Chapter 2 : ready to move on

After Qin jianxi's father's funeral she tries to grieve in a very different way bumpy going to classes doing anything possible not to stay idle , but she still tries to check up on her mom from time to time but in general everyone was busy trying to heal individually and not collectively which made it hard for her mom. The club had become a regular spot for Qin jianxi as it was from her classes straight to the club almost every day , s*x was a very normal thing for her and she did not care what others thought of her while still trying to heal in the wrong way.

One evening after class she receives a call from her sister Qin xiao Lin calls her. Her ver the phone Qin jianxi could hear some noise and was wondering what the noise is about her sister tells her that their mother is in the hospital and this makes her very anxious, she is now in the hospital looking for her family when she finally gets to them she inquires about the situation and she is told that their mom had a stroke and she might not survive it and upon receiving this news Qin jianxi heart feels like it is breaking and not pieces and she has no where to run to and she starts to weep furiously unfortunately for her and her siblings her mom died and now that are all automatically orphans , they carry on with the funeral process and after everything her siblings decide to send her to country N so she does not grieve too much and this sounded like an escape route for Qin jianxi. Upon getting to country N it was not too bad she made friends easily and it was quite peaceful for her but that did not stop her from trying to heal wrongly, the first time she had any sexual encounter in country N was with Daniel , he is a dark skinned 6 foot 4 inches man who is never ready for any commitment, they meet at a very popular club in the area and Daniel goes up to her and asks for her name which she changed upon her arrival at country N , she responds saying her name is Catherine and they talk about a lot of things and Daniel asks her if she would like to come over to his house which she agrees to upon getting to the house she is surprised at how big the house is , when they get inside there is no one to be seen at all excep the security who opened the gate earlier. Daniel offers her wine which she accepts and they both get even drunk. After getting her drunk Daniel asks her if she takes drugs but she refuses instead she goes to him and kisses him and they both start to get rough with each other. Qin jianxi wraps her leg around Daniel's waist and they start to take each other's clothe off and continue kissing each other. The sex was a very rough one has Daniel kept going fast and hard , Catherine screams and moan filled the room and they continued with different positions till the next morning. Upon waking up ( I will be addressing her as cathrine for the rest of the novel ) Catherine dresses up and leave without saying anything to Daniel which surprises him but he promises to find her