YOU MADE LOVE SCARY

It Takes one soul to make another believe in love

It's takes Another to make them give up

It's worse when it's the person who made you love so hard

Makes you hate the thought of being in someone else's arms again

Walking down the beach with interlocked palms

Love is only now a fantasy

A painful fantasy

I used to find it as beautiful as the Galaxy

You proved me wrong,it was only a falacey

You loved a depressed bitch

And to me that made you special

But what made you switch?

Was I just a girl you say you love then Suddenly ditch

Probably you couldn't take my drama

It's not my fault I've faced Alot of trauma

I still gasp in the middle of the night

I still get nightmares

My heart is still heavy with boulders and barrels

I found hope when I found love

Kind kind that angels send from up above

The only one who made the nightmares go away

Who even made me dream of paradise

I felt safe

I felt loved

Thought you helped me with my depression

But you just worsen it

There's nothing worth living for

No essence in life like before

You turned a black princess into a colorful queen

Now am pitch black

I feel low just because I want you back

I want to live, maybe there's hope for us to work out

I want to die but the pain Is so overwhelming

I could take a thousand bad days just to have the few good ones with you

I could forget all you put me through

I could forget all you made me do

I always thought you were the perfect guy

A one of a Kind

That's why I only try to make us work

Maybe we could be the perfect couple

The perfect double