CHAPTER 3

"How was the wedding?"

I just rolled my eyes at Aeron. He's still pissing me about Ryder and that wedding. I don't know what's up on him that he always saying that we should do honeymoon. Duh?Why I should do that if i reserved it for the man I will love for the rest of my life—Uhh! Corny!

Actually, I thought before that maybe Aeron is the one for me but I think he doesn't like me at all? Aeron is good-looking that make the woman gazed at him. I don't know how we met but the important thing is we're happy being bestfriends.

We're here at the reception of the wedding. I think they rented this whole hotel because I didn't saw someone I don't know. Maraming businessman ang nakakalat at ang iba naman ay mga kilala sa politika. I saw my parents with some politicians.

"What if tayo ang ikakasal? Masaya kaya tayo? I mean, matagal na tayong magkakilala, right?" He said that make me looked at him.

I think he was joking but I saw some sincerity in his eyes. Pinag-isipan ko ang sinabi niya. Almost 5 years na kaming mag-bestfriend at parang awkward naman kung magiging kami. I mean, we started at friends at kailanman hindi ko naisip na magiging kami.

"Kahit matagal kayong magkakilala, sa akin parin ang bagsak niya." Someone interrupt us.

I saw Ryder walking towards us. He was holding a champagne glass. Pinalibot niya ang braso sa bewang ko at hinila palapit sa kanya causing my head dropped on his chest. Because of that I heard the beat of his heart, it's fast. It's faster than the normal beat.

"Dahil gagawa ako ng paraan para magkakilala kami at maging kami until the end." He added causing me to looked at his face.

"Calm down, bro. I was just joking!" Aeron raised his both hands like surrendering. He was smirking as he looked at Ryder.

"Good. Because I don't want to share my wife. She's mine." He said. Hinatak niya ako palayo kay aeron. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta pero hinayaan ko nalang siya.

Tinahak namin ang isang hall way. There's a lot of paintings on the wall. Masasabi kong maganda ang hotel na nirentahan nila. We entered one of the doors. As we entered the room, I nearly dropped my jaw.

The room was amazing! There's a king size bed covered by white matress. May sariling comfort room din ang kuwarto and to my surprise, mayroong bath tub doon! Inilibot ko pa ang sarili at natagpuan kong nasa loob na ako ng isang walk-in closet. May mga damit na ding nakahanda at halos magningning ang mga mata ko ng makitang halos lahat ay binili sa kilalang brand.

"You like it?" I heard Ryder voice at my back. I don't bother my self to look at him dahil busy pa ang mga mata ko sa pagsuri ng kuwarto.

"I love it!" I exclaimed.

I almost gasp when he hugged me from behind. I blush when I remember the scene that I watch on the porn movie. Diba ganito iyon tapos bigla nalang aakitin ng lalaki yung babae para ano.. Argh! I'm just exaggerating things!

His hug make me uncomfortable pero hindi ko iyon pinahalata.He showered my neck a few kisses. Shit! I'm having goosebumps here!He sucked the skin on my neck causing me to winced in pain.

"That marked was from Ryder smith as your husband." He whispered before facing me and sealing my lips on a kiss. It wasn't tender but It was passionate.

I don't know how to kiss dahil gaya ng sinabi niya, I'm inexperienced. His kiss was drowning and I can't help but to moan inside his mouth.

"Open your mouth, baby." He said between our kiss. I do what he said. I opened my mouth welcoming his kisses.

He pushed his tounge inside my mouth, exploring me. I encircled my arms around his neck while the kiss deepened. Hinapit niya ako palapit sa kanya causing me to feel what in his pants. What is that? Why it's hard and big? Meron bang sakit na tinatago si Ryder na ayaw niyang ipaalam sa akin?

"Wait, may sakit ka ba na tinatago sa akin?" I asked as I ended the kiss we share.

Nagtatakang tumingin siya sa akin then shooked his head. Kung wala eh bakit may bukol siya sa pants niya? Hindi ko naman masasabing yung 'ano' nila iyon dahil sa napanood ko is hindi naman malaki yung sa lalaki. Yung napanood ko kasi parang middle finger lang ang haba. So it's impossible that bulge in his pants was his manhood.

Hinawakan ko ang bukol na iyon. "So, what is this?" I asked as I massaged it. Gusto ko sanang pisilin kaso baka mainfection pa siya. "Why there's a bulge on your pants? Imposible namang ito yung 'ano' mo dahil imposible talaga." I added as I trying to figured out what it is. Hawak hawak ko parin iyon.

I looked at him.Halos malaglag ang panga ko ng nakita kong nakatingala siya at nakapikit. His face was full of lust. Ahmm, Anong ginagawa niya? Tinatanong ko siya tapos wala naman siyang maisagot. Tapos makikita ko nalang siyang nakapikit at nakatingala?

"Hoy!" I called him.

Ibinaba naman niya ang tingin sa akin.Mapupungay ang mata niya ngayon and I saw some emotion. He was still not answering kaya sa tingin ko masakit yung bukol niya.

