Teaching of Love
Love is something which everyone finds or wants to find, in today's generation love is spread like some fashion statement which one tried and seeing that one trying this new thing other got interested in it as well . I compared Love with some fashion statement because it is similar to it as one fashion goes out of trend newer one comes in fashion and those boys and girls who are just bumping from one person to other some due to genuine reason while other due to sharpen their skills of flirt .
But whatever the conditions are Love is the most beautiful part of our lives , a person who's in love or have started to fall for someone knows how his/er morning starta with a Zephyr entering their bedroom through the window of their room having a sweet and strong smell of their Love or Lover that smell not just brings person from subconscious to concious state but also let their emotions of love to awaken, this Zephyr sets the sleepy minds free and fills the images of one's Lover and also brings in some memory of past days.
The spirit of Romance becomes activated and starts to boost one's agility and ability to Romance
The night ends with whole long conversation with your lover ( for those who are in one sided affairs for them these conversation happens only in their dreams and not in reality but those who are couples then they need not to worry about whether it's a dream or reality they simply had to talk , understand and act ) and sometimes the few instances that are just to hard to let go followed by certain mind blowing accidents which causes severe lack of sleep or may even results in sleepless nights for few days or weeks depending upon the the extent of accident as well as upon the frequency of occurring those accidents .
Raman our so called champion who had never scored a zero in any condition but coming to love he never dared to score even a single Goal ( harsh but truth , facts and figures don't lie ) . Raman was so busy in his life's day to day activities and his daily routine is something like this
4:30 am - Raman used to wake up in morning or dawn .
5:00 am - He used to go for his morning exercise routine which comprises of stretching , running , push-ups, sit-ups , Exercise for strong legs , kicking practice and some other exercises as well .
6:30 am - He used to return home them he used to mop his room , wash his clothes afterwards he took bath
While listening songs over radio .
7:15 am - time for lunch and he used to have a great quantity as well quality food.
8:00 am - He used to leave for school
( His school going time varied a lot as sometimes he used to go to school at about 7:30 am only just to dedicate an extra hour for his practice )
2:00 pm- he used to be back home and have some rest
3:30 pm - he used to play with boys of his nearby neighborhood other Games like Cricket , Kho Kho and Chess for fun .
4:30 pm - he came back home , he used to complete his homework ( he only used to think about completing but he never did and sometimes if he wanted to then the questions were beyond his ability )
7:00 pm - his father used to be back home so he used to watch TV at this time only with his father and most of the time his father used to watch those debates between political party spokespersons ( which I never was able to understand because most of the time they used to abuse each other's leaders for their actions and which always ended without any conclusion ) and sometimes old retro era movies , Raman liked none of these he was only interested in Watching Football games or Listening music and
By 9:30-10:00 pm he went to sleep.
He never had girl-friends in school and he barely talked to any girl in the school , in his life presence of girls was same as water in desert or burning fire in North Pole ( for example we can compare his life with a Mechanical Engineer also ) , he never had any attachments or crushes no nothing and all he had find to fall in for was his love for football for which he was extremely dedicated and invested his most time in .
"Her name is Sabina "- Nadeem replied to Raman when for the first time ever he decided to tell Raman about his Love Life before this they never have had any conversation on such a topic and if they ever had talked about girls was just to make fun of them and most of the time they talked about girls in anger when teachers used to avoid punishing them for their mistakes or faults just because they're girls like other boys ( During my school time even I used to dislike this fact about the girls that they can do any freakin thing and play their safe card by saying I'm Girl but as grown and mature men I totally understand the importance of respect given to girls but the fact is this respect was, is restricted to school and colleges but this doesn't exist in our mind on social grounds ! ).
Nadeem had been in love with a girl 2 years ago and according to Nadeem it was his True Love but Raman was in shock and absolutely shaken to hear this Love thing from a guy like Nadeem who is not just his very Good friend but also the class topper someone whom all teachers desired about becoming a great scientist or a great doctor and achieving something Extraordinary in these fields and making our country proud forever but here the situation was completely opposite this bright future of our country , the future scientist , the future doctor was setting his future somewhere else and when Raman asked about her name Nadeem had replied with "Sabina" this made him completely sure that really it was his True Love
" She had been my neighbor from the time we shifted from our old house to current house of mine . Every morning she used to wake up early in the morning so that she can perform "Azaan " ( a way to worship Allah , The Azaan is an Islamic call delivered by a muezzin (the person who recites the Azan) from the mosque five times a day. ) and every morning I used to wake up the same time just to see her performing Azaan and it made me feel that I performed mine as if worshipped my God , she used to do perform her Azaan sitting nearby to window of her room which was in direction facing my Veranda and I used to see her performing Azaan so gracefully with a divine glow on her face and she being in peace . That was a magical kick start to my every morning , When we didn't knew each other she never came to wished me Good Morning and SalaamWaleykum after performing Azaan but by the time we became friends everyday after Azaan she used to come to window to say SalaamWaleyqum to me and in return to which I used to reply Waleyqum assalam and Mashallah "- Nadeem said all with him being in completely in nostalgia of her first love .
