Suicide Not Allowed

I woke up angry at being subjected to such heartbreak, I don't want to know why I was chosen to do this, however, goodbye. I looked around the tidy, minimalist room. I hurriedly got up to a drawer, took the stylus which was new, the blade was very sharp.

My body shook because I was committing a perverse act to my life. I had just been reincarnated in my novel, I have to end this suffering. Sorry, but I'm not fun for you!!!

A quick, clean cut that the blood took a little while to drain. I was in a lot of pain and a voice came into my mind before I died.

[The user died without completing the scenarios. Prepared to revive user Alexander adrilia...]

Something brought me up from the depths of the abyss, I opened my eyes and spoke in a depressed tone.

"... So... system? Why did you revive me? I was already seeing the light.

I was going to be reincarnated as a stone... It would be a very good life... why did you do this evil thing to me? Did I cast curses on your ancestors?" I complained to the system given to me by the kidnappers.

[The user cannot die without completing the scenarios... Please understand... this is my job.]

"If I die for someone else? Maybe I really die?"

I was already planning suicide plans very seriously.

[!!!]

The system was speechless at my crazy behavior.

[The user has just gained the skill"Immortality".]

"..."

Is it that easy to gain a skill? I feel like this system is going to give me a lot of headache.

[You have to complete the scenario to be able to return to your world. This was changed by you not wanting to stay in this world at all. So, as a punishment you can only go back until the scenarios are completed.]

"I guess I just have to go get Drihen's erasure sword..."

Again another Machiavellian plan was devised.

[!!!... your skill "Immortality" evolved to """Nullness to the world""" info: nothing in the world can cause you damage, death or anything else that harms you will be nullified if the user tries to do something against it your life.]

"Okay, I'll complete the scenario. Are you satisfied now?"

[I hope everything goes well in these 20 years.]

"20 years, you can tell me its features and important information.

But before that, what day is it?"

[1/10/5027.]

"So, I have to go get ready to go to Academy white."

[You are 30 minutes late for committing suicide, it took a while to revive you.]

-depressed sigh-

I went to the bathroom to wash my body that was still bloody, and the uniform was all red, because it was completely white.

The system told me everything I needed to know, the name of this corps was Alexander Adrilia, a refugee from a country that was attacked by an SS rank dungeon breach.

Alexander's parents died and his older brother. He was the only one who survived due to having a large amount of mana and narrowly managed to escape. Alexander was 5 years old when he went to an orphanage, but he left several times, for that reason, the government gave me a house to live in.

I lived the good life until they analyzed my Status.

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Name: Alexander Adrilia.

Level: 35.

Life: 300/300.

Mana: 1000/1000.

Strength: 50.

Stamina: 70.

Agility: 50.

Dexterity: 75.

Intelligence: 100.

Charm: 50.

Luck: 100.

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Skills: SS rank mana evolution.

Skill hidden by the system: """Nullity to the world""".

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I was shocked. The government is forcing me to go to White Academy to improve my skills, to be a 'first' and send me to die in wars.

Unhappy exploiters of children! are they just favoring me because my mana skill is SS rank? May this world be destroyed by the demon god.

Leaving the bathroom, I was putting on the uniform that made me uncomfortable due to its color.

[You are more than 40 minutes late! The protagonist is already there! You will at least make the protagonist's delay a joke.

I'll give you 100 stat points!]

"Die!"

I went to the White Academy, but before that, I changed my Status.

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Name: Alexander Adrilia.

Level: 35.

Life: 400/400.

Mana: 1000/1000.

Strength: 100.

Stamina: 100.

Agility: 100.

Dexterity: 95.

Intelligence: 0.

Charm: 0.

Luck: 0.

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Charm are useless.

First charm, no one will stand near me. And looking in the mirror there is no difference! Well, it's just an illusion. Something that was only put into this world to give ugly people false hope. And my face is the same as my life on earth, I have a little attachment to this face, putting on charm is blasphemy.

