ON DAYS I REMEMBER YOU

After crying the crap out of my eyes

That's when it hit me and I realize

Though you hurt me,your torture was a sweet Paradise

After crying I stare blank

Trying to get myself together

Trying to forget you said always and forever

After crying I actually see the blood

After crying I realized I punched the walls just cause I wished you called

After crying I say"take this pain away lord"

After the breakdown

My heart feels lighter

Then suddenly I feel like a fighter

But the feeling fades

Right after I remember your smile

Right after I remember the dimple on your left cheek

The feeling fades as I remember your graceful gaze

The sound of your laughter echoes in my bedroom

The smell of your cologne on your hoodie

It makes my nose cry

As I hug it and wish it was you

The voices of that agreement that made us grow apart

Feels like bells ringing in my ear

The messages you sent send butterflies to my belly

The flashes of your lips on mine

Drops a tear on my face

The reality without you is like a sharp sword thrusting in my heart

The wishes of us being ok

Will forever remain a fantasy

A bitter sweet fantasy

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