Chapter 29 The Diary of the Moon (4)…..Louie’s Biggest Regret (2)s

Louie realizes that he was not so intimately attached to Luna… every time he forced himself to her it was a brutal one. He also remembered that the day after the annual celebration; his lawyer Ms. Rebecca Alberts, has drawn the divorce agreement, and as what Luna requested it doesn't have any alimony nor anything on it…. But what surprised him was the agreement that Luna has written…. She was willing to sign any documents about their divorce as long as he will follow her request. He suddenly got up and went to look for the vault that was inside the secret room of his study. He opened it and took the documents. Both the divorce papers and the agreement that Luna has written; it was notarized by the court. The agreement she wrote was… He can't take anything from her, whether it is a living or non-living thing…. He recalled that before he signed the documents in the presences of Rebecca as his lawyer…. Samantha Wu was Luna's lawyer… he was mocking Luna's request that day… he didn't believe that Luna has treasures and whatever it is he doesn't care that time. Louie closes his eyes as he drifted from those memories...

Louie took a deep breath as he will read the last two date entries to Luna's diary… now he was in a terrible state…. He regrets everything that happened to his life…. He knows that even his friends Ethan and Kim advise him to be lenient to Luna… they also told him to learn to love his wife, because if not he might regret it…. Now he is regretting it…. He was totally messed up…..

Dear Diary

December 20

Assistant Yuan come to the Villa for a visit… no… he came here to inform me that the divorce has finally approved…. I'm a divorcee now... I'm single... I asked Assistant Yuan that I need time to pack my things… and since Louie is staying at his penthouse with Sofia, I want him to inform his boss that I will be leaving the Chen Villa on the 24th of December. Assistant Yuan agrees and he called Louie in front of me just to inform his boss….. Maybe Louie is very happy he got what he wished for… Assistant Yuan relied upon Louie's message to me that I can take my time… but I have to leave the house before the New Year's Day for he wants to celebrate New Year with Sofia on this house….. I gave my approving smile and nodded to Assistant Yuan…. He even gave me a limited edition black card. He said that Louie wants me to have it…. I took it from him, not because I'm interested but I know that Louie will be mad at him for not forcing the card on her… I also gave Assistant Yuan the engagement and wedding rings that Louie gave to me…. I don't want to have any memory from him….

After Assistant Yuan left the house, I gathered all Louie's servants, staff, and even the Lee couple…. I've told them everything they have to know… about the divorce and the new Madam of the Chen Villa. They are all crying… especially the Lee couple; they are all my family…. The Villa becomes a home for me because of them. I let out a little laughed….. I ask them to act normal and I don't like to see them sad nor crying… I told them that I want to be happy for my remaining days to this Villa….. They've agreed…. They even prepared a simple Christmas party on the 24th of December. I've told them that I'll be leaving the Villa on that day…. But we can have a short family feast before I leave and I want to give Christmas presents for them…..

I ask all the servants to help packed my old clothes, for the new ones…. I gave them to those who fit their sizes…. I know Sofia will throw it anyway; for the pieces of jewelry that his parents gave to me as a dowry, I asked the Wu triplets to put it on an auction on their Christmas Charity Gala and the proceedings of that will be donated to the orphanage that they manage but I want them to acknowledge Louie….. For the pictures that we have in this house…. I burned it… I don't want to leave any traces of me here…. even the bedsheets, the pillows, and the curtains…. I burned them all…. The servants, staff, and even the Lee couple complied with my request…. and I love them for that...

Dear Diary

December 24

I never knew Louie will come home yesterday… he seems very agitated upon seeing me…. he grabs me and drags me to his room… there he forced himself to again…. I feel violated once more…. Why is he doing this to me…. in just a couple of hours I will be leaving him, why is it he always hurt me…. he just didn't force himself… To satisfy himself with his revenge…he beat me up and left a bruise on my body. He even left a small cut….no wound on my wrist then he said…. It was his remembrance to me… that if I saw that wound that will turn onto a scar it will remind me of him…. After that, he left before dawn. I can't cry anymore...

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On a cold winter's night the only sound of a violin playing a very popular song. The servants knew that the Madam of the house is lonely again. It's Christmas and yet their master is having fun with his mistress...

This will be the day you will regret everything, Louie Chen... You, your family and my family, will regret it... And when that day comes I'm no longer the person you have met...

The documents have been signed and it is already on the nightstand table; the divorce papers; the agreement documents that he can't take anything from her whether it is a living or nonliving thing. The only treasures that she has are her violin, flute, a necklace with an infinity pendant that her grandfather gave to her, and her sketchbooks.

She doesn't want anything from him, and from his family. She will leave everything that he bought for her..... From clothes, shoes to jewelry... She doesn't want any alimony.

All the servants help her packed her things; even though she only got 2 bags. She gave them a simple gift from her as they become her family even though it is not blood-related.

At exactly 12 midnight Luna left the Chen Mansion... She hailed a taxi and went directly in a train station. She will be going to City F; from there she will start her new life.

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Louie close Luna's diary….he didn't expect that he had hurt her so much…. No, he tormented her to the core…. he can bring back the time…. Nor if he can travel back in the past he will not do the things he has done before….. His tears are flowing to his face… the handsome man is regretting now… as he holds Luna's diary he suddenly embraces it…. As if he was embracing his ex-wife... I'm sorry….. I'm so sorry my Luna…. Louie uttered as he was crying loudly…..

He took a deep breath as he may not be sure if Sofia is true to herself…. He will do everything and anything to his power to see Sofia's true color…. Then he remembered Autumn… Autumn who resembles Luna in all features…. He will investigate about her…. His gut instinct tells him that Luna and Autumn are the same... he will get his wife back…. He will get his Luna back to his life….. then he gazes to Luna's diary and uttered the words….. YOU ARE MINE LUNA…..ONLY MINE….