"How was she ? Beautiful ? "- Raman inquired about her looks
"It would be like doubting God and his art , she was not just Beautiful but more than Beautiful let me explain you how she used to look .
She used to wear Burqa so only her face was that was clearly visible to me but yes I know she had long or longer hairs, her eyes were extremely magical when she used to open her eyes the world used to lighten up and when she used to close her eyes it felt like sun has gone for a nap and darkness has spread around us , her lips were red like rose petals ( this is because she might be using some good lipsticks ) and in my view the only reason why god has given her lips is to Adore the most beautiful smile in the world the smile which made my entire day so Beautiful and fruitful also with her smile the flowers used to bloom up with remarkable beauty in it , the peacocks started to dance , like the spring season is back in calendar , the sky becomes clear and blue like it jad never had been , so pleasing and so amazing. Her heart as pure and Beautiful as Lotus , Her character as pure as Azaan , She's not less than an Angel to me . I still Love her !"- Nadeem explained in detail about his Love with whole lot's of emotions
"Wow my god!, I think you can Penn down a entire book on her beauty !, But what exactly happened to your story ? Why you and Sabina are not together ?"- Raman inquired curiously without being serious as he was kind of enjoying all this
"So let me start from the beginning we became friends a year ago but you know I was in love with her deeply . We used to share everything from our schools to family , almost everything very openly without any hesitation she used to discuss all her problems and I used to advice her how to deal with them not only this we even used study together and with a sense of competition in which I always had perform slight better than her as I was quite fast . We celebrated Eid together and gifted each other books of our favorite writers , those were not just books they had taught us something which we can use for becoming a great human being ."
" One day when I was returning from school she was waiting for me at nearby Dosa corner -It was basically junk food stall providing free ticket to your nearby hospital and sometimes a direct ticket to heaven , this Dosa corner was very popular among youngsters especially between lovers as this place was quite and allowed lovers to spend time with their love and nurture their boyfriend's/ girlfriend's without any hesitations , the atmosphere inside this shop was not like that of regular shops, as the shop owner Pritam bhai was fond of Romantic Bollywood songs and Poems and that's why the only sound one can hear from at a far distance was that of Romantic and Soulful songs not only this during night time or evening Pritam bhai used to lighten up the stall with pink lighting to make it look like Lover's Heaven. Pritam Bhai was very lenient with his customers and he treated all boys and Girls as his friend and everyone was die hard fan of his cooking . The shop lies in a shortcut route to my home so my encounter with Pritam bhai and his shop was common and that to on everyday basis and that's why only Pritam bhai knew me very well . As i reached near to shop I saw Sabina standing outside the stop amd seeing me coming she became happy and asked me to sit with her and company her at lunch but I was in hurry I had assignments to complete also i had to take much needed short nap and most importantly my mother was waiting for me at lunch but Sabina insisted me to compny her as everyone there was with someone and she was the only person who had come alone to eat food and ahe was hungry as well which was above than all other reason . After lot's of this and that I decided to stay there and accompanied her the most tastiest food that i eat almost every other day . Sabina was all appraised of food but she thanked me from bottom of her heart for being able to help her out when she needed help.
One night she signaled me from her window to meet her at the common terrace of our houses, at 9pm. In our society this time is considered to be quite late to meet any friend and especially if that friend is girl, I was only thinking about Sabina, why she asked me to meet at terrace?,
I was trying to figure out all probable reasons for which she would have asked me but none of them suited the time slot she has chosen. Maybe, she have bought some new books or, her father had gifted her new dress or, she had learned something new from Television, Allah this was full of tension etc ...
