Do you know every night I dream of you?
Missing the warmth of your hands upon mine.
Do you know how much I think of you?
So much it has become my pastime.
Are you aware of how often I drown?
Inside the perfect amber eyes every time.
My mind is clouded with visions of yours,
For other thoughts I don't have the time.
Haven't you noticed how we belonged together?
Happy together?
Endlessly I want to feel your touch,
And to be always on your mind.
But it's not possible,
It's never gonna be possible.
I hate this feeling
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I still love you
I hate that I still want you and never get over you.
Ahh!!!! I am so idiot.
I hate myself too.