Kiss

He nodded and admitted it, "Yeah, I opened it before I open the window for you." He walked away from me to shut his door.

'I'm still here, why shut the door?' I really want to voice it out but I just kept my mouth shut and waited for his next action or what's his going to say next.

Liam walked back to where I am and he leaned down facing my face. "Should we do something special?" he looked dead serious and I don't know what to do. I froze and my eyes were locked with his. His face was coming close to mine, he tilted his head a little and I think I know what he's going to do, but despite knowing what he was about to do, I didn't move to avoid it. It's like I'm actually waiting for it.

His lips were very close to mine, but he stopped. My heart was beating erratically. 'Why did he stop?'

"You are aware of what I'm doing, right?"

My face blushed, I felt the heat on my face. 'Oh no! He caught me! What should I do?' Not knowing what to do, I pushed his shoulder and pushed him away to make a distance between us. His brows furrowed, "You don't want me to k—" he placed his left hand on the side of his waist and his right hand was on his face covering his eyes.

I gathered my courage to finally ask him, "Liam, when you said you're going to make things difficult for me, what do you mean by that?"

He removed his hand from his face and looked at me as if he was asking me, "You don't know?" so I continued on, "When you told them I was your girlfriend, what do you mean? Coz I know you didn't mean it, there is no reason for you to say that. I understand you were angry at me over something, but telling everyone something we are not is not right. Don't you think s—"

His lips invaded mine, it's not the same kiss he gave me from before, I felt his tongue entered my mouth as if searching for something. I tried to copy what he was doing and when he caught my tongue, he played with it sucking gently and releasing it. It's more delicious? More wanting? More intoxicating? And it's making me want more. After around 30 seconds or so which seemed like forever, he released my lips and asked me, "What do you think?"

My head was blank like a sheet of white paper that has nothing on it. 'What do I think of what? The kiss he just gave me? Well, that is nice, I want more.' I stared at him, and with that thought in my head, I smiled at him. "It is nice."

After I said that, I realised what I just said and I really want the ground to open up and swallow me. "It's nice?" his voice startled me as my mind was busy with other thoughts. I cannot look at him, I felt so embarrassed.

"You like it? I can give you more but I'm afraid I wouldn't contain myself and do something that we are not supposed to." I can sense he drew a smile when he said those words.

I just don't know what to do, so I ran to the door, opened it and run to my room. After getting in, I made sure I locked the door and I leaned on it as I touched my lips that were just kissed by him. In my head, I was picturing how he kissed me and at the same time recalling what he said, "You like it? I can give you more but I'm afraid I wouldn't contain myself and do something that we are not supposed to." I really don't know what I'm feeling. I have mixed emotions. Excited, happy, bewildered, confused, I really don't know how to describe it. I couldn't sleep at all but eventually, I did fall asleep.

The following morning, I woke up early and got myself ready for work. As I went to get breakfast, Liam was already there and he got my jam on toast ready along with a hot chocolate and he was smiling at me. He greeted me with "Good morning!" and I responded with "Good morning!" too as well as "Thank you!"

We ate breakfast quietly and we walked together. He actually waited for me and he didn't walk fast. We walk at the same pace. Though we are not talking as we walk, it feels good. I felt like he was trying to hold my hand, but I'm not really sure, it's probably my weird feeling and I'm probably thinking too much, his kiss was still lingering around my thoughts.