Intelligence?

Luck?

I don't need it.

Talking to the system that, incredible as it may seem, didn't have a robotic voice, it was a very pleasant voice to hear. I changed the color of my Academy clothes to black with coloring magic, I won't say why. It just brings back unpleasant memories.

The system was a little puzzled that I knew how to use magic without difficulties, I said that I created this novel, if I didn't know how to use magic easily I wouldn't even go to Academy.

But he kept saying that I used a lot of advanced magic, even the original host wasn't that good.

I said: "I created this novel."

[You are very suspicious....]

In fact, whoever put me here didn't know I wasn't a real human, but was living like one.

Simply put, I can leave this place if I want to, but I have to die for that to happen. I'm human at the moment, I'm curious to know what my novel looks like from a different perspective.

I'm going to enjoy my days in peace.

***

Alexander didn't live in the White Academy dorms, but in a hotel paid for by the government where other 'firsts' lived. a group of orphaned students chosen by the government to be used as soldiers. a project that was still in planning. Entering the Academy like an idiot in black, looks and whispers where Alexander passed. He didn't care, because it wasn't even worth it.

Opening the classroom door, everyone's confused gazes were on Alexander. Alexander sat at the back and moved the chair to the corner of the wall. The students were perplexed by this, everyone thought that Alexander was afraid of them.

All the students in that room already knew the names and everything about their classmates.

All were nobles except Alexander.

All were among the top 50, except Alexander.

Everyone was 17 and Alexander was 15.

How Alexander got into that room was a mystery. Everyone in that classroom felt sorry for Alexander.

"You there in black? Who are you?" The teacher asked.

"I'm Alexander Adrilia, I'm 15 years old Academy rank 5890."

Everyone's eyes were surprised as I actually had 15 here.

"Alexander..."

"15 years..."

"Rank 5890..."

The students were like parrots repeating what I said.

"Silence! Mr. Adrilia cannot come to the academy with another outfit, please change to the standard uniform."

"But it's the academy's uniform. I only changed the color because it didn't match my magnitude." I heard some giggles and others that didn't hold back the laughter.

"Silence! Please change your clothes. This is an insult to the White Academy"

"The rules don't say anything about the color of the clothes. It just says that the student must come in uniform. I don't want to look like a white slime." Again laughter filled the classroom. In the end I ended up going to the principal's office, my classmates were laughing because I was dragged by the teacher.

She is an A rank hunter, there was no way to resist.

[Hahahahahaha! My god, you just met an important figure. And make a good impression in the classroom. You have gained 1000 stat points.]

Not calling the system that seemed to be amused by my predicament. The director's gaze fell on me.

"No problem."

You can't even imagine that the director who looks like someone in his early 30s is now 202 years old.

"Director!!!"

"Are you disobeying me?"

The air turned cold out of nowhere it was terrifying for the teacher who fell to the ground in fear, I stood up like it was nothing, and it was nothing.

"Interesting, you withstood the pressure of my aura." Said the director with shining eyes, as if he wanted to do something to me.

"If you'll excuse me."

Alexander came out of the principal's office who had an indescribable expression on his face. A laugh that belonged to the director came out of his office. As Alexander was avoiding the characters in the story, he was fine. But eyes stayed on him wherever he went. It was more that he was called to see the director. The rumors had already been distorted.

The canteen was quite varied, but Alexander didn't eat anything he didn't. He brought his own lunchbox. The whispers were very loud that Alexander couldn't eat properly.

Out of nowhere three models entered the canteen as if they were at a fancy fashion show.

Alexander chuckled internally. The three landed right where Alexander was sitting.

"Hi my name-"

A girl of tall stature with tanned skin, long pure brown hair and eyes the same color as her hair. Before she could finish her presentation I cut her short.

"Get out, oil doesn't mix with water."

Some were incredulous at Alexander's words, and others looked on in anger.

"I'm-"

A boy taller than the girl. His hair was gray and his eyes were yellow. His body was well developed, he didn't look like he was 17 years old.

