Chapter 14

JUSTIN'S POINT OF VIEW:

I felt really good a few seconds ago, but what's happening to me now?

Why am I in pain?

i screamed as tears kept streaming from my eyes. It hurts so much. I feel like my insides are being torn apart.

I was startled because he suddenly got bigger inside me. I thought he was just about to come, but I was wrong.

He knotted me.

Due to the excruciating pain I felt, I snapped back to reality, regaining my sanity back as if I was never in heat.

"I-It hurts!" I screamed repeatedly. His complexion was pale and he was frozen. He looked so frightened.

"I... I'm so sorry. I d-didn't mean to..." He said as he cupped my cheeks and wiped my tears. It seems like he finally realized the situation and had already processed it. "It hurts so much..." I whispered when my throat started to hurt from screaming. "I'm really sorry, please don't cry," he said and hugged me tightly.

I rested my head on his shoulder and calmed down a bit when I smelled his scent. He smells so good. I can't explain how he smells like, but he smells so calming and comforting that it made me calm down even when I am in deep pain.

We stayed in that position for a few minutes as he rubbed my back. The pain gradually decreased after a few minutes and he took his dick out as soon as I told him I felt better since that would also mean that he had already calmed down.

"I'm really sorry," he said as his eyes trembled while looking at me. Different kinds of emotions can be seen in his face—he looked apologetic, pained, and scared. I shook my head because I knew that even though he was the one who knotted me, I also did something wrong and I was the one who caused this to happen. "I was also at fault. I kept forcing myself on you. I'm sorry," I said, ashamed because of my actions earlier.

"You couldn't think rationally because you were in heat. I took advantage of you. I'm really sorry," he said and lowered his head a bit.

We were silent. The atmosphere was so awkward and it was so quiet to the point where swallowing your saliva could be heard.

Ugh. I regret every action that I did today, damn it. But... I guess he was really good earlier. It felt really... good.

My face flushed at my thoughts and I took three deep breaths to compose myself. Haa... That"s right. I should just calm down.

"S-So..." I broke the awkward silence by speaking again. He tilted his head up to face me as I spoke, but that only made it harder for me to make up something to talk about. "Yeah?" He said as he looked me in the eye. What should I say?

We were silent for a bit as I pondered on what I was going to say to him. It was obvious that I was only trying to change the atmosphere, but he did not say anything about it. "Uh... is it alright if I leave now?" I asked as I gently scratched my cheek with my forefinger.

"O-Oh... yes. Shall I take you home?" He said as his face flushed. He looks so flustered and a few beads of sweat started dripping from his forehead.

"Oh... um..." What am I going to say? Should I say yes? If I do, I'm sure it's going to be so awkward on the way home. Haaa...

"No, it's alright. I'm going to take a shower," I said and immediately headed to the bathroom without even waiting for his response. I really don't know how to talk to him, especially when we already had sex before I even got closer to him. It's like I'm willing to sleep with anyone when I'm in heat. Ugh!

Honestly, I've only slept with my ex boyfriends before and I've only had two exes. I don't sleep around but... why did I throw myself to that alpha? It probably made me look desperate. I mean, I am in heat but... I took some suppressants yesterday.

Ugh, whatever! This is making my head hurt!

I immediately took a shower and he soon took a shower after me. As I heard him showering, a thought suddenly came to my mind.

I should leave.

I hurriedly put my clothes on and grabbed the paper bag where my Mom's gift was. I went to the door, opening and closing it slowly. When I got out, I ran to the elevator and left the motel. I got into a cab and told the driver my address.

"Haa..." I sighed as I closed my eyes tightly. I can't believe I had sex with him.

It was embarrassing enough that I could feel my face heating up as I though about what happened earlier.

I fished my phone from my pocket to call Daryl because I know he's going to get mad if I went home late especially since I did not even inform him where I was going.

With only two rings, he immediately answered the call. "Where are you?!" He yelled frantically over the phone. It felt like my eardrum has been damaged because of the loudness of his voice, that I distanced my phone from my ear. "Calm down. I'm on my way home," I said calmly. "Calm down?! You expect me to calm down in this situation?!" He yelled.

I shoulders drooped because of the anger that I can sense from his voice. The usual calm and cool-headed Daryl was yelling over the phone, clearly fuming mad because of what I did. Of course I knew that he was just worried about me. I mean, how could he not? If we switched places and he was the one in my position, I would have exploded too.

"I... I'm sorry..." I said as I felt my hands getting cold. I'm always like this whenever I'm being scolded or if I have a fight with someone. "Haaa... I'll be waiting for you. Get home safe." He said and sighed once again. "Okay," I answered like a scared puppy being scolded by its owner.

When I arrived home, I immediately went to my room before talking to Daryl since I know he's going to get angrier if he smells Tristan's pheromones on me.

I felt my face heating up as I took my clothes off. I looked at my chest and saw that were were several love bites from him. "Oh no," I muttered to myself when I realized that he was kissing my neck aggressively too. I walked to the mirror right away and looked at my reflection.

"What the..." My mouth gaped open as I looked at my reflection. There were several love bites in my body, but thankfully, there wasn't a bite mark on my neck, which means that he did not mark me.

I let out a sigh of relief and continued changing my clothes. When I finally finished changing, something terrifying suddenly popped into my mind.

He knotted me...

What if... I get pregnant?