take me back to the night we met

TOPIC GUIDE - S/A (suicide attempt)

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Me, Karashi and Mora walk to the front of the dorm house. "I wish we could be taken back to the night we met, cause those were the days I had loved you guys with all my heart." Mora said. I sniffle. "Girl don't make me cry for gods sake" I said, my voice breaks. We hug eachother tightly like we're supposed to. Karashi joins in as well. We only let go when I hear my phone ring loudly.

"I think my parent's know what we've done" I said rolling my eyes. I answer the call. "Kimi get yourself back. And don't do anything else to Melissa while you're at it" my dad said. "Fine" I said. "Let's go Karashi" I said. We are about to leave and before the car starts, Mora hands me a gift.

"Sorry I couldn't get anything for your 17th girl. I was undergoing some shit at home. Also happy birthday" she said smiling. She hands me a rectangle shaped present. I rip open the present as she leaves. It was a friendship bracelet and underneath two chase atlantic concert tickets. Where did she get the money for these tickets?

I try to say something but my voice breaks. "Mora!" I call through the darkness. She doesn't answer. And that's when I knew something was up with her. I pelt down to the dorms.

Mora's POV

I sit down on my carpet floor and start writing letters. To Kimi only(I'm sorry if you know where this is going to end up - mid-chapter authour's note).

"Dear Kimi, 

If you're probably reading this I might have died by hanging myself. But you're not to blame, you were probably the best friend I had ever had in my lifetime. In fact, none of you are blamed, even Melissa. I blame myself for being born. 

The past year and a half have been especially hard for me as one of my mothers died. She died in a hero mission. After her death my remaining mother and I had become windmills with our hands and I nearly got kicked onto the road. My mother had to keep me because she had no choice. She was also an alcoholic after my mother had died.

She had hurt me so much, and I had lost more people in my lifetime then most would lose. I know you think I'm the perfect friend for you but honestly I'm just a fucking mess. I didn't deserve to even be born if life had this in stock for me. 

Oh and about the chase atlantic tickets, I did drug runs to get the money for those two tickets. I would have gone with you, but my mind and heart is a mess. I really love both you and Karashi. Just know that. 

And to Melissa, tell her it isn't her fault, and I know she'd probably care less about the both of you. It was my own fault. I take the blame. And now I'll be taking my life. I can't fight this world anymore, what's the point? When a girl is born, she bleeds, and burns her heart inside out and can't even show it out to anyone cause they'll think she's attention seeking. 

Your loving,

Mora, Ashido-Ochaco."

I seal the envelope and write Kimi's name before shoving it under my door and locking it. I open my closet door and grab a readymade noose. I stand on my chair and then tighten the noose around my neck. I stand ready to die. I look out the window and at the tokyo bliss. I kick the chair and fall. 

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Kimi's POV 

"MORA!!" I scream. I run up the hallways and Karashi follows behind me. We reach her door and theres an envelope. I don't think twice. I tell Karashi to read out loud and when he looks twice at the letter tears dwell in his eyes. I bang on the door.

"MORA OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR" I yelled.

I don't even think twice about the fire alarms and send one of my explosions to hit the door. The blast impacts us slightly but busts her door down. I walk into the smoky room and when the smoke clears I fall to my knees. Infront of my very eyes was her limp body attached to a noose. 

I pull her head out of the noose and scream "SOMEONE CALL 119!!!" Karashi pulls out his phone and dials the number. He also keeps his hands in the doorframe to block anyone to see the view. I start chest compressions. "Come on Mora please don't leave me like this" I sobbed.

I hear sirens and the loud chatter approaching us. My parents were with the ambulance. "Kimi come on.. sweetheart her parents need to see this" my dad said. They have to pull me off her body as I sob. Karashi hands me the letter and I read it my breath closing in. 

Izuku's POV

My daughter doesn't deserve this like I lost my friend Kimi from suicide. I hug her tightly. What had happened to cause Mora to kill herself? Kimi was clutching a letter in her hands. I grab hold of it and read out loud. I was left with tears in my eyes. "How could a 16 year old write something so sorrowful?" I thought. Kimi cries in my shoulder.

"Dad ontop of that she gave me my birthday present. Two chase atlantic tickets and a bracelet. I didn't even know how she got the money until now. She did drug runs out of school." she sobbed. "D-Drug runs?" I said. "Yes" she sobbed. I rub her back. "Hey it's ok.. she's up there watching from heaven." I said.