearing and into something more comfortable.

When I walked out Illumi kept on staring at me, I asked him what he wanted to talk about and he told me it was about the mission we worked on together. Illumi said "I think we might be soulmates I felt something like anger spark in me when I saw Zedril touch you I wanted nothing more than to kill him at that exact moment". I looked at him like he was crazy then said "even if we are nothing is really going to change so better we don't test out the theory" I was honestly scared to death at the thought of my soulmate being a zoldyk. Illumi on the other hand had a different opinion because he was in front of me in seconds and gently touched and caressed my cheek, at that exact moment I felt like jolts of electricity were passing through me but it didn't hurt it was a nice warm sensation. I wanted to cry because the place I.Z was located on my body began to burn like burn badly I began to take off my clothing, illumi's initials where located right under my left collar bone so if I were to wear an off shoulder then it would show that's why we thank the gods for makeup. Illumi touched his initials and it felt like his touch was a cold pack to the burning heat I was feeling, he looked pleased when he felt and saw me relax under his touch he helped me get dressed again but without him touching me or holding me I felt like I was burning up all over again. Illumi asks me if I could bear the pain and I obviously said yes cause no assassin crumbles this easily because of a little pain, but in the 16 years I have lived I had felt pain beyond what is normal but this was a whole new experience on its own it felt good but horrible at the same time it felt like someone burning me alive but keeping me warm it was weird. I managed to dress up fully then Illumi took off his shirt and on his torso was my full name when I touched it my name began to glow along with illumi's initials then I felt an overwhelming coolness hit me like a wave, and in that exact moment I felt darkness consume me.

When I woke up again I was on my bed with Illumi at my side it was a bit weird because I had never slept with a guy before I was shocked when I turned to face him I found him sleeping. It was the cutest sight I had ever see, his hair had been draped across his face and he looked more like a person than an emotionless assassin he still had that doll like look pale skin that shined in the moonlight hair as black as a star less night. I moved my hand to remove the hair from his face when he opened his eyes I acted like I was sleeping once again but he said "what were you trying to do I know that you're awake" I thought to myself this type of constant alertness was expected of a zoldyk. I just kept quiet and said "nothing, just wanted to remove the hair covering your face if you need me I'll be taking a shower" I went to the bathroom then proceeded to take of my clothing and when I went to my sink I looked at the initials on my collar bone but they were no longer black letters they changed their colour to gold. This made me realise I wasn't dreaming which meant I was soulmate to a zoldyk I want to die but I still have a lot of life to live maybe if I hired someone to assassinate me I wouldn't have to deal with this crisis.

I came out in a towel and went over to my closet but I was pushed against the wall by Illumi it was quite a compromising situation because firstly I was in a towel and second I was in a towel between his arms and his gaze was full of lust. I was young but I still knew many things because of my line of work I was breathing unevenly which was rare even for me my heart was beating extremely fast. I asked in the calmest voice I had "what do you need from me Illumi" he looked at me up and down before saying "you're still too young for what I intend to do with you". I lost all sense of reason because in my mind I was like you can do anything you want to me break me and I'll be happy about it but luckily I didn't say that out loud, he looked at me and came in close and kissed me I got so lost in that kiss that when he pulled away I groaned because of the loss of his lips on mine. When he started kissing down my neck I began to moan and when he reached his initials and he licked them then kissed them I moaned extremely loudly it was a disgrace on my part to act so inappropriately. Illumi had left after the kiss left me standing here like a fool, he left me high and dry I mean he could catch a case but still, I was his soulmate