"Go train, zebras don't make friends with lions"

"I-"

The last one had black hair and lifeless gray eyes. His body was much more developed his muscles were amazing but not over the top. He was like a perfect human. He had no flaws in his appearance at all. And his cold aura made him even more elegant and distant from people.

"..."

Alexander rose from his seat and ran. The three were shocked by such speed. The other students couldn't even see Alexander running.

Alice is second in rank at the academy.

Zeki was third in rank.

And the first in rank, jin the protagonist.

They had just met someone strange.

***

Avoiding all students, Alexander went to the training area. In this hands-on class you trained with teachers who were experts in hand-to-hand combat and weaponry. But Alexander was the type to use magic.

He just had to watch or go practice with a magic teacher. Students could choose two weapons to actively learn. Learning to use many different weapons could be advantageous, but it was time consuming and required a lot of effort.

Alexander chose needles as his main weapon and his second was a WIST-94 pistol and type 14 Nambu. The teacher who saw Alexandre participate in the training was a little confused by the choice of weapon. It was a strange thing to see earth weapons on Recta, but many of Recta's products were similar to earth.

A small resemblance...

"Wasn't he a wizard?"

But as rumors have already spread. Alexander was an irreducible person who did not like to make friends and was headstrong.

The teacher didn't even care.

Alice used bow as main, and spear as second.

Zeki was daggers as main, and sword as second.

Jin was the only one who used a sword, he was passionate about swords.

Alexander was going to fight with a steel dummy that he was used to train.

After some stretching.

This one had only one weak point which was his head. The hard level had other parts that needed to be attacked to disable. Like the head, the two hands, feet, and the heart. When Alexander went to fight the puppet. He put a level 1 ice spell on the needle.

Using a little force, the needle went so fast that it went through the doll's head, going to the wall that was about 656 feet away. The trails of ice destruction that on the wall were like several thorns in different directions, it was good that there was no one in the way.

[WHAT THE SHIT IS THAT!!! WHAT DID YOU DO?]

"I think I overdid it... what went wrong...."

[I analyzed it, and the problem was the formula you made, it had more than 100 magic circles optimizing the magic that was supposed to be level 1.]

"But I was just running some tests.

cancel."

[WHAT ELSE WAS THAT?]

At that moment the great line of ice disappeared as if it did not exist. However, the damage was still in sight. The system was fifth trying to process everything that had happened.

[You gained 2000 stat points for causing fear, confusion, envy, dread, interest.]

A teacher with a downcast look came up to Alexander.

"Student did you do that? Please don't do that again it was too dangerous!"

He could see the fear in their eyes, the other students also had the same expression as the teacher.

"Sorry, the magic circle used more mana than I thought." I won't say I only used 1 mana.

"How much mana did you use?"

"I think about 300 to 500, half of all my mana."

"How much mana do you have!?"

The professor seemed very disturbed by my statements.

"1000."

"Are you the son of some noble family?"

"No, I'm just an orphan. I'm here because of the government who gave me a scholarship, because I have a talent for mana."

"Oh I see."

Better to say I'm government property so nobody wants to mess with me, but I don't like that. The three I had ignored before were looking at me with eyes of astonishment.

Maybe it's that their mana is still 50.

Only jin who has 300 in mana.

The average was 50.

I would be a monster to them, but they are monsters. I know this because I made them, if I haven't changed anything in their abilities.

Alexander fell face down on the ground. the teacher was scared.

"Hey, you be fine!"

"Mana Exhaustion..."

Feigning mana exhaustion to lighten the mood in the place, Alexander stood still on the ground without moving. If he walked off as if nothing had happened, everyone would be scared of him.

"Call a healer!"

"Let me take him to the infirmary."

"Thanks jin, the rest of you keep training!"

Damn it! What is he doing? Ah, I forgot he likes to help anyone in need. Jin's damn good personality. Worse, he will charge for it later!