ANGELINA ~
I rubbed my eyes and sighed loudly. Straining my hand, I reached for the glass of water. The phone beside the untouched cookies showed it was midnight. Almost three hours since I walked into the apartment, with my head hung low, my mind full of thoughts of him, of what I said, of what I asked. It was impossible for him to give me such a thing. I knew it very well, had the knowledge of it even before the thought came to my mind but still, even knowing the consequences, I said it. I asked him to give up either on his old life or myself. I told him to choose between me and the impossible thing. And I was very well aware that this time, he won't choose me.
Just like one year ago, when he chose his revenge over my love. This time, he will choose his old life over me, and I was convincingly happy about it.