As I reached the terrace she was there waiting for me and seeing me she smiled and whispered in my ears "We have to bunk our respective classes as we are going to watch a movie and movie features my favourite Shah Rukh Khan , don't be late I have already booked seats for both of us for 1 show in Mohan Cinema , ok Good night " and she ran back towards her house . Next morning I left home in school dress and then changed my dress from formal to informal one at nearby Public toilet as I reached she was standing outside the Mohan Cinema waiting for me afterwards we both entered together amd sat at our respective seats . I usually found Shah Rukh Khan and his films quite boring but seeing Sabina Laughing and smiling throughout all of sudden my reactions also started to change and I saw that in few moments I was also enjoying his dialogues and soon I felt the energy he brought on screen with his character .
When this song 'Iss Pyaar se meri taraf na dekho Pyar ho jayega ' started to play on screen I saw every was reciting the lyrics of the song like a hymn and Sabina was no exception in the crowd , I noticed Sabina's reaction very closely and kept my eyes on her but she was lost in the song and it might be possible that this song took Sabina into a different world ( world of thoughts and imaginations where one is detached from real world and goes into a what we called a imaginary world , we all have been there Right? ) and I noticed very carefully that her eyes didn't blinked even for once , she really Loved Shah Rukh Khan . When we were finished watching the film I told Sabina how much she was involved in the film that she ignored whatever I said and to which she blushed and giggled .
"You were so lost in that song , you liked it so much that you ignored me and my questions completely " I asked Sabina
"Yes that song was so Romantic I was astonished by it , I felt Romancing my Lover " replied Sabina while giggling
"So what kind of guy you are looking for to Romance with " I enquired her in hope of her taking my name or even indirectly describing about me
"Just like Shah Rukh Khan "she tackled my question by repling in a fun manner
"She had this guy named Ajit in her life whom she had always seen as friend but that guy had some other thoughts about her , he used to follow her , he used to tell her again and again that how much he loves her and she always asked him to hold his horses as she didn't feel like that way about her and she only wants to be friends with him but that guy wanted to be sabina's boyfriend at any cost . One day Sabina told me everything about this guy and asked me to help her out to get rid of this guy and make him understand that she is not interested in falling in love with him, I didn't know what to do as I have no experience about all these things I had never done this before but I thought if I didn't do it today tomorrow he will become a bigger problem to both Sabina and me and there are chances of Sabina getting attracted towards him ( because Ajit was like pain though she was suffering from it but what if she started adoring her pain and that suffering turns out into Loving ) so I decided to find the most viable solution to this problem or tge Best remedy for this pain so that it can never come back again. I asked Sabina to go to school and ask him to come with her as if she has something important to say but not inside the school but outside when school will be over
" But why outside the school why not in school only ? What's that which you cannot talk in school but outside the school ?" - Ajit questioned Sabina as she acted as per plan
"If you want to know about my feelings of Love and who's in my heart? you have to come with me after school !" - Sabina replied
"Ok if it's about your feelings then for sure I will come with you !"- Ajit
After school both Ajit and Sabina came out together exactly the same place which I and Sabina had decided and seeing me standing next to the taxi which I myself had booked for two of us Sabina came towards me and wished me Good Afternoon and then called Ajit to meet me
"Ajit meet my soon to be husband Nadeem , the most loving and caring human being that I ever met in my entire life . He loves me so much that when he is with me I forget about my mom and dad , i forget about all those pains and troubles , he makes me smile and laugh , he cares so much about me and he takes care of me like a little baby . At first I thought all these emotions are not real but fake but after I started spending every evening with him I realized how generous and loving person he is! . He loves me so much and his Love's pure and soulful . I just want to say Nadeem , I Love You ." - Sabina told Ajit but before she can say anything Ajit himself left from there and we both felt relaxed and took the taxi to be back home "- Nadeem explained
"What happened next ?"- Raman asked
"Well her words somewhere created doubts in my mind as she was so real in her dialouge delivery and all her emotions were top class that is why I had to ask her what does she means by all these? "- Nadeem
"Whatever you just said for me was just dialogues or does it really has something to with your feelings ?" - Nadeem questioned the behaviour of Sabina
"What you mean by that ?"- Sabina asked Nadeem
"Ohh I get it ! Now your thinking I might fall in Love with you , right? . Its not going to happen anyway!. I don't love you and you too delete these kinds of thought from your mind forever and please Nadeem don't spoil our friendship " - Sabina answered her question by her own and it's not simply a answer to question it's like slapping your answer on someone's soft and white cheeks and all of a sudden Nadeem's Jolly and enthusiastic mood turned into that of a sad one , about 5 mins before asking this question Nadeem was lost in his own imaginary world
"If she says yes whatever she had said came right from her heart and those are her true emotions what she actually feels about me , I will take her out for lunch at McDonald's right now then after I will also take her out for a romantic movie which I had never liked before but now it's my priority , She loves Shah Rukh Khan which means even I have to Love Shah Rukh Khan from now onwards and I don't mind considering him as my mentor of Romance and Love , from Now I have to dedicate an hour more for her as from now we will not just be friends but Lovers , but I had to hide all this from my friends because once they get to know about my relationship not only they will make fun of me but also they will insist to meet Sabina and some friends may even start designing as their sister-in-law ( Bhabhiji ) but I don't want to feel her awkward about all these stuffs and I will tell my friends about my relationship once she is stable and comfortable with certain designations and most importantly now I had to say I Love You and reply I Love You Too someone else other than my parents . I think Allah had blessed me with Love !"- Nadeem in his own imaginary world talking to himself about the Love which he was confident about but all these imagination soon went into a bin as soon as Sabina explained Nadeem what she did was acting and she didn't Love Nadeem at all .
