Shamefull Me

As I had enjoyed alot of happiness so god gifted me something that I had to feel guilty for that.The days of beautiful childhood passed and I grew up and I became a shame for myself as I was a pink boy.A boys who had a girly bihaviour and everyone in my village used to tease me and bully for my girly bihaviour even my friends bully me. These were the things that my family didn't knew.I suffered alot but I decided to stay the way I am. But this girlyness didn't left my path, when I was in the academic year of school I got bullied by my classteacher that I am a soul with a wrong body, even though my classmates started teasing me and I was like the hopeless child with nothing left behind for him, I can compare my situation with a snail on the edge of blade who can't move neither forwards nor to the backward, I totally agree that these things made my life like a hell with lots of torture and and sorrowness and it almost left a dead remains of a soul in a body.