Ep38 - Mad

After you leave the kitchen angrily, you go to your house garden. You sit at the one bench. You were pouty as you sulked.

' Why is he mad with me? I'm not the one that angry at him '

You talk with yourself. You feel angry when you remember about Jungkook. He did an unfair treatment toward you.

JUNGKOOK POV

Jin: Yahh...JK, why did you do that?

He ask. But i didn't response him.

Yoongi: Are you okay, Jungkook?

Yoongi walk to me, he make me turn to facing him. And Yoongi saw my crying face. He get shocked.

Jin: Yahhh..why did you cry?

Jin also come toward me.

Jungkook: She remind me to my younger sister.

Yoongi: Stop it.

Yoongi comfort me by caressed my back.

Jungkook: From the first day she became our sister, she kept reminding me toward her. Especially what happen just now.

Yoongi: But you shouldn't ignore her like that. Look, she is already mad.

Jin: Go convince her.

Jungkook: But..

Yoongi: We'll make the lunch. So, just go.

He push me gently out from the kitchen. I walk upstairs toward Hawasa room. I knock slowly at her door room. But, i got no response. So, i try to open the door.

Jungkook: Hawasa ?

I look around but the room is empty. Then i go downstairs.

Jungkook: Hyung, did you see Hawasa ?

I ask Jimin, J-Hope and Namjoon who was watching tv.

Namjoon: I saw she's going outside. Why? Did you already miss her?

He tease me. I ignore him and go outside.

Jungkook: Where is she?

I start looking around the house. But still not found her. So, i try to look at the garden. Then i saw her there. I walk toward her.

Jungkook: What are you doing here, princess?

I ask with a bunny smile. She ignore me and about to go but i stop her.

Hawasa: Let my hand go, oppa.

She tell me.

Jungkook: Hawasa, i'm sorry for my behaviour.

She ignore me again while struggle to escape from me.

Jungkook: Can you please listen to me first?

Hawasa: I thought you don't want to talk with me.

She sulking.

Jungkook: I just can't talk with you.

I silent for a while.

Hawasa: Then i'll go first.

Jungkook: You remind me to my late younger sister.

I said sadly. She look at me.

Hawasa: Me?

She point herself.

Jungkook: When we get to know each other, your behavior just like my late sister.

She listen to me carefully.

Jungkook: You don't know how i hold myself to not keep remembering her. But, you..

I cry silently.

Hawasa: Oppa....

She take my hand and make me sit at the bench.

Jungkook: I know i'm not a good brother to you.

Hawasa: I didn't say that.

She said and that's make me smile.

I look back at her and caressed her hair.

Jungkook: You really look like her. Even your height is same.

Hawasa: Yahhh...

She hit my shoulder gently. I chuckles.

She wiped my tears away.

Hawasa: Don't cry, oppa.

She hug me and i hug her back. We pulled away from each other.

Hawasa: What happen to your sister?

Jungkook: I'm not suppose to tell others about this.

Hawasa: Don't you trust me, Oppa ?

I look into her eyes.

Jungkook: I do trust you. Then, promise me something first.

Hawasa: What?

Jungkook: You will stay at my side even after i told you about my past.

Hawasa: Promise.

Both of us make a pinky promise. I took time to open up with her. She let me take my time first.