"So your story ended here only? " - Raman asked Nadeem
"No my dear friend , story didn't ended but actually real story begans from here ! " - Nadeem replied with a smile on his face
"What?, I mean How ?" - Raman questioned Nadeem in Shock
" So after that incident I was so hurt , I was feeling really sad about whole incident and I was extremely angry with Sabina that I decided to never meet Sabina again in my entire life no matter what happens ! . I didn't went to study with her in evenings , I started to wake up late so that I can't see her face in the morning during Azaan , I didn't went to terrace of my house to see her there and even I didn't cared about wishing her 'Eid Mubarak' on the occasion of Eid , I really acted tough as much as I can but I knew very well my Attitude and my Toughness would not last too long and that happened . One day while I was coming back home after school she find me out in this game of Hide and Seek
" Why you had been not meeting me and hiding from me as if I am some monster and if I find you anywhere I will eat you , why are you running away from me ?"- Sabina asked me with whole lot's of concern and anger
"I'm not running away but making sure that I don't focus on getting something which is not mine and it never will be ,I don't want to fall in the category of Ajit and I don't want to be Ajit 2"- I replied
"Ohh , now I got to know the reason why you have been running away from me and why you feel that I'm going to let you fall in Ajit's place but for that you have to talk to me and tell about everything you feel like before !" -Replied Sabina with much more calm with smile and in manner to tease me
"So that means you too have feelings for me much the same way I feel for you ?"- I asked her
"Why your train is running on the wrong track for quite sometimes now , I do have feelings for you but only as my good friend , I can't love you or anybody else !"- Sabina replied in a sad tone and I can feel her voice getting deepen reflecting that she had some heart ache
"Why ?, are you really getting married ?"- I asked and then she suddenly broke down into tears and seeing a girl cry everyone around us gave me an intense look as if i was harassing her in public and seeing all this drama I asked Sabina to come with me to a nearby coffee shop were we can sit and talk without paying attention to who's been looking us and why ?
"Sabina please don't cry , have some water first , just relax a bit and tell me everything about this no Love ideology and if you say we can talk while having some food ?!" - I did whatever I can to relax her , I have never seen her cry before , her tears made my rough and tough attitude to vanish in seconds like Woosh !!. After she became normal she told me the story about this No Love philosophy but after she completed her story the time was for me to cry and that to keep crying forever .
