day1

today in school i was only given warning that if you are not serious about study i will fail. not one teacher but every teacher. even through this is the 1st class after vacation. FUCK! i hate it. i am a teenager and i have mind . i know that why the fuck you have to always mention that. i also think maybe this have help other students pass the exam that's why they think its effective or else their maybe other reason why they are torturing us by saying that everyday. cuz, they have more age than me. i have to expect the fact that they have more experience than me. but, still the pressure in mind is huge. but, thats not enough our last period was English but maths sir just get in and started the class and the English doesn't say anything about it as if its normal. even not giving enough time to take my book.

math sirs choice chapter is random. i mean that we have two textbook for maths. part 1 and part 2, after finishing 2 two chapters from part 1 then suddenly shifted to part 2 and then come back to part 1 then the vacation starts. now after vacation i bring the part and mostly bring part 1 to school, but math sir says to open part 2 . WHAT THE HELL?. that's not enough he says question no.1 from textbook and started writing answer in board by explaining step by step. what the...? i don't have textbook on the 1st day of school and you have not explain the question and i don't know the question, how the fuck can i understand what's he writing.