"Oh my gosh! Sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you!" I exclaimed. Did I hurt his bukol down there? Bakit hindi niya sinabi na masakit pala! Edi dapat hindi ko na hinawakan.

"Oh, no! Masarap nga yung ginagawa mo, eh! You should massage it para gumaling na. Sabi kasi ng doktor kailangan yan ng masahe pero wala namang magaling magmasahe so hindi ko na pinamasahe." He explained. Matagal niya na pala itong iniinda? Bakit hindi siya nagsabi sa parents niya?

I put my hands again on that big bulge and massage it carefully. Mahirap na baka mamatay pa ito dahil sa akin. I wonder kung anong itsura ng bukol niya pero hindi na ako nagtangka na tingnan. Baka hindi lang bukol niya ang makita ko.

"Ahh… Baby.. Keep doing that." He murmured. Takhang napatingin ako sa kanya pero ngumiti lang siya at sinabing ipagpatuloy ko lang.

I keep doing that until we heard a knock. Ryder groaned in disappointment but I don't know why. I wish gumaling na iyong bukol niya. I saw his mother outside at ipinapatawag lang niya si Ryder.

His mother was smirking at me. I don't know why she was doing that.

"Doing the honeymoon, ha?" His mother laugh earning a glare from Ryder.

Honeymoon? Wala naman kaming ginagawa ah? I just massaging the bulge on Ryder thigh. Gusto ko sanang kumontra at sabihin ang karamdaman ni Ryder sa nanay niya. But, naunahan akong magsalita ni ryder.

"We're not doing the honeymoon, mom. She just massaging me.Right, baby?" He asked at tanging tango lang ang isinagot ko. Lumapit si ryder sa akin at itinapat ang labi sa tenga ko. "Huwag mong sabihin na may bukol ako. Ayaw kong pag-alalahanin sila." He whispered then playfully tapped my shoulder.

"Pero—"

"See you later, baby!"He cut me of then leave me alone. I don't know what's on the endearment but I just ignore it.

I lay my body on the bed. I'm just thinking kung bakit hindi niya sinasabi sa magulang niya na may sakit pala siya? Paano kung mamatay siya tapos hindi malaman ang dahilan? I just shooked my head. Hindi na dapat pa akong makielam sa problema nila dahil may sarili din akong problemang haharapin.

I reached for my phone at tiningnan kung may messgaes ba ako. Tanging message lang ni Aeron na sinasabing video call daw kami. I accept his invitation and later on I saw his face on my screen. He was still in the reception.

"Oh, akala ko gumagawa na kayo ng milagro?" He teased and then laugh. I rolled my eyes on him. Inaasar na naman ako tungkol doon.

"Sorry to burst your bubbles pero hindi pa." I smirked at him.

"Hindi pa? May mangyayari pa lang?" He laugh again. Nakakagigil talaga itong lalaking toh. Kung pwede lang sakalin hanggang mamatay, eh.

I just ignore him. Pwede ko kaya siyang tanungin tungkol sa bukol? Lalaki din siya, diba? Baka alam niya yung tungkol sa sakit ni Ryder. Pero baka magalit si Ryder sa akin kapag pinaalam ko sa iba yung sikreto niya.

Bahala na! Hindi naman sasabihin ni Aeron na sinabi ko sa kanya yung sikreto eh. I sighed.

"Aeron, Huwag mong sasabihin ito kahit kanino ah? Secret lang natin toh." Hininaan ko ang boses ko dahil baka may makarinig sa akin.

"What is it?" He asked.Gone the playful Aeron. Napalitan na iyon ng seryoso.

"It's about Ryder. Kasi kanina may bukol siya, as in sobrang laki! Then, hindi niya sinasabi sa parents niya about doon. I massaged it to ease the pain." Kwento ko sa kanya. He listen carefully.

"Saan ba yung bukol niya?" He asked after a few seconds.

"Sa gitna ng hita niya." I said.

Katahimikan ang bumalot sa amin at walang nagsalita. I thought nag-iisip siya ng isasagot pero bigla nalang siyang tumawa ng malakas. Uh? Anong problema niya?

"Tangina, minasahe mo talaga?" Tatawa tawang tanong niya pa at tumango ako. "Gago ka! Si junior niya yun!" Tumawa ulit siya ng napakalakas at nakita ko sa likod niya na napatingin na rin sa kanya yung ibang guest.

But wait? Junior? It means yun yung ano niya? Bakit malaki?

"Bye muna! Tinatawag na ako!" He ended the call. I just stare at the screen of the phone.

I tried to search on google at tiningnan ko pa ang images at yun nga yung ano niya! Shit! Oh my gosh! Did I massage his manhood? Nagpaniwala talaga akong bukol iyon?

My hands not virgin anymore and I want to slap Ryder! Fuck him! But I can't help my self to think na kung labas palang ng pantalon niya eh malaki na, paano pa kaya kung live?

Argh! Nalason na ata ang utak ko dahil doon! Humanda ka talaga Ryder smith!!