"What exactly was her story ?" Raman asked Nadeem to elaborate while he was shocked
"When I told you I can't love you it simply means Love is not there in my Life and I am not part of anyone's life . I like you Nadeem but I can't hurt you , I can't hurt someone who I know loves me unconditionally and always makes me laugh and cares about me more than my parents , Nadeem you taught me about being competitive and that to with Gratitude . My life is to short to spend with you or anyone else . I don't want you to Love me and that's why that day ( when Nadeem met Ajit outside Sabina's school ) when you asked me about my feelings and validity of all the words o used infront of Ajit then I was left with no option but to behave so rude with you that you never come back to me , but in past few days i have realized that I too have become so much attached to you and you have are deep inside my mind like habit or some powerful thought . Nadeem now whatever I am going to say is a answer to your question ,this might shock you and you might feel anger , you might not be able to handle this but I have to tell you because I don't want to feel betrayed but you have to promise one thing to me that you will not get emotional and you will not get disturbed about this fact , Promise me !" - Sabina said
"But what is that , how can I make promise about something I don't know , you tell me first and ager that I will decide how I should react about all this !" I replies with an intense look and my voice slightly raised
" No you have to , it is about me and all those answer you wanted now you have to listen to all what I am saying and do it fast , Come on !"- Sabina replied making it clear she doesn't want my views but to agrees whatever she was saying
"Ok if this satisfies you than I Promise about I will not get emotional !"- I said
"Thank you! for understanding me , last year when I was in the school I felt pain in my stomach but I ignored it, I thought It's just because of food i had night before also i never felt hungry during these days and always when Ammi used to ask about having food and I always replied My stomach is full , the pain kept coming back again and again and one day pain was so intense that I wasn't able to handle it and my parents quickly took me to hospital where I got hospitalized , they did about 15 tests of mine and didn't allowed me to eat solid food until the final report came , The doctor called my parents in his cabin and explained everything about my condition also revealed to my Parents that I was diagnosed with an second stage of Stomach Cancer and if not cured under proper treatment I will die . Hearing about cancer my parents were in deep sorrow and they were emotionally shattered and they thought that I will die . It was the most difficult for them to tell me about my condition , they were continually praying for me , my father was trying to contact all those who can help him out in this situation , my mother was deeply hit by this news that she become unconscious several times . When i asked my father he told me it's just a regular disease my while mother didn't said anything but was continually held my hand in her hand but soon after Doctor uncle came and told me that I am tested positive for stomach cancer , listening this news again my father walked out of the room with tears in his eyes on the hand I was crying hugging my mother and she was crying as well doctor uncle asked both of us to relax a bit as there is lots of hope for curing this disease but we didn't paid any attention ." - Sabina explained me everything
"So now you know why I can't love even if I want to because Almighty had not blessed me this much of luck , Nadeem if you still don't want to talk with me its totally fine . I hope you understand ." -sabina made this statement with whole lots of sarcasm and Love
"Im so sorry for my behaviour please forgive me Sabina , I'm so bad , I'm really bad , I don't deserve to be your friend !. I will pray Allah to show some mercy on you , you are my love and I can't live with you ,if you are going to die anytime soon then the I can't live my life. without you and no one can never be my love or lover never ever again !"- I replied emotionally and my eyes were wet , something inside me telling me this shouldn't happen , I was getting stressed up and frustrated for first time in my life
"Stop it ,I'm not going anywhere but just for my treatment in Mumbai " -she replied
"Really ?"- suddenly a ray hope was in front of me and I can smile a bit
"Yes!, My doctor has suggested my family to go for the treatment of cancer in Kokilaben Hospital in Mumbai as soon as possible because it's not last stage but second stage cancer which can be cured if treated within certain time limit and with proper measures and prevention ,only than I would be able to live like a normal nd healthy person "- Sabina added to her statement
"When wil you come back ?"- I asked Sabina with my eyes full of tears and my heart was beating faster and faster
"Very soon ,but you have to promise me one thing after me you will take care of yourself and don't pray for me don't hope that I will be alive just be the same as you are . Promise me even if I'm dead you will live life freely and happily not only for yourself but for me as well , i will live with every breath of yours , I will laugh with every smile , I will cry with every tears of yours , I will see the beauty of this world with your eyes , with every heart beat of yours I will feel the life in me . I will explore the world with your mind . I am in you more than myself and I know this. "
"Just one last thing Nadeem if we are destinated to be together then nothing will happen to me and I will be back home again like I used to be but if something happens to me.....
I don't Nadeem whether it's our last meeting or there are many more to come but if will be fine then my only dream would be to spent rest of my life with you "Sabina shooked hands with Nadeem and smiled at him and then she left for her journey .
Nadeem cried and cried because of her unending journey and also because of his rude behaviour as he was blaming himself for all this situation , Nadeem was upset with himself for not being along with his Love and someone whom he had loved more than his life but all of sudden he remembered her words about Whatever she had said explained that she loved him so much, she cared about Nadeem like a little kid and that's why she had asked Nadeem to smile and always be happy no matter what the situation is also last but not the least she accepted to be Nadeem's life partner .
Nadeem became so emotional that eventually a tear felt off from his eye
Listening such a detailed explanation about Sabina and seeing his friend becoming emotional about that girl Raman felt bad but he was unable to control himself as he was constantly smiling while Nadeem was explaining about her beauty and their so called relationship but he bursted into laughter after Nadeem completed telling his story which Nadeem didn't like even a bit and he find this behavior of Raman quite disgusting and disrespectful but soon Raman controlled himself and became quite seeing the anger over his friend's face
"Sorry ! Friend but I still can't believe that you are the same Nadeem whom I and whole school knows as brilliant and most brightest student of our school and that brilliant student is now here tell ing me that he loved someone more than his life and can do anything for her ?. Please don't get me wrong Nadeem but think about someone whom you admire or respect due to something they really good at and then suddenly one day you get to know about them that they had been fooling you all these past years and they are not worth to stand any expectations ." - Raman replied after listening to Nadeem and his feelings about Sabina
"So you think that I betrayed everyone including you, our teachers and entire school ?
How stupid you sound Raman ?, How a man or women becomes a betrayer if he/she loves someone ?, Please Explain Mr Raman Pal !" - Replied Nadeem angrily to Raman way the Raman reacted to Nadeem's story
"No No Nadeem you are taking my views in wrong way , you are not understanding what I am saying !.
I didn't meant that whatever happened with you was right or you don't deserve to be loved by someone but what I meant was you must have think about your family and teachers as they have lot's of expectations from you. It's not bad to love someone but what I think our boards are very near and one wrong decision will cause us a lifetime regret ."- Raman elaborated his views very calmly in a soft tone and with expression of concerned on his face for his friend as if he understands what his friend must have gone through
"Why people feel that Love only creates distractions ?, In my case the person whom I have loved had always asked me to focus on study even the reason behind our friendship was our study and because of which I started concentrating more and more on my studies and that to with a great interest . You were talking about family, teachers and schools and their expectations then let me tell you Raman that even our physics teacher had done Love Marriage and 80% of the teachers in our school are Married if they had felt the need of life partner than I am no different than them I am more like them . Raman even if you have not asked me about focusing on carrier and nothing else than to I would have kept my aim high and above all other things in my life because I know how to handle everything and I was just doing the same . "- Replied Nadeem trying to sound calm but still looked angry on Raman
"But I think you forgot that you are first my best friend than my classmate , I didn't expected this type of behaviour from you not in even my worst nightmares . I thought you will support me as ever in this situation as well but you were laughing instead of asking about how I had felt when Sabina left me with an unreliable promise of coming back , I thought seeing me like this ( teary eye, heartfelt anf deeply Sad about Sabina's condition ) you will ask me to go and meet her before she dies . You were the first person whom I decided to share my feelings because I thought you respect me and you understand me but you proved me wrong .... You proved md wrong Raman "- said Nadeem with tears falling from his eyes
"No Nadeem it's not the way you are thinking I said all these things just because I have concern for you and your family , you are like family to me and how in this world I or anyone wouldn't stand for his/er family in the situations when your family needs you the most . I was , I am and I will be with you and especially in the situations where you need me most , please don't say that I don't respect you and your feelings or I don't stand with you in this case Nadeem my friendship with you is not for a while but from very beginning of our schooling days and we have been together and with each other at times when anyone of us needed the other . "
"Yes you are right we have stand for each other at times Raman but not this time , this time it doesn't means anything to you how I felt or how I might be feeling right now and if really would have meant anything to you then certainly you didn't have laughed so badly at my condition and my feelings for someone. Raman you not only disrespected me and Sabina but also you insulted my feelings , you made fun of her life taking disease and I can't bare someone who used to be my best friend to insult someone and her health whom I love so much . " - replied Nadeem Angrily not finding necessary to make a eye contact with Raman and one can see his face turning Red
"Please Nadeem don't talk like that , if my words hearted you or sounded disrespectful please spare me , I apologize for my behaviour Nadeem but trust me neither I wanted to hurt you nor Sabina . Let's just bury this here and let's us both together pray for her well being and ask God to both of you be together forever !"- said Raman in most calm voice just to cool down Nadeem with his body slightly leaned towards Nadeem and his palms joined in Namaste pose.
"I know Raman you are saying this just to calm me down and whatever you said before are the real words you said and how the hell you can understand me when you never had been in love with anyone but sooner or later Raman you will also for someone in your life , you will also love someone more than your life and if you two someday will be apart then that day I will ask you to laugh for your situation as you laughed at me. Until then you stay your way and I will stay the way I want to be "- Nadeem commented and this time with a never seen aggression in his attitude and voice after which he left from there . Raman was standing alone as he saw Nadeem going away and he was continuously thinking about all what Nadeem said in his final comment.